i have a crush on this boy. i've liked him since the beginning of the year. he's my boss' son, but my boss is the coolest woman i've ever known so it's not really a big deal. she loves me to death and i think she would love for me to date her son. she's sorta hinted at it i think.. i want to tell...
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i am done being sad. fuck being sad. life goes on and on and on.
i am so bored with my life right now. except for this crap with Kyle, nothing ever seems to change. no one ever seems to change. i want to change. i want my life to be different, better. i want to do something. i need to go somewhere besides here...
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i am so bored with my life right now. except for this crap with Kyle, nothing ever seems to change. no one ever seems to change. i want to change. i want my life to be different, better. i want to do something. i need to go somewhere besides here...
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akirali:
Oh man, I've been so wrapped up in my own shit for so long I didn't even reed what happened hon. I'm so sorry 
When I get back from work tomorrow I'll IM you and we can talk. I'm sorry this happened to you sweetie you deserve so much more then to be constantly hurt.
When I get back from work tomorrow I'll IM you and we can talk. I'm sorry this happened to you sweetie you deserve so much more then to be constantly hurt.
shark_____:
i am going to sing you a song to cheer you up!
(just so you knoe i am singing a dong from the disney classic pete's dragon)
(just so you knoe i am singing a dong from the disney classic pete's dragon)
i just went for a long walk. it cleared my head quite well. something about being outside on such a beautiful day makes me think of summer and happier times. this summer is going to be the best ever, it has to be. it will be my first summer away from home and i want to have a blast.
i can't help but think about...
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fiorina161:
I can only offer you the voice of past experience. It's not the first time that you felt this way about a guy & damn sure won't be the last. It's a different way with every guy that you'll meet. It's true, you'll never feel that way about another guy again. Next time it'll be different. He will be different. You will be different because you went through this. A lifes lesson maybe, maybe not. Should you protect your heart? Always. But don't build a fortress around it. Never look back at this and only see the pain (and the sex, hehehe). Look back on this and just think. Is it the same or is it different? If it's different, is it better? Everyday is a step forward and a step farther from him., 
urblueygrl:
i love your pic of you kitty
I was gonna post it in your journal but it chops the kitties head off so that didnt work , but its the one where the cat has its head on the chair.... tooo cute
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I was gonna post it in your journal but it chops the kitties head off so that didnt work , but its the one where the cat has its head on the chair.... tooo cute
[Edited on Feb 15, 2005 8:28PM]
i went to bed last night and i was fine
i spent the whole day with a really good friend
and he got me to forget about what had happened
although i was so discombobulated from the day that i left my car parked on the wrong side of the road last night
but i woke up this morning
and everything came back to me...
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i spent the whole day with a really good friend
and he got me to forget about what had happened
although i was so discombobulated from the day that i left my car parked on the wrong side of the road last night
but i woke up this morning
and everything came back to me...
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frost:
shh...silly...you arent suppose to talk about it!
zahara:
Here, will my nudity make you feel better?
i thought i was falling hardcore in love.
man was i ever mistaken.
have you ever had your heart ripped out
then cut up into tiny little pieces
and mashed together
then chopped up some more
only to be put through a meat grinder?
how about on Valentine's Day?
my chest is tight, my eyes are swollen, my throat is hoarse.
i haven't cried this...
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man was i ever mistaken.
have you ever had your heart ripped out
then cut up into tiny little pieces
and mashed together
then chopped up some more
only to be put through a meat grinder?
how about on Valentine's Day?
my chest is tight, my eyes are swollen, my throat is hoarse.
i haven't cried this...
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frost:
i know, come on yahoo...i have to tell you some stuff about it that i dont want to type
why does it have to happen on Valentine's Day?
corroded_heart:
do I even wanna ask?
I just found out that the latest photoset I shot of jellybean was accepted - holy FUCK! I'ma be a published photographer, or whatev.
that and I have an awesome boyfriend!
and I have great friends, especially since I've shaken most of the bad ones!
man, life is just shitty all at once, and then all the shittyness goes away and it's good all at...
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that and I have an awesome boyfriend!
and I have great friends, especially since I've shaken most of the bad ones!
man, life is just shitty all at once, and then all the shittyness goes away and it's good all at...
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zahara:
Wow, that is so cool! congrats oh great photographer!
groove:
Yeah, congrats!! That is totally cool.... 
i LOVE my new camera, i want to make love to it!!!
in my heaven, everyone is a good kisser and they make out all day
it doesn't feel like friday today. it's like i just spent the weekend with him and now it's sunday night. but i get two whole more days off from life, it's great! who knows what i'll do! school was...
