And as I try to make my way through the ordinary world I will learn to survive.
"Save a Prayer" is the best Duran Duran song, though.
WARNING: LONG JOURNAL. KELLAND LEADS A SORROWFUL LIFE. LONG JOURNAL.
Amazon wishlist items are heavily desired. Kelland's birthday is in 16 days.
My life... man. More bad things. Please reflect to previous journals to establish the fact that...
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"Save a Prayer" is the best Duran Duran song, though.
WARNING: LONG JOURNAL. KELLAND LEADS A SORROWFUL LIFE. LONG JOURNAL.
Amazon wishlist items are heavily desired. Kelland's birthday is in 16 days.
My life... man. More bad things. Please reflect to previous journals to establish the fact that...
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norritt:
hi nice pics
and pet shop boys lyrics
and pet shop boys lyrics
monsvalentine:
nice photo titles.
My birthday is exactly one month from today. Hint hint.
Six days later and I'm wondering if I did something wrong.
I want some fucking waffles.
I almost died yesterday. I was driving with Shannon (who really shouldn't be out and about but what is she going to do? stay in the house for six weeks and do NOTHING?! I think not!) and I was...
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Six days later and I'm wondering if I did something wrong.
I want some fucking waffles.
I almost died yesterday. I was driving with Shannon (who really shouldn't be out and about but what is she going to do? stay in the house for six weeks and do NOTHING?! I think not!) and I was...
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longblackbangs:
Wow, your birthday is only 3 days after mine. Gosh.
I liked your Smiths questionare so much that I decided to send one back at you darlin. In staying with a theme I used my favorite Smith.
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Elliott Smith
1. Are you male or female: No Confindence Man
2. Describe yourself: Needle in the Hay: Ballad of Big Nothing
3. How do some people feel about you: The Biggest Lie
4. How do you feel about yourself: In The Lost And Found
5. Describe your ex-girlfriend/boyfriend: Miss Misery; I Better Be Quite Now
6. Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Cupid's Trick
7. Describe where you want to be: Let's Get Lost
8. Describe what you want to be: Happiness
9. Describe how you live: Easy Way Out
10. Describe how you love: Speed Trials
11. Share a few words of wisdom: I Don't Think I'm Ever Gonna Figure It Out; Bottle Up And Explode!
I liked your Smiths questionare so much that I decided to send one back at you darlin. In staying with a theme I used my favorite Smith.
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Elliott Smith
1. Are you male or female: No Confindence Man
2. Describe yourself: Needle in the Hay: Ballad of Big Nothing
3. How do some people feel about you: The Biggest Lie
4. How do you feel about yourself: In The Lost And Found
5. Describe your ex-girlfriend/boyfriend: Miss Misery; I Better Be Quite Now
6. Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Cupid's Trick
7. Describe where you want to be: Let's Get Lost
8. Describe what you want to be: Happiness
9. Describe how you live: Easy Way Out
10. Describe how you love: Speed Trials
11. Share a few words of wisdom: I Don't Think I'm Ever Gonna Figure It Out; Bottle Up And Explode!
solaris:
yea, i was hired for 20 hours a week but am working full time.. if they ever do put me down to 20 hours, i will be relieved, but missing the money i am sure!
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stina:
i liek those pix..
as for your sister.. I mean.. it sucks that you were so far away.. but its awesome that shes ok.. and in all reality.. maybe things worked out for the better.. Because if you had been there.. yodu have this horrible image of your sister right after the surgery..
My X almost died a few years ago.. and i had to go to the hospital.. he wasnt able to talk to anything.. and he was soo drugged up.. his eyes were glaszed over and i still have nightmares about it.. im glad i was there for him.. but i wish i didnt have to see that image...
Anyway. Sounds like you had a roug time.. but at least it will make the good times seem better. Youll never take your sister's time for granted.. xoxox
anyway... stay safe, stay happy.
as for your sister.. I mean.. it sucks that you were so far away.. but its awesome that shes ok.. and in all reality.. maybe things worked out for the better.. Because if you had been there.. yodu have this horrible image of your sister right after the surgery..
