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Sometimes, the things we do to survive are what kill us.

-Ian Greenough (a.k.a Indigo; E/N Nai; Theodore "Tad" Poole; Richard Walker)

(P.S. Hey Noelani; Echo helped me figure out how it works. I'd be happy to tell you sometime, not as a comment on a softcore internet pornsite. wink )
noelani:
How what works?

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I'm having houseguests!

Nift.

And I may be off to see Dead Can Dance tommorrow night...

Good Times.
nixon:
Sunday mornin'.
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Current mood: thoughtful
Current music: Moby, "Hymm"

Today's writing project turned into a slight case of oversharing.

But in the end, this wasn't written to be thought provoking, or controversial, or to entertain; I wrote this to remember, and so as not to forget.

-o-

I was born on an air force base, and it seems that the sound of the warm jets got under...
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echo:
...and then call me.
noelani:
I would have loved to, but honestly I don't think it would have happened. Not in a club environment, and definitely not in the outfit I was wearing.

I forget sometimes that if I wear a corset that I have to wear comfy(ish) shoes or if I wear binding shoes that I need to not wear a corset.

i wore both tonight. I was quite the ickle cranky puss.
We'll talk soon though.
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Last night: Drama.

The clock struck twelve and everyone turned into pumpkins.

Alas.
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noelani:
Well, we didn't turn into pumpkins... NMA was an assault on my auditory receptors... My phone broke so I couldn't text you to tell you that we were heading out, but to call us if you wanted us to go to the Beast...

I was hungry so we went home and ate and tried to find other things to go out to. Nothing was going on though so we smoked (actually I didn't do much of the smoking) and watch Shaun of the Dead.

However, I think maybe it was a good idea we didn't go with you?
vivid:
OH SNAP ... someone said some mad inuendo. Hot.
I dont think I spelled that right. Ah-well.

bwahaha -- I have great linework. Awesome.
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Alrighty.

NEW MODEL ARMY

They play tommorrow night at the Independent in S.F.

Who in the East bay is down to meet at the Ruby Room, have a few, and then across the bridge to see 'em in the city?

I don't care if you live in S.F.! The Ruby rocks, the drinks are cheap, and this is our chance to tear across the Bay...
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noelani:
Still no help. But thanks...

wink

nixon:
Nuthin.

Am not paying for NMA, but will appear at Red Room.

Time?
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Baroque

adj.:

1. Of, relating to, or characteristic of a style in art and architecture developed in Europe from the early 17th to mid-18th century, emphasizing dramatic, often strained effect and typified by bold, curving forms, elaborate ornamentation, and overall balance of disparate parts.
2. Extravagant, complex, or bizarre, especially in ornamentation.

"The Baroque was a style in art that used exaggerated motion and abundant...
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noelani:



Ok... so, I think what you're trying to say is, "live your life in excess and in doing so you'll be able to reach nirvana and enlightenment?"

Let me know, and we'll discuss... because, of course, I have something to say if that's the case. smile
noelani:
PS:

I'd totally do buddha. wink
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Done stealing chickens for the night.

Sleep...
noelani:
This reminds me of the line in Breakfast at Tiffany's about stealing turkey eggs for some reason...
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It's been a long time since I last had (earned) scratches that could just as well be called bruises.

Hmm.

I think that the one of the most telling parts of a person's personality is only really demonstrated in the moment when you discover exactly how much they are able to achieve release sexually.

Because that's the point where someone's level of repression is most...
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noelani:
Pompous.

wink

No, but seriously, I agree with a lot that you've pointed out here. However, I don't like being told that there is only one way to properly live my life and that I'm doing it wrong. I can only assume that you have lumped all readers of this journal into one catergory, that being the catergory that isn't you, when you say you're .

PS: you know the only reason I said that is to be a brat and challenge you. You're wrong damn it! You're wrong. wink
noelani:
Bring it, bitch.
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HAHAHAHA...

Last night RULED.
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nixon:
Perhaps a Red Room outing later in the week?
noelani:
Liar! I did no such thing.

*Does voodoo spell to erase any of my shinanagans last night from your mind. And everyone elses for that matter.
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There's a feeling of something unfinished...

A sensation like the quick, ice-cold-hot feeling of a razor's thin cut on your skin.

I still remember the warm distance of your eyes, girl; a million miles to cross with smiles and fingers.

And I wonder what would have been if we had kissed, or if I had been in this world the night that you called.

Distance,...
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noelani:
By George, I think I've found it!! (where is that saying from? Who's George?...)

Copied from a post in another friends journal, and I thought you might find it interesting due to our ongoing dialogue about why I'm feeling so disconnected. :

Hhmm.... someone is sounding like me as of late. Though I think my motivation (Getting my business back on track and being successful) is coming back into focus. Since I've been back from BM, and where I thought I would be (my thoughts being made when I lived in NY) is not where I pictured, my whole sense of purpose and/or direction of my life has been all askew. It's been weird trying to decompress and adjust to that reality. Now I've just realized that I'm not where I wanted to be because I'm not trying hard enough to make it happen. My focus has been blaming other things happening in my life but in reality it's just me that has to take my life by the reigns and go.

Oh, and (in response to your last entry), pancakes and EZ cheeze.... Seriously, there's much better things to put in your mouth, even if you're in the middle of the desert. And, I went to Absinthe once, a long time ago before going to the ballet, and though they had excellent champagne the food was left to be desired. Admittedly, there was about one thing on the menu my dietary restrictions would allow me to eat.

[Edited on Sep 12, 2005 12:27PM]
nixon:
There is a sensation of something unfinished...
oh, wait. That's just my drink.

See ya this evening?