justplaindoomed

I just need attention and affection.
I not getting any of either.

In fact the while reason I'm exercising is with the hope if being more likely to attract someone of the opposite sex. Will it help to feel more comfortable in my own skin? Absolutely. I'm doing this for me because finding someone would make me happy but my god I haven't ever been...
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When I got back from California mid may I was at 164lbs, now with my new exercise plan and paying attention to what I eat I weighed in at under 155 this morning. That's like 4 kilos for those of you weirdo measuring people. =)

gonna be a cleaning out of "friends" soon.

Who's in PORTLAND?

Someone please entertain me via text. I'm at work and bored and lonely.


Adam
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Craigslist....


...yeah. We'll see how this goes.

I have a major problem with finding short term motivation for long term goals. For me, I'd love to get in better shape but the prospect of *eventually* getting "in shape" doesn't seem to be enough to get me to go out and do things that lead towards this goal.

Occasionally I can find short term goals of a location to travel to for a...
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it was nice visiting family and friends even considering the circumstances. I'm ridiculously tired though. I've been staying out relatively late but not really compared to my normal work life but really it's been msleeping quarters. An air mattress and a room that is nowhere near dark in the morning... Ouch.

god damn I need a fucking nap...

Fail.

It was a grieving week.