My X almost died a few years ago.. and i had to go to the hospital.. he wasnt able to talk to anything.. and he was soo drugged up.. his eyes were glaszed over and i still have nightmares about it.. im glad i was there for him.. but i wish i didnt have to see that image...
Anyway. Sounds like you had a roug time.. but at least it will make the good times seem better. Youll never take your sister's time for granted.. xoxox
anyway... stay safe, stay happy.
maxwellxdemon:
I think your really a great person Kelland. We are all very supportive of you & the choices you make. Your very special to us!! I wish for everything to be smoother for you. There are two new Bono books out this month.
Everything is for sale.
Tomorrow is my sister's birthday. She will be 20. It makes me a little sad. It is one year further away from days on our grandma's back porch, pretending we were superheroes, her pulling me down the sidewalk in a red wagon, always asking for rubberbands from the mailman, pretending Coke was whiskey and we were important celebrities in bars with...
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Tomorrow is my sister's birthday. She will be 20. It makes me a little sad. It is one year further away from days on our grandma's back porch, pretending we were superheroes, her pulling me down the sidewalk in a red wagon, always asking for rubberbands from the mailman, pretending Coke was whiskey and we were important celebrities in bars with...
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tangledupinblue:
Thanks. It was a really fun birthday.
I haven't been able to get out, be about that wildly in years, so it was just kinda frenentic in a way that made me so pleased. I guess it was just something I've been really missing if that makes sense.
Thought of you when I got a really wicked PoP poster autographed by the band. Always do now when I'm rocking U2. Which means a lot now since they are all over the I-Pod playlist I am rehabbing too.
I'm going to have it put on a poster board for my domain.
Anyway, it was just righteous.
Where you been at?
Hope you are doing better than ok.
Don't be a stranger!
I haven't been able to get out, be about that wildly in years, so it was just kinda frenentic in a way that made me so pleased. I guess it was just something I've been really missing if that makes sense.
Thought of you when I got a really wicked PoP poster autographed by the band. Always do now when I'm rocking U2. Which means a lot now since they are all over the I-Pod playlist I am rehabbing too.
I'm going to have it put on a poster board for my domain.
Anyway, it was just righteous.
Where you been at?
Hope you are doing better than ok.
Don't be a stranger!
cassiel:
MISS KELLAND
i miss youuuuu
come back plz?
i miss youuuuu
come back plz?
I wish I had written this song for you.
Don't want to lose my shirt
Don't want to dig the dirt
Don't want you to get hurt
Can't help but I'm a flirt
Don't want to take your drugs
Don't want to be a slug
Don't want to overdress
Don't want to make a mess
Don't want you to confess
Not under duress
Don't want...
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Don't want to lose my shirt
Don't want to dig the dirt
Don't want you to get hurt
Can't help but I'm a flirt
Don't want to take your drugs
Don't want to be a slug
Don't want to overdress
Don't want to make a mess
Don't want you to confess
Not under duress
Don't want...
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unique3:
best advice I can give you is, if you're unhappy with your life, change it. you shouldnt have to look forward to being happy..at a later date. you should be happy NOW.
and thats hard to do. I'm still working on it myself.
I hope things pick up for you.
and thats hard to do. I'm still working on it myself.
I hope things pick up for you.
T mo chro iomln.
I find that my feet are once again stapled to the carpet.
The past few days have been a whirlwind of emotions, events, people, situations. Friday was my last day of school. Saturday I did a little cleaning, a little errand-running, a lot of working. I spent Sunday with my friend Damein and Jezz. I drove out of town to pick...
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I find that my feet are once again stapled to the carpet.
The past few days have been a whirlwind of emotions, events, people, situations. Friday was my last day of school. Saturday I did a little cleaning, a little errand-running, a lot of working. I spent Sunday with my friend Damein and Jezz. I drove out of town to pick...