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in my heaven, everyone is a good kisser and they make out all day
it doesn't feel like friday today. it's like i just spent the weekend with him and now it's sunday night. but i get two whole more days off from life, it's great! who knows what i'll do! school was...
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groove:
You guys do make a very cute couple...
2bit_sapiens:
good one!! cutie!! i love you!! goodbye nysley...may good things happen for you...!! always!!!
woohoo!
heading to the boy's for the night
heading to the boy's for the night
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karalynn:
Where where you when you found out Princess Di had died?
Seeing as ears is planning on marrying Camilla, something to think about.
I was still living in my one bedroom apartment and planning my wedding, my mom was there.
Seeing as ears is planning on marrying Camilla, something to think about.
I was still living in my one bedroom apartment and planning my wedding, my mom was there.
ravgonfly:
Go you!
holy shit.
did everyone see voltaire's new set?
god damn it is amazing.
i went to my boyfriend's last night. everything is great. it gets better and better every time we hang out! we have the greatest conversations, he somehow gets me talk (usually i clam up around guys).
but
i found a condom wrapper (not the kind we've been using) on his floor. he...
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did everyone see voltaire's new set?
god damn it is amazing.
i went to my boyfriend's last night. everything is great. it gets better and better every time we hang out! we have the greatest conversations, he somehow gets me talk (usually i clam up around guys).
but
i found a condom wrapper (not the kind we've been using) on his floor. he...
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swindy:
q) have you ever falsely suspected your significant other was cheating? yes
r) have you ever correctly suspected your significant other was cheating?yes
s) could you ever forgive someone who has cheated on you?depends
t) have you ever cheated on someone?no
u) were you forgiven?n/a
v) what is the meaning of life?Fucked if I know
r) have you ever correctly suspected your significant other was cheating?yes
s) could you ever forgive someone who has cheated on you?depends
t) have you ever cheated on someone?no
u) were you forgiven?n/a
v) what is the meaning of life?Fucked if I know
fiorina161:
Oh there's definately something in the water here . That's why I have a water filter on my faucet. Probably not the water though. I have a feeling that the next American Revolution isn't to far away. It's about time we had a shake up in the system. If we can get a true Mainer in the White House. Someone that still uses Yankee common sense. We might actually see some intelligent idea coming from Washington DC. I looked through your photo sets. I really liked the "illuminati diamond". I maybe using that for my second tattoo. . Catch ya later.
. Catch ya later.i was just at a dresden dolls concert
but something is wrong with me and i almost fainted
birth control is fucking my body up and i've had my period for two weeks straight
my body needs iron
i felt weak from standing there for so long
it wasn't even that long (a little over an hour)
but i don't stand still for long periods...
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but something is wrong with me and i almost fainted
birth control is fucking my body up and i've had my period for two weeks straight
my body needs iron
i felt weak from standing there for so long
it wasn't even that long (a little over an hour)
but i don't stand still for long periods...
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decayingyouth:
I hope you feel better.
I stopped by your place no one was home. i'll try again wednesday.
know to answer your I AM questions
you are: OR
it was the only common thread
I stopped by your place no one was home. i'll try again wednesday.
know to answer your I AM questions
you are: OR
it was the only common thread
jupitergrl:
hi, i'm jupiter too!
i love the dresden dolls too!
i have your EXACT pink boypanties with orange polka dots too!
want to be friends?
i love the dresden dolls too!
i have your EXACT pink boypanties with orange polka dots too!
want to be friends?
last night i put on a dress i wore for my 8th grade graduation and it fits me again... how awesome is that?!
did you know that wal*mart used to sell only things made in the USA? see, everyone gives in to globalization eventually.
i am home for the weekend and i am already ready to go back to my apartment. not like i'd be...
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did you know that wal*mart used to sell only things made in the USA? see, everyone gives in to globalization eventually.
i am home for the weekend and i am already ready to go back to my apartment. not like i'd be...
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karalynn:
I wanna see if my wedding dress fits me. I wanna be that size again, well smaller but it is a start.
zahara:
I read so much for school, it's depressing. Not that I mind reading. But damnit, if I'm going to be reading, please at least make it something worth reading. I hate it when I don't get anything new out of a reading. Like I wasted my time.
Would you do me a favor with your photographers eyes and tell me how I did on my last set (check my journal to see link) this is the first time I did myself. Lighting sucked but asside from that and the photoshopping I had to do to correct it, do you have any pointers?
or pass him a note that says "Do you like me? Check one:" and have two boxes with Yes or No.