Hey guys. I'm fucking retarded. A few journal entries ago, I was NOT talking about Mia the suicide girl, I was referring to the rapper, M.I.A who rapped about never selling out and then used that exact song for a car commercial.
I've never met Mia, but I hope to some day. I need to keep track of the fucking 900 names on here, hahahahha....
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I've never met Mia, but I hope to some day. I need to keep track of the fucking 900 names on here, hahahahha....
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stillbreathing:
Yeah, I thought that was quite humerous too...talk about selling out, then sell out. Good times...I hope you had a great show this past week. You gonna be in Nueva Yorka anytime soon?
unique3:
UM, WHY DID ALL THE PHOTOS THAT i HOST HERE AND POSTED OTHER PLACES TURN INTO JOIN SG ADS??!!!! THAT JUST MADE ME LOOK LIKE I'M TRYING TO USE MY FRIENDS AS CLEAR CHANNEL. WHEN I VIEWED THE COMMENT, IT WAS THE PICTURE!!! WTF!!!!
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allonblack:
Yeah what Yeb said.
There's also Http://www.strike9.com/ which I've used since it's inception and I know the guy that started it. It's reliable, useful, and smells great.
Oh, I've been meaning to drop you a comment about this quote from your journal.
"I'm on Welbutrin still. Right on. It's a perfect safeguard against emotional processing and growth. "
I really hope you don't honestly believe that. Medication like SSRI's (wb isn't one but is in the ballpark) is only a tool. When you have a headache, you take aspirin. When you have a chemical imbalance, you take an anti-depressant. Quite honestly there's no such thing as a pill that can cause you to not emotionally process or grow. That's your own doing.
If your meds aren't working and you honestly believe what you said, you might try going back to the person that gave them to you and mention this. There isn't a universal medication that works for eveyrone. Finding the right pill for the person is a total crap-shoot. You never know the outcome, and there's no way to predict the results.
I've noticed that a lot of regular MD's are giving Wellbutrin in an attempt to sweep their patients depression under the rug. These aren't the right people to see about this. Therapists, Psychiatrists, or Pyschologists. I can't stress this enough. I finally made the jump to a full blown Pyschiatrist and I'll never, ever fucking go to a regular practice doctor for medication advice again. They just don't have the knowledge or the desire to follow up with it.
The only drug in this ballpark that has a little rep for making people more sedate is Zoloft.
Ehh why am I bothering.
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There's also Http://www.strike9.com/ which I've used since it's inception and I know the guy that started it. It's reliable, useful, and smells great.
Oh, I've been meaning to drop you a comment about this quote from your journal.
"I'm on Welbutrin still. Right on. It's a perfect safeguard against emotional processing and growth. "
I really hope you don't honestly believe that. Medication like SSRI's (wb isn't one but is in the ballpark) is only a tool. When you have a headache, you take aspirin. When you have a chemical imbalance, you take an anti-depressant. Quite honestly there's no such thing as a pill that can cause you to not emotionally process or grow. That's your own doing.
If your meds aren't working and you honestly believe what you said, you might try going back to the person that gave them to you and mention this. There isn't a universal medication that works for eveyrone. Finding the right pill for the person is a total crap-shoot. You never know the outcome, and there's no way to predict the results.
I've noticed that a lot of regular MD's are giving Wellbutrin in an attempt to sweep their patients depression under the rug. These aren't the right people to see about this. Therapists, Psychiatrists, or Pyschologists. I can't stress this enough. I finally made the jump to a full blown Pyschiatrist and I'll never, ever fucking go to a regular practice doctor for medication advice again. They just don't have the knowledge or the desire to follow up with it.
The only drug in this ballpark that has a little rep for making people more sedate is Zoloft.
Ehh why am I bothering.
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Well looks like that was sufficiently answered... did you post to another location?
"There's no redemption without sin" somebody said once in a very smart time.
This is why I feel like the only lively people are x-drug addicts and depressed artists that use humor as a ficade. I GETIT NOW.
