I have no interest in anything but now.
And if you say otherwise you are not.
Here and then and across space and time.
The particles are inside me and you
All around we find ourselves alone.
And yet in the middle of everything
and I want to be their always.
Soft and hard and quick and long.
Do you ever feel the blood well...
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And if you say otherwise you are not.
Here and then and across space and time.
The particles are inside me and you
All around we find ourselves alone.
And yet in the middle of everything
and I want to be their always.
Soft and hard and quick and long.
Do you ever feel the blood well...
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vervain______:
i did read it, i don't want to pet the cat and although i got lost in the middle, who cares? i'm sure you did'nt write it to appease me, i think the ending is fabulous.question: is the blood welling up in your you-know-what? just wondering. interesting very interesting. or is it your heart, you sweet boy.
vervain______:
come on, lazy. aren't you going to write something new?you got all kinds of words floating in that head of yours. i know, don't i?
So I was watching my cat eat a moth today. She loves 'em. It's quite disturbing to watch her kill them through repeated blows. Usually by the second or third the poor thing has shredded wings and by the forth is moving in jerky little fits. My cat is fascinated by all of it. At least until it stops moving. What do insects think of...
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sally_struthers:
My cat mutilated moths, before your cat did! HA!
vervain______:
that is one cat quality i have a hard time with the instinct to deconstruct that which used to live.
There is never a moment in time,
when it is not inside.
Everything held up to the light.
Transluscent and opaque at the same time.
A face without a voice.
A static text based attraction,
Foolish hearts and momentary doubts
Will we ever stop being who we are.
Aching sweet and sublimly shy
Tell me I am not alright.
I saw the prozac on the...
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when it is not inside.
Everything held up to the light.
Transluscent and opaque at the same time.
A face without a voice.
A static text based attraction,
Foolish hearts and momentary doubts
Will we ever stop being who we are.
Aching sweet and sublimly shy
Tell me I am not alright.
I saw the prozac on the...
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9 reasons why
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jayden:
9, eh?
Facinating
Facinating
OK, so because I think it is a cool idea and all I am pluggin my St. Jhons Game Night Idea here too. As well as on the boards! Does anyone out there remember Adams Family Games? It was the coolest game store in the world downtown on Morrison and I think 10th were Ground Kontrol is now. . .I spent many an hour there...
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vdrak80:
Where did Derelict Chimneys go?
Just saw blue crush and it was actaullay pretty cool! So you should all go see it. Now.
vdrak80:
we know why you liked it.... It was the waves, wasn't it!
This is the story of a spider. A daring jumping spider named Big Mama. She was huge for her species and enjoyed praying on her own kind. One day she came upon a male daring jumping spider who had been paralyzed by a wasp. The wasp had layed her eggs in the poor fellow. They had yet to hatch. The male watched Big Mama spider...
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thelastasthmatic:
'spiderbabies' sounds like a great name for a band...
vdrak80:
Come on. This note has been here for at least two days! Crank up your mind and write something new!
OK, so I just smashed my bro at Age of Empires II and now I am basking in the glory of my victory. Or maybe I am just enjoying this day. My friend has been talking to me about how in the future you can have your brain replaced by a computer. Immortality or T2 coming true? I want to part of it. If we...
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vervain______:
new journal entry??
Darkly is the face of danger
and even as the moments linger
will we see ourselves as strangers?
Even as we breath the same air
our hearts are hard for one another.
And even as we find more in common
we drift apart and fiercly hate
for reasons old and reasons obscure.
Are you human or are you American?
Am I worth your ire, Christian...
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and even as the moments linger
will we see ourselves as strangers?
Even as we breath the same air
our hearts are hard for one another.
And even as we find more in common
we drift apart and fiercly hate
for reasons old and reasons obscure.
Are you human or are you American?
Am I worth your ire, Christian...
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sally_struthers:
Huh? You skipped watching Evil Dead II with us, and wrote this instead??? Is there a head shrinka on the site?
Everything seems better on the other side.
No matter were you are happiness is not.
The freaks that populate this place?
They are nothing but reflecters. . .
of your own dissastisfaction with your life.
And every day is a new day you can hate.
Every moment a new excuse for angst.
For anger and avoiding the things inside.
That make or break you.
And...
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No matter were you are happiness is not.
The freaks that populate this place?
They are nothing but reflecters. . .
of your own dissastisfaction with your life.
And every day is a new day you can hate.
Every moment a new excuse for angst.
For anger and avoiding the things inside.
That make or break you.
And...
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joyrider:
nice pic. psionics rock.
like the entry, too. sort of like mine tonight.
like the entry, too. sort of like mine tonight.
jayden:
Thanks for clearing up the Donnie Darko thing. I sort of understand it a little bit better...
OK, so I am sick as a dog today and I hate it. But I am slowly getting better. So my question is. . .when will I die? I mean I have felt deathly ill before but it always turns out to be nothing but normel stuff. When I was younger my brother told me this lady bug that bit me was going to be...
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vdrak80:
silly! You know when you will die. The Mothman told you. Remember, sometime after the 8th month of the year that ends in 3, give or take 5 to 10 decades