Paintball was fun. You can read about it in everyone else's journals. I got some great pics with troublemakers camera. The funniest thing to me is that I wasn't playing.... just taking the pics and I STILL got some crossfire hits. They didn't really hurt though so it was alright. I sat out with my honey for the last two games because his knee...
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Turmoil, angst, stress, happiness shortened by unbelievable self doubt and low self worth....
I need an escape, if only for a day.... a very long day. Maybe two days to recoup from the first day. Sometimes I wish I did drugs, then I remember how lame drugs are.
I want to be whisked away so badly. Scooped up in a whirlwind of activity that I...
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I need an escape, if only for a day.... a very long day. Maybe two days to recoup from the first day. Sometimes I wish I did drugs, then I remember how lame drugs are.
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grendel_kin:
you are an angel of the key holding variety and i thank you for that....
.....may this week take you in all the ways and in all the places you desire.
thanks again, kiddo.
.....may this week take you in all the ways and in all the places you desire.
thanks again, kiddo.
mistermocha:
You're so sweet for offering to watch my kid! Thanks for the offer, and I'm sorry for not being there to take you up on it. Maybe next time!
p.s. - weren't we supposed to get together sometime? What are you doing next weekend?
p.s. - weren't we supposed to get together sometime? What are you doing next weekend?
It seems fitting right now, my life. My ever changing feelings and thoughts on life. Growing, learning, finding out what I truly am and deciding what I want to be and what I want out of life. It's pure and utter mayhem in my soul.
For those that don't know what chaos theory is, the butterfly effect in this old folklore shows the rudimentary version...
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For those that don't know what chaos theory is, the butterfly effect in this old folklore shows the rudimentary version...
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bridget:
Take a deep breath.
cineman:
Okay, that's a deal re: my Star Search experience - although it may take more than one drink to get through it... 
As for Plato, I guess I'd say that while I dislike his politics, he was certainly in touch with a vision of the nature of reality that was part of the stream I swim in...
so overall, for me, Plato good.
And I'd be curious to hear your thoughts re: the PoS...perhaps offline.
Cheers!
As for Plato, I guess I'd say that while I dislike his politics, he was certainly in touch with a vision of the nature of reality that was part of the stream I swim in...
so overall, for me, Plato good.
And I'd be curious to hear your thoughts re: the PoS...perhaps offline.
Cheers!
What is it about Sundays that they feel different from every other day? Is it something in the air? the people? the earth? I know that for a lot of people Sunday is supposed to be "gods day" and such. Well, I don't believe in "god"..... I believe that there IS in fact something energetic that created everything, but it doesn't control us or judge...
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troublemaker:
No worries, I can always make a bazillion more...
troublemaker:
Hey. Are you comin' over on Friday? My best friend from work and his wife'll be stopping by. He works at Nick and she's at Simpsons so they'll be shop talk going on. Something not to miss... 
Some of my favorite smells:
Star blooming Jasmine
Warm and breezy summer nights around the nice neighborhoods of West L.A.
Fresh baked chocolate chip cookies
Ocean breeze
Swiss Vanilla
Victorias Secret - Love Spell and Amber Romance
Guys.... slightly sweaty mixed with a good cologne
skunk (yes...skunk)
Smells that I could do without.....
Burnt toast
sulfur
sewage
overused bathrooms
tar
bad human hygiene
Wow...... being...
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Star blooming Jasmine
Warm and breezy summer nights around the nice neighborhoods of West L.A.
Fresh baked chocolate chip cookies
Ocean breeze
Swiss Vanilla
Victorias Secret - Love Spell and Amber Romance
Guys.... slightly sweaty mixed with a good cologne
skunk (yes...skunk)
Smells that I could do without.....
Burnt toast
sulfur
sewage
overused bathrooms
tar
bad human hygiene
Wow...... being...
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obsidian_:
fab you like skunks....
i have skunk scratch and smell stickers somewhere...
i have skunk scratch and smell stickers somewhere...
fu:
ha! I got sprayed by a skunk once and it's much different up close and all over you 
Wednesday Whodo and Pixxie and I went to the snow up at Mt. Baldy. It was the best time in the snow I ever had! It was deep and soft and powdery! We made snow angels and snow men. There was this huge hill that we ended up sledding down. It was just amazing!
After the snow we (pixxie and I) changed clothes and the...
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troublemaker:
Damn...I'm jealous. "The snow sounds like fun," he typed from his box at work.
trilobyte:
Fire the gland, you can always hire a new one. Failing that, at least have it lanced.... lol
:::whoosh:::
:::whoosh:::
That was an awesome journal entry update......now let us never speak of it again.
