I wish to tell you all that i am. I wish to tell you everything, but i can't. My heart traps the words, I fear you will not understand.
Losing touch with reality, ready to end it, when you appeared.
I wanted to cry, and just be held by you. But i remained silent. Do you feel the same my love?
You make me wonder:...
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Losing touch with reality, ready to end it, when you appeared.
I wanted to cry, and just be held by you. But i remained silent. Do you feel the same my love?
You make me wonder:...
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l7rules:
thats awesome 
darke:
black mornings aglow...
l7rules:
that one is kinda weird 
guitargeek:
Darkness! Darkness is spreading!
guitargeek:
What a great idea!
Interesting dream last night.
I guess so interesting, i was asleep for 12 hours.
I was just walking in my neighborhood,
and it was sunny, and a pretty average day,the children across the street were playing and laughing when all of a sudden i heard singing, and began to feel like i was floating.
A feeling of vertigo, it was surreal. Then i began laughing...
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I guess so interesting, i was asleep for 12 hours.
I was just walking in my neighborhood,
and it was sunny, and a pretty average day,the children across the street were playing and laughing when all of a sudden i heard singing, and began to feel like i was floating.
A feeling of vertigo, it was surreal. Then i began laughing...
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guitargeek:
So did you get your body back after you woke up? I hope so, otherwise... who made this journal entry???
l7rules:
well im glad the listened 
cool dream 
cool dream 
l7rules:
you ok????? 
Save me!!!!
Great Spirit, my Muse, My Body Forgive me!!
You've given me all earthly and spiritual gifts that i have ever prayed for and i forever bow, yet i have done something i regret greatly.
I'm so ashamed of me, Mara, Of me Mara.
Forgive me Great Spirit, i know what i did, and now when i think of it i feel sick! Forgive...
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Great Spirit, my Muse, My Body Forgive me!!
You've given me all earthly and spiritual gifts that i have ever prayed for and i forever bow, yet i have done something i regret greatly.
I'm so ashamed of me, Mara, Of me Mara.
Forgive me Great Spirit, i know what i did, and now when i think of it i feel sick! Forgive...
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l7rules:
What did you do?????
What did you do????? 
l7rules:
i like all the highlites from your piercings its so mean you tease us with a blurry photo 
its so mean you tease us with a blurry photo Poison
Liquid Demons, Cool, Like the autumn wind,Infect my mind and distorts my thoughts. The Doll in the corset, Giggles sweetly, As I can do nothing but smile.
He Beckons Me. Suddenly i cannot breathe. My Master growls,Asphyxiation arouses him. Perhaps it makes him feel more powerful.
Liquid Demons have stolen my voice, I cannot refuse My Master. The Beast at my feet Bows her...
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Liquid Demons, Cool, Like the autumn wind,Infect my mind and distorts my thoughts. The Doll in the corset, Giggles sweetly, As I can do nothing but smile.
He Beckons Me. Suddenly i cannot breathe. My Master growls,Asphyxiation arouses him. Perhaps it makes him feel more powerful.
Liquid Demons have stolen my voice, I cannot refuse My Master. The Beast at my feet Bows her...
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l7rules:
i love reading your journals i just hope that one isnt to close to home
i love reading your journals
i just hope that one isnt to close to home
darke:
Your journal is sort of like an out of body experience,
l7rules:
sounds like a good weekend to me 
thurs and fri were good for me but sat and sun were meh
thurs and fri were good for me but sat and sun were mehA friend told me he loved me today..
I felt bad, because i know i don't love him...But i couldn't tell him that...
Also, I've been so confused lately.
About everything....grrr.
I felt bad, because i know i don't love him...But i couldn't tell him that...
Also, I've been so confused lately.
About everything....grrr.
darke:
you can and should tell him that. however he acts, people would rather be rejected than deceived in the long run.
l7rules:
what did you tell him
ive been a bit confuses myself about everything
hope your weekend picks up
ive been a bit confuses myself about everything
hope your weekend picks up
l7rules:
:tuffy: :tuffy: :menstruation: :menstruation: 
guitargeek:
yyyyyyyeah!
My life is filled with names
Of a story that is not mine.
My mask is held by Jesus.
My body belongs to David,
My heart belongs to Jeremiah.
My soul belongs to the one whose name has not been writ.
I am a Harlot Dressed in Secrecy.
Secrets i do not wish to wear.
Burdens of a desperate love,
I do not wish to...
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Of a story that is not mine.
My mask is held by Jesus.
My body belongs to David,
My heart belongs to Jeremiah.
My soul belongs to the one whose name has not been writ.
I am a Harlot Dressed in Secrecy.
Secrets i do not wish to wear.
Burdens of a desperate love,
I do not wish to...
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l7rules:
the devil has staind me too
but great poem none the less
the devil has staind me too
but great poem none the less