helloooo everybody 
god,this last story of mine was so old, i can't believe how long i haven't update my lovely journal
. and al this because i don't have an internet at my house again.
plus i am so seek and tired of my same, one and only set, that i have, that it make me want to puke every time i open my page...
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god,this last story of mine was so old, i can't believe how long i haven't update my lovely journal
. and al this because i don't have an internet at my house again.
plus i am so seek and tired of my same, one and only set, that i have, that it make me want to puke every time i open my page...
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hello everybody 
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life is better, life is beautifull.
thank you everybody for your care love and support . i really appreciate it.
now when i came clean with my " not-my-boyfriend ", i can tell you, why i was so upset, and hating life.
ok, about couple months ago my " not-my-boyfriend " give me some money to hold on to for him, because...
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life is better, life is beautifull.
thank you everybody for your care love and support . i really appreciate it.
now when i came clean with my " not-my-boyfriend ", i can tell you, why i was so upset, and hating life.
ok, about couple months ago my " not-my-boyfriend " give me some money to hold on to for him, because...
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dubleohdredloks:
Oh, you're goin' STRAIGHT to Heck!
photonix:
great story!reminds me when I was broken down in Death Valley CA. waiting for the tow truck from Vegas to slither down the dark mountain hours away. A man who works at the gas station is talkng to me all night about his junkie wife and why the hell he was living at the lowest point in America(Stove Pipe Wells). He tells me when I get back to Vegas I should play the nickel Keno machine. 10 hours after my call for help the tow truck pull up and I'm off back to the same place I was the day before.( side note..never trust machanics!!!) The next night at the Aztec Casino I did as the man said and played the Nickel Keno machine. And what do ya know after awhile I won the JACK POT! Not to say the jack pot is very large when it comes to nickels. Problem was I should have just walked away with the bucket full of coins and cashed out but insted I'm thinking hell its only like 50 bucks in nickels so I moved up to the quarters and while drinking dollar strawberry magaritas I lost it all. Back in the hole and down the drain,,, I craweled back to my room at the Holiday Hotel a broken man (ok, not so broken), only to meet some great new friends Helen and Toly the next day. God, Helen was hot and I was spying on her while she layed out at the pool in her black bikini. ( years later and after a few road trips together were still great friends. Only Toly and Hel have split up. and last I heard Helen has a pet monkey, and Toly wonders the bar scene plotting ways to make his films big business.) Ok..so maybe I've got carried away here, and half assed the story a bit, and perhaps this story has nothing to do with yours. .. but ya know it all has a way of working out in great ways. only sometimes it has a strange way of showing it.
wow, now I remember why I should not stay up all night typing on this site... but instead of deleting this madness I'll just let it ride..snake eyes!
[Edited on Jun 06, 2003]
[Edited on Jun 06, 2003]
wow, now I remember why I should not stay up all night typing on this site... but instead of deleting this madness I'll just let it ride..snake eyes!
[Edited on Jun 06, 2003]
[Edited on Jun 06, 2003]
i hate my self,
i hate my life.
i don't know what to do and how to do it.
is it any way out of this fucking madness
exept killing yourself? drugs? maybe? but they wont
help. they just make you forget, for a second. and then you have even more problems, then you've started with. so, drugs is not the solution.
but what is?...
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i hate my life.
i don't know what to do and how to do it.
is it any way out of this fucking madness
exept killing yourself? drugs? maybe? but they wont
help. they just make you forget, for a second. and then you have even more problems, then you've started with. so, drugs is not the solution.
but what is?...
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ckrit:
Life was a bitch for me until I realized that there wasn't a grand purpose...because then, I understood that life is what I make of it, that I can be a part of making life what I want it to be, and I can be part of a group of individuals working to make life meaningful on our own terms.
Hang in there, Katia. Make sure you are living life on your own terms; and if you are not, figure out why not, and fix it.
Hang in there, Katia. Make sure you are living life on your own terms; and if you are not, figure out why not, and fix it.
speakvolumes:
There's nothing wrong with a little negativity. But, perspective always seems to help to in life. Obviously you enjoy your life to a certain extent and you have some reservations about some of your actions, that's natural. But your alive, and today many people are not, you might as well enjoy what you have, even if it is minuscule.
gizes fucking crist.........
i will never ever will say anything about me having sex ever again. fuck your fucking wining about not geting any. its not my fucking problem.
i will never ever will say anything about me having sex ever again. fuck your fucking wining about not geting any. its not my fucking problem.
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lolita:
So cute you are! I am actually auditioning there this week!
fractal:
haha!!
I don't know where you could have seen me, but if you're a local I'd love to hang out!
I don't know where you could have seen me, but if you're a local I'd love to hang out!
hello,
i just want to tell you something that just happened.
D:
ok. its monday night. i went to my work, to get my dancing clothes, so i could wash it for my tomorrow shift (morninhg shift too
). but that not the point. in no metter of fackt i've never made it there :eeek:.
but instead, i've stoped by my "not-my-boyfriends" house. i haven't...
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i just want to tell you something that just happened.
D:
ok. its monday night. i went to my work, to get my dancing clothes, so i could wash it for my tomorrow shift (morninhg shift too
). but that not the point. in no metter of fackt i've never made it there :eeek:.
but instead, i've stoped by my "not-my-boyfriends" house. i haven't...