In other news, if my boss decides to be a nicey maybe I can start doing Demonstrations out in the cafe. I already have three ideas!!!
1)Boba Tea bar. You can have Thai tea, Iced coffee, or green tea infused with different choices of fruit (honeydew,cantaloup,watermelon etc.)
2)Sushi bar, yes I...
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In other news, if my boss decides to be a nicey maybe I can start doing Demonstrations out in the cafe. I already have three ideas!!!
1)Boba Tea bar. You can have Thai tea, Iced coffee, or green tea infused with different choices of fruit (honeydew,cantaloup,watermelon etc.)
2)Sushi bar, yes I...
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apex_tiki:
yuh. it happens. im sad about it. but itll come back together sooner than expected. 
bean:
I didn't say I haven't used it.
Crap for CRAP! I wanted to update yesterday so I could have Feb. 29TH on my dates. Now I have to wait another 4 years to do that. Hope this place is around that long.
It's been an okay week.
I'm tired. I need a vacation. My life is in a state of Flux right now, I dont know why or what I should be...
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It's been an okay week.
I'm tired. I need a vacation. My life is in a state of Flux right now, I dont know why or what I should be...
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whodovoodoowedo:
Hope your day is going better, I know I'm not the type for intellectual stimulation but I also know that everyone here on site knows you're not a Jujutard. I'm not going to say anything about the n00b other than he his a n00b and being that he is and not knowing how to set up an event, the event still can be yours. I will back you 100% if you take over the planning as I know you had plans for an event like that. Just write him a nice message saying that you will take over the planning since you have more experiance doing so than he does. No harm in that. Take care *HUGS*
Lates
Lates
whip:
My only thought is... if you have a good idea, post it. There isa collective concious you know... no ideas are truly original.
This weekend was alright. Saturday I hung out with EricAllen, ran some errands with him and decided against Disneyland because of the prices of gas and the rain. We ended up blasting his heater and grabbing blankets and making it a movie night. We watched Lion King 1.5 (meh), Johnny English (s'okay), and Old School (funny). He also stretched my bottom ears from a 14g...
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troublemaker:
Thanks for setting up the movie night. It was totally fun.
scopitone6248:
Update your journal!
A man enters his favorite ritzy restaurant and while sitting at his regular table, he notices a gorgeous woman sitting at a nearby table all alone. He calls the waiter over and asks for their most expensive bottle of Merlot to be sent over to her knowing that, if she accepts it, she is his.
The waiter gets the bottle and quickly sends it over...
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The waiter gets the bottle and quickly sends it over...
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sugarfish:
Your neck rub was fantastic. I am still in your debt, and I am sorry that I neglected to follow through on my desert promise! I'll make it up to you at the next gathering. Please do not hesitate to remind me!
Okay.... that last post was up long enough, thanks for the unber-cute responses. 
Friday night at Miss Kitties was cool. Got mad love from Miss Kitty herself on my "costume" which was simply black pleather pants and a red chenille small top with a BIG BLACK HEART in the center; that of course I took off later in the night to reveal my sparkling black...
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Friday night at Miss Kitties was cool. Got mad love from Miss Kitty herself on my "costume" which was simply black pleather pants and a red chenille small top with a BIG BLACK HEART in the center; that of course I took off later in the night to reveal my sparkling black...
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fauxhawk:
Well, we weren't properly introduced but I was the one with the glasses sitting next to Cedars friend.
nonchalant:
Hey - it was good to meet ya this evening at the sushi gathering.
take care of yourself.
take care of yourself.
A little something about/for each person on my friends list...
a35mmlife-Havent met you in person yet but we talk all the time on AIM. You are sucha busy bee, you seem very cool.
alice- A total sweetheart and very down to earth. I loved her old living spot (except for the no shower dealie). Loves cats almost as much as Maxx. Very funny...
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a35mmlife-Havent met you in person yet but we talk all the time on AIM. You are sucha busy bee, you seem very cool.
alice- A total sweetheart and very down to earth. I loved her old living spot (except for the no shower dealie). Loves cats almost as much as Maxx. Very funny...
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whodovoodoowedo:
Look at this killer smile. GORGEOUS 
rawr_ima_monster:
if you say so.
-bees don't have knees...I think.
Dave
-bees don't have knees...I think.
Dave
Reading a lot--not me. I was just asked yesterday what I liked more, words or pictures? I said pictures and was called a boy again. Visually stimulated.
Oh my christ did it hurt.
I don't play paintball anymore.
-truth.