Happy new years everyone. DUIs are very expensive. I did some new sets and I hope they get accepted but they're fuckin' weird. Try me dressed up...
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This is why I feel like the only lively people are x-drug addicts and depressed artists that use humor as a ficade. I GETIT NOW.
Happy new years everyone. DUIs are very expensive. I did some new sets and I hope they get accepted but they're fuckin' weird. Try me dressed up...
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cidium:
New beginnings start with happy endings.
I would like to offer my talents with photoshop, let me know if there is anything I can help with.
I would like to offer my talents with photoshop, let me know if there is anything I can help with.
cidium:
New beginnings start with happy endings.
I would like to offer my talents with photoshop, let me know if there is anything I can help with.
I would like to offer my talents with photoshop, let me know if there is anything I can help with.
A LETTER TO MY FRIEND ABOUT QUEEN ELIZABETH I:
Well, as you learn about her you'll find she was anything but. In those days ending up an old maid was synonymous with virgin...HAHAHHAHAHA.
She had two loves in her life and could do nothing about either of them... for her country. QUE THE MUSIC. It would be unthinkable for a woman to cavort around with...
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Well, as you learn about her you'll find she was anything but. In those days ending up an old maid was synonymous with virgin...HAHAHHAHAHA.
She had two loves in her life and could do nothing about either of them... for her country. QUE THE MUSIC. It would be unthinkable for a woman to cavort around with...
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papawheelie:
what a great journal entry. it also made me think of this video for whatever reason. some other reason other than me just simply being a dork i think.
catdad:
This story made me think of you. Hope all is well in Joubee land.
No, my last entry wasn't talking about love. Now, looking at it with that in mind, it would have been the dumbest thing in the world and you would have a right to call me a jackass. No, it was a substance that was making me do that, which is funny... the substance perhaps mimics a bit of love no?
So, I just returned for...
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So, I just returned for...
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yeb:
<sound of crowd calling for updates>
yeb:
<sound of crowd still calling for updates despite strained voices>
My heart flops around in my chest as strong as a fish out of water and my lungs flap like the wings of a cherub.
ooooooooooh, it's divine.
ooooooooooh, it's divine.
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stillbreathing:
word.
themadcaplaughs:
Congrats... a good feeling that... *raises a glass* here is to it keeping on flying.
- Last night I finally met Juan who was very easy to talk to and put on the best show ever. I haven't rave danced for..well..only 2 months. BECAUSE I LOVE IT SO MUCH.
- There is going to be so much music coming up I'm going to be a walking ball of exploding jizz. Music fest NW and then right after that, CMJ...can life...
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- There is going to be so much music coming up I'm going to be a walking ball of exploding jizz. Music fest NW and then right after that, CMJ...can life...
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anbuvampyre:
my cousin says he dreams more when he "refrains from physical climax" i guess theres somthing to that, iv been too lazy to make anything happen, and i dont feel special...
max16characters:
I miss live music 
I'm glad others get to indulge though. I cna live vicariously thorugh them.
I'm glad others get to indulge though. I cna live vicariously thorugh them.- It's strange to have been listening to the international news for years, hearing about Gaza and this conflict my whole life and I still have no opinion whatsoever. It wrenches me to see screaming faces yanked from their homes and to hear about Palestinian death toll. Maybe two strong opinions cancel eachother out? Can one person have two?
- I'm beginning to fall in...
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- I'm beginning to fall in...
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miguelitooooo:
awwwwwwwww. i want to hear the tape of you calling southwest!
lost_to_me:
that is perhaps one the best idea's ive ever heard............im doing it right now! 
Oh, nevermind what I said about that person that's been dragging me along forever, I'm such a fuckin' softy idiot... life is shit and I'm going to puke in my own vomit..
JK...I'm fine. I'm on Welbutrin still. Right on. It's a perfect safeguard against emotional processing and growth.
Does anybody freelance write here? If so, what publications did you start out with? How do...
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JK...I'm fine. I'm on Welbutrin still. Right on. It's a perfect safeguard against emotional processing and growth.
