I sat here and thought about what I really wanted to say. I didn't sit for long. I don't have much. Just the same ol' same ol', nothing you can say or do will ever make things better, I am so tired of feeling this way, people disappoint me, blah blah blah. I don't understand why you haven't already left. No one wants to read...
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strongmad:
Happy Thanksgiving. I'm thankful that you are my friend. 
lucille:
I hart you miss kelland
Jeremiah and I got into a fight. I went over to his place on Sunday. We had planned to hang out earlier in the week. He called me earlier that very day to make sure the plans were still active. I called him at around six and arrived at his place at six-oh-five. And he told he that he couldn't hang out for long (more...
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deathcabforuglie:
MWAH...has your heart ever bled for someone you've never met?...i feel that way after reading a great majority of your journal entries...keep your chin up...as stupid as that sounds, if you stare down at your feet all the time you won't see that cute/perfect guy staring at you over the coffee shop table one day...
xoxo,
j
xoxo,
j
There are some people on which I have completely given up. I'm sorry, but he is one of them. I cannot bring myself to smile. Or laugh at his sarcastic quips. They used to bring sunshine to my darkest days. I used to rely on our late night phone ramblings to see logic and reason in my disassembled life. I used to look forward to...
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someoneuk:
I'm getting quite a taste for Diet Pepsi nowadays. No alcohol, no calories. The phosphoric acid worries me though, what with its teeth dissolving properties.
arete:
being "no fun" means being insightful. intelligent. rational. you are a strong person.
you are your own worse critic.
♥
you are your own worse critic.
♥
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trixel:
these days I'm feeling pretty phantasmal. did your ghost offer any indications of warning signs of going astray?
Your ex-friend sounds like a ghost as well.
[Edited on Nov 09, 2005 6:16PM]
Your ex-friend sounds like a ghost as well.
[Edited on Nov 09, 2005 6:16PM]
scattershot:
1)ghost story...kinda rad kinda inspiring
2) Agreed on coheed and cambria ....haven't really heard the other two new cds... but I must say that the new Emery Cd has grown on me and even though I said it wasn't very good at first I now can't get enough of it. The lyrics are really solid and the music grooves really well. go buy it ..even if it doesn't feel like the right thing to do.
3) the words ex and friend and current were used in a way that confused me...
4) Cheer up yo, even tho I haven't really internet talked with you in a while I still think you're really rad and you deserve to be a lot happier than you seem to be based on journal entries.
2) Agreed on coheed and cambria ....haven't really heard the other two new cds... but I must say that the new Emery Cd has grown on me and even though I said it wasn't very good at first I now can't get enough of it. The lyrics are really solid and the music grooves really well. go buy it ..even if it doesn't feel like the right thing to do.
3) the words ex and friend and current were used in a way that confused me...
4) Cheer up yo, even tho I haven't really internet talked with you in a while I still think you're really rad and you deserve to be a lot happier than you seem to be based on journal entries.
What she said, "I smoke because I'm hoping for an early death." I need to cling to something. - The Smiths
I'm a Smithsy mood this morning. The sun is shining. The air is brisk. I am drinking Mystic Chai Spiced Tea. Mmm... mystic.
A few weekends ago, when I was in Bluffton with Shannon and Jessica, I saw a bumper sticker on a car...
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I'm a Smithsy mood this morning. The sun is shining. The air is brisk. I am drinking Mystic Chai Spiced Tea. Mmm... mystic.
A few weekends ago, when I was in Bluffton with Shannon and Jessica, I saw a bumper sticker on a car...
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arete:
dude, there is NOTHING lame about quiz teams.
zgrat:
no, it wasn't a lame journal entry. congrats on scoring on your quiz team 
beautiful picture too
beautiful picture too I'm losing my faith in you. You don't want it to be true. But there's nothing you can do. There is nothing you can do. Yes, I've lost my faith in you.
Eradicate my anger. Please. It's not all there anymore. I got an apology. I broke down some barriers and gave an apology as well. And got a hug. And a few lingering glances...
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Eradicate my anger. Please. It's not all there anymore. I got an apology. I broke down some barriers and gave an apology as well. And got a hug. And a few lingering glances...
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zgrat:
thanks for the birthday wishes last week
miesha:
thanks for the sweet comment on my set luv.
Shame shame shame.
I fucking. Uh. Hate. Hate everything and anything and all things and people and places and events. Nouns and adverbs and interjections. Vegetables and fruits and grains and black and white and grey and the whole fucking spectrum of color. And happy and sad and angry and calm. And naked and clothed and cold and hot and ugly and beautiful and full...
