jorgedetroit

OK My views of love are skewed.
I want someone to be my best friend, my confidant, my partenr in crime. I want someone to laugh with, someone to cook for, someone to go play darts with, someone to just relax with. I want this person to like hanging out with me. And while i would like sex, i want it for only the right...
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My weekend

ended up hostimg a super bowl party i didn't know i was hosting

Helped out two friends.
Went out with suzie.
Got a new dog.
Tryed to convince a good friend of mine, that life is worth living, and an ex-BF was an asshole.
Oh and now! Studying for tests

people confuse me. There is the this whole group of people who go around and say insutling things to people then follow it up with a please do for me situation.

Maybe I am just not wired that way. I am a fairly nice guy. I am a forgiver. I believe that everyone gets a second chance. And if i know the person sometimes more...
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Friday, drank like fishes. Went to double olive, drank more, danced, smoked, ended up crashing at a friends house. She was so tanked, that we watched roseanne! woke up and crept it home around noon.

Roller derby was a blast this weekend. Followed it up with this cozy litle bar that kept playing guitar solo geniuses! Almost went to the roller derby after party but...
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well she is here. funny thing is. I don't care like i thought i would. Maybe because of the fab new girl i my life right now. I don't know. things change

I have been so pensie about posting a new blog. Don't really know why. I came home on saturday and went out drinking. apparently i thought i was singing karaoke that night. People at the bar described as heavy set drunk guy screaming into mic, falling over, and hitting himself in head repeatedly with said mic. i also found my new favorite game. slaps. the...
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Parents are in town. Ad though I did get to pick out a sweet new closet set for christmas. They are driving me crazy! I need to drink more! Other than that. Life is looking up as of late. I am feeling the flow, riding the horse. I hope to hear from you all soon and see all of you sooner!?

I have fallen into the trap of mtv.

I can't dance. It is embaressing. A girl i know says guy don't have to do anything. but I wish i could learn to just socially dance at a club. ARGHH

So I am trying to watch people in the backgrounds of concerts, videos, wherever. because i desperately want to be able to dance

Ok, I think i am over her. at least for a while. I feel liberated. And now it is back to the artwork!

I have missed some opportunies to meet some of you. I am not going to let that become habit. I am always afraid of not fitting in. I won't be punk/goth/rock enough. and you will be dissapoointed. I guess it is a...
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I keep getting death threats. the scariest part they are from me.

Love is a drug for me. when I am around her i am happy and euphoric. Nothing else matters. The second she is away my chest hurts. My heart isdying. I feel it now. the detox phase makes me think I am nothing. and I believe it. My heart is on my sleeve...
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I haven't been sleeping much. Friday I think my dream came true. She and I went out and ended up cuddling that night. When I woke up i saw her beautiful face still on the pillow next to me. It was all I wanted. The one thing i would kill everyone i know for. And it only lasted about 16 hours. I have hurt myself...
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