Does anybody freelance write here? If so, what publications did you start out with? How do...
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sitandspin:
i'm an unemployed freelance wirter who would pretend to be a woman if i got a job through it. i mean i'd go in drag and everything.
papawheelie:
- never mind. there was really no point to that.
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Hey, who's on anti-depressants. I find that Ziban made me quit smoking for..oooooh about two days. Does this mean that I'm actually supposed to mix "trying" with drugs? I don't think so!
For the first time.. honesty and pouring out my heart like iced tea in the dead of summer is paying off. This is behavior rarely observed in me and it's hard as aerobics...
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For the first time.. honesty and pouring out my heart like iced tea in the dead of summer is paying off. This is behavior rarely observed in me and it's hard as aerobics...
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dragod:
Just read the piece, nice work. It really is an
whole area to write in which has hardly been explored. Before SG, my best friend in this
world was Susie Bright, and I am happy to say
I published her first short article on the women
at one of the SF strip club that just went on strike. The article was a revelation for a lot of
us. Suzie was only sleeping with women back
then. "Stick with me," I remember tell her. "As
you editor, I will make you the lesbian Jimmy
Breslin." We still see each other often. She also once took me on my one and only visit to a nudist club. The line we both got out of that was
"Some people should keep on their clothes!" At
my age, I am starting to think that line might have been a little cruel. But it was this overweight couple standing next to their Mercedes, and her talking on a cell phone,
loudly, like in New York City loud, in blue lip stick,
and silver buckled shoes, and a huge wrist watch. What a show. Please stay in touch,
Drago
whole area to write in which has hardly been explored. Before SG, my best friend in this
world was Susie Bright, and I am happy to say
I published her first short article on the women
at one of the SF strip club that just went on strike. The article was a revelation for a lot of
us. Suzie was only sleeping with women back
then. "Stick with me," I remember tell her. "As
you editor, I will make you the lesbian Jimmy
Breslin." We still see each other often. She also once took me on my one and only visit to a nudist club. The line we both got out of that was
"Some people should keep on their clothes!" At
my age, I am starting to think that line might have been a little cruel. But it was this overweight couple standing next to their Mercedes, and her talking on a cell phone,
loudly, like in New York City loud, in blue lip stick,
and silver buckled shoes, and a huge wrist watch. What a show. Please stay in touch,
Drago
jurasic:
not on the anti-depresants...should be at times...but then I'm scared they will make me worse
Wisdom of the day: Respect your Mammasan!
Who has taken the GREs? Did you take a class or study the book? What helped the most?
Who has taken the GREs? Did you take a class or study the book? What helped the most?
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joeybravo444:
I haven't taken the GRE's yet. I will in the spring. I have also heard that they aren't that bad. I also wanted to say that you are gorgeous and you have a great birthday, (October 8th is mine too.)
miguelitooooo:
hoever briefly, i am back here, dude!
how are you? i know i am late on the bandwagon but i really do dig yr band -- met the NZ dude at dinos a few months ago, what a card he is!
xoxo and stuff -- miguel
how are you? i know i am late on the bandwagon but i really do dig yr band -- met the NZ dude at dinos a few months ago, what a card he is!
xoxo and stuff -- miguel
Okay... why would sombody have a window sticker with a kid in a sombrero pissing on the "AIA". It's either the:
American Institue of Architects
Athletes in Action
Aerospace Industries Association
Archaeological Instite of America
Association of International Accountants
American International Accountants
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm. ALSO.... Northwestern just released a study today that men that report to be Bi react considerably more to man on man stimulus...
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American Institue of Architects
Athletes in Action
Aerospace Industries Association
Archaeological Instite of America
Association of International Accountants
American International Accountants
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm. ALSO.... Northwestern just released a study today that men that report to be Bi react considerably more to man on man stimulus...
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richie6fingers:
well, perhaps it's the Arizona Interscholastic Association ? 
ripitup:
the Agency for Immigration Affairs was a proposed reorganization and new name for INS since the Immigration Reform and Accountability Act of 2001. (maybe this is it?)