-Ive just finnished reading all of your respons's
to my entries..............I blush!
Never once while I was and or have ever written
did I once assume that it would heartily be read,
let alone adhere to a subconcious not of my own!
It pleases me imeasuribly to grasp that the only thing...only purpose I ever felt I was and have been
compelled to do is...
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to my entries..............I blush!
Never once while I was and or have ever written
did I once assume that it would heartily be read,
let alone adhere to a subconcious not of my own!
It pleases me imeasuribly to grasp that the only thing...only purpose I ever felt I was and have been
compelled to do is...
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xxsuipsychoxx:
jetta is the greatest.she is so gorgeous....i swear i wish i could find a girl around md that looks like her.....{sigh}
tracymisty:
sure you must know smothered hope. greatest ever.
Sitting here this morning on your livingroom couch
reveling in my abandondment and all its twisted glory. This heavy wanting; to do nothing more than
slip into bed and feel you wanting me.
This wanting, I'll dismiss to execute the depth of this sorrow...locked away within me.
Coincidentally, the times in my life I often feel
excruciatingly alone- are the times when I indulge in...
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reveling in my abandondment and all its twisted glory. This heavy wanting; to do nothing more than
slip into bed and feel you wanting me.
This wanting, I'll dismiss to execute the depth of this sorrow...locked away within me.
Coincidentally, the times in my life I often feel
excruciatingly alone- are the times when I indulge in...
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partyhat:
christ, woman!! you've got an amazing way with words.
partyhat:
christ, woman!! you've got an amazing way with words.
Today is my mans birthday- I am not an expert on
confronting such occasions however because I always expect people to be dissapointed in my gestures....I'll give it a go just the same!!...
I think tomorrow morning we are escaping of to the beach and spending the night in a yert-so sorry
about the lack of notice-Kudra but any suprise's
will have to be post...
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confronting such occasions however because I always expect people to be dissapointed in my gestures....I'll give it a go just the same!!...
I think tomorrow morning we are escaping of to the beach and spending the night in a yert-so sorry
about the lack of notice-Kudra but any suprise's
will have to be post...
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kudra:
He's not gone......he just got here last night. But I dont' know where he is now and the boys phone sucks. It's stuck in Tom's room where no one ever hears it. He's coming over here for dinner tomorrow night then I think leaving early Wed. morning. You should leave a message at the boys house and try and see him tomorrow day.
but I do think he's gonna be back up here permanent real soon.....
but I do think he's gonna be back up here permanent real soon.....
jurasic:
still no word...but it looks as though I'm done for...not going get that visiting time I hoped for...my birthday is saturday...& I don't think they will be staying over...& these fuckin women are nutz...I'm illergic~!
Que Paso?- Kudra?- suprises give me the Fear!
Goddamn me for being a currious one! Everything is like a science project-yea-what is
the out come? and how many possiblities of action
lead to equal possibilities of reaction?//....
When I woke up a bit ago for some reason the
Blecky Yuckerilla comic's were in my head-most likely because I woke up facing a U.K. SUBS poster...
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kudra:
You will love the surprise. Believe me.
partyhat:
that entry sounds like something out of Naked Lunch.
-Standard fu***n comatosed foot shuffling and mindless consumer propaganda; Bombardment of
visual stimmuli leading to curruption of that little piece of mind.
Monogamis peep show relations and antisocial meeting classes brought no salvation..
Drawing pictures for you of a world that only the blind can see in.
Obnoxious smearing smiles to follow up that condisending limp handshake: The monsters in sheeps clothing telling the wolf...
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visual stimmuli leading to curruption of that little piece of mind.
Monogamis peep show relations and antisocial meeting classes brought no salvation..
Drawing pictures for you of a world that only the blind can see in.
Obnoxious smearing smiles to follow up that condisending limp handshake: The monsters in sheeps clothing telling the wolf...
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kudra:
I know it's only Wednesday......but go to Dantes Sunday. You will have a surprise waiting for you. I promise.
I'll never tell. Just go.....
I'll never tell. Just go.....
gotham2:
don't ever lose that honesty dear, it's a gift.
take care and behave yourself,
Gotham~xoxoxo
take care and behave yourself,
Gotham~xoxoxo
I am not as of yet sure with what method of communication I feel like sharing some sorted piece
of myself through....