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x_doug_x:
yeah, and this guy is mad about being used for sex, we should all have such problems. Katia, you can use me anytime.
synnove:
oh hazie you poor fucking THING. since you're not gettin any NO ONE SHOULD right? quit your goddamn moping.
and hiii katia
and hiii katia
hello everybody .
once again wanna let you know how nice it fills to be back, very nice. it makes me fill like i actually have some social life . its not like i don't have any of course.
not so long ago i went to "Dantes". i usualy go there on wednesdays after work. and oh my god and all higher powers, do i...
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once again wanna let you know how nice it fills to be back, very nice. it makes me fill like i actually have some social life
. its not like i don't have any of course.
not so long ago i went to "Dantes". i usualy go there on wednesdays after work. and oh my god and all higher powers, do i...
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tygertyger:
Mmmm... pretty dancing girls.
jurasic:
was there too...but my eyes were focusing on beer...I'll learn next time to not drink myself under the table
ho, ho, ho....
marry chrismas. i am back... thanx to god and all hiegher powers, i have my internet back. so now i can keep my beloved journal up to date.
it fills so good to be writing this right now, that i don't even know, if i would stop, even if i would be offered to go have some good sex... well, i guess...
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marry chrismas. i am back... thanx to god and all hiegher powers, i have my internet back. so now i can keep my beloved journal up to date.
it fills so good to be writing this right now, that i don't even know, if i would stop, even if i would be offered to go have some good sex... well, i guess...
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debrajean:
that was fun!
lads:
That was sooooo funny! You have made me smile for you really big 
If big brother did not shut you down, please enter another journal quick. If he did, I'll be the first to start a SG fund raiser to get you back on DSL! lol that was some funny shit!
If big brother did not shut you down, please enter another journal quick. If he did, I'll be the first to start a SG fund raiser to get you back on DSL! lol that was some funny shit! hello everybody!
how was everybodys valentine? i sure hope better then mine. i got sooooooooooooooooooo drunk, i haven't being so drunk in years.
well, i don't have much time to spent on the computer, so i am not going to say much, at this time. but i sure have a few storys to tell you.
i still don't have an internet at my house, so...
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how was everybodys valentine? i sure hope better then mine. i got sooooooooooooooooooo drunk, i haven't being so drunk in years.
well, i don't have much time to spent on the computer, so i am not going to say much, at this time. but i sure have a few storys to tell you.
i still don't have an internet at my house, so...
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nala:
Katia, you are beautiful
supernovice:
Yep.
high everybody!
i, and bunch of other Suicide Girls will be at "Dantes",
this sunday. so, come over and enjoy.
katia
i, and bunch of other Suicide Girls will be at "Dantes",
this sunday. so, come over and enjoy.
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nyhcx516:
Happy Valentines Day!
lolita:
I performed that night- but didnt see you there toots!!?!??
Hi everybody.
god guys, you are taking everything i write, way to sireouse.
i just suoght, that its was very funny. you konow, here i am. driving. thinking, that i am such a irresistble.
i mean it was no doubt in my mind, that he would be like: "yes. sure. come over. right now." and he was like: "no. i am sorry. not tonight. tonight...
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god guys, you are taking everything i write, way to sireouse.
i just suoght, that its was very funny.
you konow, here i am. driving. thinking, that i am such a irresistble.
i mean it was no doubt in my mind, that he would be like: "yes. sure. come over. right now." and he was like: "no. i am sorry. not tonight. tonight...
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escapegoat:
i saw you at the Tragic Garden last night.......
Hello everybody !
I am doing grate. i got my car back. plus i have two grate storys to tell you, that go's right alon with it.
like you probably ,now, by now, on saturday night my car got towed .(if you don't know about it , please refer to my priveuse entries. so, let me tell you everything, the way it was happening.
my...
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I am doing grate. i got my car back. plus i have two grate storys to tell you, that go's right alon with it.
like you probably ,now, by now, on saturday night my car got towed
.(if you don't know about it , please refer to my priveuse entries. so, let me tell you everything, the way it was happening.
my...
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tara81:
Do you live in Russia?
alexm:
it just may be money to him, often ppl just do a favor to do a favor, not expectin anything in return other than the feeling that we did a favor. Don't stress over it. Likewise, if you want him, have him, if you dont then don't, totally you're decision
i am sorry, that i haven't being around for some time . the problem is tha i don't have a internet conection any longer , whach is totally suck ass 
well, anyway how is everybody doing ?
i am personally very fucked, right now. last night, stupid me , parked my car by the fire thing (you know the ones on the street). so, do...
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. the problem is tha i don't have a internet conection any longer , whach is totally suck ass
well, anyway how is everybody doing
?
i am personally very fucked, right now. last night, stupid me
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thorn2:
Try not to be so hard on yourself. It probably wasn't there at first and the cops put it there when you left just so they have an excuse to take your car and fuck with your life. They really don't have anything better to do. Goosd to hear you are not dealing with your not boyfriend. Maybe this is all for good and you are going to have a new beginning?
warlockholmes:
The same fucking thing happened to me Thursday night! Some friends of mine had a pajama party and I ended up drinking too much. Then this hot playmate named Seria asked me to sleep next to her. I pass out. I wake up in the morning and my truck is gone. It was parked next to a school. It cost me $200 fucking dollars to get it out. I feel your pain.
you make me want to get stoned & drive down burnside in hopes of crashing into you ~