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I fucking. Uh. Hate. Hate everything and anything and all things and people and places and events. Nouns and adverbs and interjections. Vegetables and fruits and grains and black and white and grey and the whole fucking spectrum of color. And happy and sad and angry and calm. And naked and clothed and cold and hot and ugly and beautiful and full...
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arete:
i'm sorry that you may have to move. moving sucks. moving because of a financial situation sucks even more.
you are the only person i know who looks good in truly red lipstick.
you are the only person i know who looks good in truly red lipstick.
rabbiofrock:
just stopping in to say hi! i like the new profile pic!
hope that you are well!!
hope that you are well!!
I've been waitin' on the fault line.
Monday. I ate dinner at Bob Evans with an old friend and talked with her for nearly three hours. My dad stayed home sick from work.
Tuesday. I came home from school. It was dad's day off. He informed me that he and my mom had officially filed for bankruptcy previously that day, and that he...
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Monday. I ate dinner at Bob Evans with an old friend and talked with her for nearly three hours. My dad stayed home sick from work.
Tuesday. I came home from school. It was dad's day off. He informed me that he and my mom had officially filed for bankruptcy previously that day, and that he...
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strongmad:
Hi sweetness.
zgrat:
i'm so sorry hon 
(((hug)))
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buchanan:
You are a very good artist!
kstar:
'Howl' is well good....it's always good when a band makes an album so different from their other stuff that you can now play them through more than one 'mood' during the evening....
I'd like to open by saying: There are brighter sides to life and I should know because I've seen them. But not often... // The Smiths.
Yesterday, the 4th, was my grandma's birthday. Her brother had a stroke yesterday morning. It was a pretty unhappy birthday for her. Her sister died last year and her heart swelled up. If she loses her only other sibling,...
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Yesterday, the 4th, was my grandma's birthday. Her brother had a stroke yesterday morning. It was a pretty unhappy birthday for her. Her sister died last year and her heart swelled up. If she loses her only other sibling,...
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vestril:
Haha, saying hi works very, very well for me. However, other appropriate responses include:
"You're a dork!"
or
"GEEEEEEK"
or
"Men want to be you, women want to be with you."
I get at least two of those all the time.
"You're a dork!"
or
"GEEEEEEK"
or
"Men want to be you, women want to be with you."
I get at least two of those all the time.
cassiopeia:
I already told you how to save up money for the trip, silly.
Hi.
I. Am. So. Tired. I've been getting five hours a sleep a night. That simply is not enough. I don't see how people function so well for such extended periods of time with even LESS sleep than I've been getting. Doesn't make sense. Must. Sleep. Ugh.
So school started Monday. Whoop-dee-doo, right? Yeah. It's been alright. My classes are nice. I enjoy all of...
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I. Am. So. Tired. I've been getting five hours a sleep a night. That simply is not enough. I don't see how people function so well for such extended periods of time with even LESS sleep than I've been getting. Doesn't make sense. Must. Sleep. Ugh.
So school started Monday. Whoop-dee-doo, right? Yeah. It's been alright. My classes are nice. I enjoy all of...
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sky:
who's clive owen? no really... i cant think who he is!
you're really pretty ,i love those glasses
you're really pretty ,i love those glasses
holy_mountain:
Sleep is overrated anyways 
As long as your car gets you from point A to point B hehe.
Sorry to hear about your friend situation. Some people just aren't worth it.
I heart Kelland.
As long as your car gets you from point A to point B hehe.
Sorry to hear about your friend situation. Some people just aren't worth it.
I heart Kelland.
I am feeling a little nostalgic today. My sister, mom, aunt, and my friend Nevin just left to go help Shannon move into her dorm for her sophomore year of college. I am sad to see her go. I have to work in an hour, which is why I am not with her right now. It was nice to have her home this summer. I...
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alexis:
That was a great journal about life and death. Thank you for that, it made me feel better.
Oh Six Feet Under how I loved thee... I could relate to those characters more than more people I know. My favorite character... Brenda and Claire on and off, but I did grow a love for David and Keith as they matured into fathers.
The ending made me cry like a baby.
Oh Six Feet Under how I loved thee... I could relate to those characters more than more people I know. My favorite character... Brenda and Claire on and off, but I did grow a love for David and Keith as they matured into fathers.
The ending made me cry like a baby.
nocontrol:
I wear black on the outside, 'cuz black is how I feel on the inside.
Seemed fitting.
Seemed fitting.