Everytime I come to this site, I try and make a mental note to come more often... maybe I should make a physical note this time... it's been a while.
Anyways, my son is almost 7 months old now and we're doing wonderfully. He' s amazing in so many ways and I've never been happier, overall.
On the man front, I've found that that's all...
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Anyways, my son is almost 7 months old now and we're doing wonderfully. He' s amazing in so many ways and I've never been happier, overall.
On the man front, I've found that that's all...
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psyche1:
woooow new boy huh? 
At nearly 7 months pregnant, I'm not feeling very attractive, to say the least. Aside from that fact, I feel weird about the idea of sex now that the baby is moving around so much. I realize it won't hurt the baby... but what if the baby kicks in the middle of a session? That'd be too fuckin weird for me to handle. It feels...
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It's been quite a while since my last post. I had forgotten about this site, to be honest, when I discovered MySpace (as so many others have). After looking through some past posts of mine, I remembered why I enjoyed blogging here so much. I tend to be most honest in this environment and obviously, that's the only way to truly get closure on my...
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Sometimes don't you just wanna say, "fuck it" and drive off a cliff? Yeah, me too.
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jedichris27:
Happy Birfday!!!!! 
toughskin:
I would be your b day present!!
I'm doing it again! I previously wrote about how I took on some of my ex boyfriends character traits in a relationship in my new relationship.... since that most recent relationship is over and I have started seeing another man, I am very similar to him as my most recent ex was to me... very honest, understanding, straight forward, encouraging, the strength in the relationship......
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jedichris27:
Knock Knock... anyone home? 
So, about that guy with the girlfriend... it's about that time...when he has to make the decision to stay with her and work it out or break u with her and take a chance with me. I hate to put him in a situation like that - but he makes it seem like it's okay to care about him and I should feel secure in...
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So, I'm doin alright, I suppose. Pretty broke - and I'm not just sayin that either. Broke. as in: no gas, no cigarettes (but about to go on a mission for some), and not a dollar in my wallet... Interesting how quickly things can change. Not that it's been drastically quick - but in 8 months I've gone from "doing very well and can afford...
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People often mistake kindness for weakness.
Don't make that mistake with me.
I have the heart of a beast,
fiercely passionate about love.
Hatred is a sign of fear
And fear is a sign of weakness
What is it that frightens you?
Being hurt, being loved, loving others?
Feeling nothing is easy,
Feeling love takes courage.
You still feel love is weak?
Try harming someone...
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Don't make that mistake with me.
I have the heart of a beast,
fiercely passionate about love.
Hatred is a sign of fear
And fear is a sign of weakness
What is it that frightens you?
Being hurt, being loved, loving others?
Feeling nothing is easy,
Feeling love takes courage.
You still feel love is weak?
Try harming someone...
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I have apparantly taken on my ex boyfriends pschotic way of thinking. I'm not sure how, especially since I didn't understand them at the time we were together, but I have. I am completely retarded now. My current boyfriend and I were "on abreak", and he slept with another woman. That would make any woman crazy! While I'm not real excited about the idea -...
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anticlimatic200:
Hmm.... honestly, I don't know what to make of that. Being a psychology major, I'm trying to figure out your cognitive processes, but the only thing I can come up with is that you're completely comfortable with the relationship to let him do things like that. Or, maybe you don't see the relationship as being serious enough that it is mutally exclusive/monogamous.
Heh, usually, I'm the one with the psychotic thinking in a relationship/ex-relationship
Heh, usually, I'm the one with the psychotic thinking in a relationship/ex-relationship
scrubo:
I just got back from Hesperia. It was my first time there. We were racing in Victorville this afternoon and after the races we stopped at the Desert Fox Lounge in Hesperia for some drinks. It's a pretty cool town, except it was butt cold.
kalkr8z:
here I am
badubudu:
VERY HOT!
Why does an 'ex - boyfriend' always turn into a 'sex - boyfriend'?
Everyone has got to know what I'm talking about... a couple breaks up for a reason; why is there always post - break up sex? It tends to ruin fond memories of great sex with your former parter due to the lack of intimacy caused by tension, anger, or whatever reason the...
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Everyone has got to know what I'm talking about... a couple breaks up for a reason; why is there always post - break up sex? It tends to ruin fond memories of great sex with your former parter due to the lack of intimacy caused by tension, anger, or whatever reason the...
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