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sixfeetunder:
Touch everything huh.
trementina:
thanks so much for your wihes, I hope that your sister gets better
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tangledupinblue:
awesome!
Cuadrangular.
The dead spots are just going to give you context in the end.
Cuadrangular.
The dead spots are just going to give you context in the end.
thelastbeliever:
Sometimes i enjoy the numbness. I allows me to travel through each day without feeling too much pain... 
Now my heart is full.
Today is Morrissey's birthday. Celebrate by passing on meat and sulking the night away in the bathtub with a fine class of wine.
Man oh man oh man. I haven't updated in awhile. But I have good news. As of the 17th, I am a licensed driver. And although I don't exactly have my own car, I have been driving...
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Today is Morrissey's birthday. Celebrate by passing on meat and sulking the night away in the bathtub with a fine class of wine.
Man oh man oh man. I haven't updated in awhile. But I have good news. As of the 17th, I am a licensed driver. And although I don't exactly have my own car, I have been driving...
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severus:
hej. it's hard to find people you feel good about being around and that you dont really have to BE anything just... who you are and it's like they said in the movie before sunset, you think you are going to meet alot of people you feel that special connection to, but later in life you realize thats not the case and that they really are just a few. and those are very important but most people seem to be all over these days, i mean, it feels like close relationship is fewer in this age. i dont know if thats really true but people feel lonely and i think its easy to feel lonely even if you arent. um. is this making ANY sense at all?
how are your sister?
how are your sister?
antirock:
well have a good summer.
you should read moist by mark haskell smith. it's a really light and easy read, and pretty good. i enjoyed it.
and of course there's always the hitchhiker's guide..., but that's just a classic favorite in my register.
you should read moist by mark haskell smith. it's a really light and easy read, and pretty good. i enjoyed it.
and of course there's always the hitchhiker's guide..., but that's just a classic favorite in my register.
I had a thought.
I thought about going to bed but instead I ended up here. My updates have dwindled. Yeah, that's true. My comments have dwindled moreso. I am overwhelmed. I'm sure my activity will increase when school is out and I have less on my mind. I'm sure my attitude will change, as it often does. But one by one, my friends disappear...
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I thought about going to bed but instead I ended up here. My updates have dwindled. Yeah, that's true. My comments have dwindled moreso. I am overwhelmed. I'm sure my activity will increase when school is out and I have less on my mind. I'm sure my attitude will change, as it often does. But one by one, my friends disappear...
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arete:
oh my god, red is so your colour 
why is school admin always so pathetically retarded? they are perpetually saying the adult equivalent of "my dog at my homework".
ps- the hug you demanded is on its way, i just need more airmiles
why is school admin always so pathetically retarded? they are perpetually saying the adult equivalent of "my dog at my homework".
ps- the hug you demanded is on its way, i just need more airmiles
longblackbangs:
Hey you. How are things?
The secret to buying meatless meat products is to just never plan on them tasting like what they are shaped to taste like. Except for the meatless riblets. Those are amazing.
billyboy
The secret to buying meatless meat products is to just never plan on them tasting like what they are shaped to taste like. Except for the meatless riblets. Those are amazing.
billyboy
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charley:
Pale is good. I stood in the shower yesterday and because it was a sunny day outside considered the possibility of getting a tan. You know for a laugh...just to confuse everyone but I like being pale it's lady like!
I am a sad looser too so don't worry
I am a sad looser too so don't worry
xip:
You know the first time I looked at this entry, the "proof that I have a long torso" picture wouldn't download enough to show your torso and only cut you off from the neck down. It was SO frustrating and tantalizing.
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cast:
Before = lovely
Now = fabulous
Now = fabulous
Have a hug, if you arent wearing a bra have two...(way to go Leon, spoil the whole comment with a pervy joke at the end)..
don't worry, you'll find the time to read