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Hehehehe... Eve is here with me....

There is an idea of a Robert Edwardsen, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel my cold flesh gripping yours, and maybe you can sense that our lifestyles are probably comparable...I simply am not there.

I have all the characteristics of...
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Gah... Took 40 Mg today, rather than the 20 I usually do.

8 hours and 5 Vicatin, another work day over with. Darrick is getting his prescription refilled tomorrow. Cool.

What a wonderful day I had at work. I was pretty much the most useless employee today, being for 99% of my shift too medicated to accomplish anything. God bless Vicatin. God bless co-workers that give it to you. It's really fun to be in charge, and not be capable of doing anything.

SOOOOO fucking hungover.

According to one of my Co-workers, I have a very pinchable ass.

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head, but that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red, cryin's not for me, no. I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin', so I just did me some talkin' to the sun, I said I didn't like the way he got things done, sleepin' on the job. Raindrops keep fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'.
But...
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I miss the old days, when people listened, cared, took the time to show it. What happened?

Oh, well.

I'm learning to live with a lot of things.

I've been having these weird thoughts lately... Like... Is any of this for real? Or not?

The daily things that keep us all busy, are confusing me.
That's when you came to me and said,

"Wish I could prove I love you, but does that mean I have to walk on water? When we are older you'll understand, it's enough when I say so."

And maybe some things are that simple.

When you walk away, you don't hear me say please,...
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I know things have been hard. They've been at least as hard on me. I've gone on for a long time being selfish, thinking only of myself, I didn't know how easy it would be to just belive in us, and forget about all my urges until it was too late. I know it will be hard. It may be the hardest thing I've ever...
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