karnivale

On my way home all I kept thinking about was how fun it would be to be lying on the grass in the park fooling around with some cute guy, the fire works over head, then going to my place for a nice hard fuck.


I worked another 10 hour shift tonight. I also have to head back into work in about 5 hours to...
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I'm really sick.
I'm also hungry and don't have the energy to stand over the stove. And for some reason the under eyelid of my right eye is really swollen, puffy and hurts.
I'm going to crawl in a hole now.

I can barely move, my muscles ache, and Im bruised all over. The room is spinning out of control and I have the overpowering taste of garlic running rampant on a rather painfully burnt tongue. My vision is slightly blurred, and all the clocks are flashing 12:00 causing a stint of nausea. At some point through out the night I did end up naked. Problem?...
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Work called me back earlier than expected. I start full-time again Sunday July 10th. It will be so nice to have a little money again. Not much mind you, but enough to keep food in my refrigerator. I worked a crazy shift yesterday, will do it again on Wednesday and Saturday. I dont really like the job, but I cant complain about the exercise I...
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Three of my favorite quotes...which sum up how I've been feeling lately.

"Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation."
Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900), De Profundis, 1905

"A wretched soul, bruised with adversity,
We bid be quiet when we hear it cry;
But were we burdened with like weight of pain,
As much...
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So there are perks to shitty jobs!
I was given two, yes thats two, free bottles of champagne.
We uncorked a few to many at work today. Instead of wasting we took them all home. Now I need some good orange juice.
Plus I got all kinds of wonderful fresh organic vegetables and fruits. Ah wonderful.




If only there was somebody to share the champagne...
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Last night involved way too much sangria and a few beer chasers.
Damn lesbians. Today I cant seem to drink enough water, nor eat the right food to make me less nauseous.

Work finally called me. Theyre short handed for some of the events going on during the summer and instead of hiring someone else, they called me back early. Im thankful considering the fact...
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Popping' skittles like they're pain-killers and drinkin' dr. pepper out of a wine glass...
It's been a busy week.

Last Friday was the VNV Nation concert. It was absolutely awesome. I couldn't get over the live spectacle of hard techo genious. I met up with a chick that night who kept buying me beer.

Saturday was SGMTL goodbye party for starguitar as he makes is...
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If anyones interested I'm selling those ducks on ebay.
Pinhead duckie can be found here.
and Count Frightenstein and his counter part the midget count can be found here.

Ive been a little M.I.A. lately. I had so much to do. I enjoyed meeting SGMTL at Biftek last Monday. The rest of the week involved getting paperwork filed and applying for Quebec Resident status, which is rather involved. The weekend was spent with my mother and her fianc. While showing them around town I managed to pick up an old 1931 hardcover copy of...
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