And the lighting on your end could be a shadow to me when this image is grasped. But the colors are
their just the same...
Pale fleshy limbs, a ruby twisted smile, orange and pink intestins nestled deep and painfully in between two...
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of myself through....
And the lighting on your end could be a shadow to me when this image is grasped. But the colors are
their just the same...
Pale fleshy limbs, a ruby twisted smile, orange and pink intestins nestled deep and painfully in between two...
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zanarki:
Good morning.
I like the little raccoonies too! I wish they wouldn't tear up all the pond plants trying to get to the fishies though.
I like your writing.
-Zan
I like the little raccoonies too! I wish they wouldn't tear up all the pond plants trying to get to the fishies though.
I like your writing.
-Zan
rybo:
did you end up going to dantes on sunday?
-WWheeeeeewuu...eerrrrraaa-stretching-
akkk what day is it;- Oh yeah tuesday...shruggs..
I am in a hole-not a as in asshole but,a hole.
Vapid,desolate and quiet....
My brain is in battle with soul-if their is something stewing inside to a boil, forfitting the rules of the rim....I cant seem to find the words,
nor the exact colors of paint to justify the means..
If it were possible to...
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akkk what day is it;- Oh yeah tuesday...shruggs..
I am in a hole-not a as in asshole but,a hole.
Vapid,desolate and quiet....
My brain is in battle with soul-if their is something stewing inside to a boil, forfitting the rules of the rim....I cant seem to find the words,
nor the exact colors of paint to justify the means..
If it were possible to...
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jetta:
juraSic;-Im one of the most depressed people I know-believe me:-for valad reasons- And for the most part I hate people..
we should get together today and headbut eachother until were
having fun..what ya say????...
xoxo-
we should get together today and headbut eachother until were
having fun..what ya say????...
xoxo-
jurasic:
Fuck....I just missed my anger management class...this really sux bc I might have to start over for the third time...it's a 6 month program that has already taken me over a year...so what you up to??? you want to grab a bite to eat cause I'm stressed about this lawyer calling me...
so did you like my story???
so did you like my story???
hello all;
I am just about fucken irrate, Iam an orriginal
suicide girl- I used to get paid for doing a shoot;
-Two weeks ago I did 2 new shoots and still have
NOT been paid...
I am ready to scream!- Iam hungry, thirsty,need to
go places-ridding the bus aint free- and I know at
some point I'll have money but have no clue how...
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I am just about fucken irrate, Iam an orriginal
suicide girl- I used to get paid for doing a shoot;
-Two weeks ago I did 2 new shoots and still have
NOT been paid...
I am ready to scream!- Iam hungry, thirsty,need to
go places-ridding the bus aint free- and I know at
some point I'll have money but have no clue how...
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pyronautica:
I've been waiting for a new set from you for almost a year!
jurasic:
so you say you like to read my posts...well I'm depressed & have been for some time only it's overwhelming...maybe this is why I distance myself from others...I just seem to hurt those I love more than make them happy...please forgive me but I really mean well...
~story beginnning~
1.Nothings going on except kids playin pranks, trick or treating, partying & getting high... I feeling your way off on this...
2.your have the wrong feeling...
1.your not doing much to prove me wrong...
2. what more do you need...I watched jim for fifteen years...waiting for some secret sign of power...death has come to your little town sheriff...you can either ignore it or you can help me stop it...
1. more fancy talk...infact you know what happy ville is...family's...children...all lined up in rows up and down these streets...your telling me their all lined up for a slaughter house...
2.they could be...
1.alright I'll stay here tonight...& if you are right...damn you for letting him go...
3.what have you done...
2.I haven't done anything...
3, you let him out...him own god damn doctor...
2, i didn't let him out... I, I gave orders for his restrant...
3. You let him OUT!!! the primary concern is that we stop him...
2.I can't stop until I'm certain he is dead...he was my patient for fifteen years...he became an obcession with me until I relized that there was nothing within him either conciense or nor reason that was...nearly remotely human...an hour ago I stood up & fired six shots at him & he just got up & walked away...
1.you couldn't of shot him six times...
2.you think I'm lieing sheriff...
1,I think you missed him...no man could take six shots...
2.this isn't an ordinary man...actually unconsience mind...we are all afraid of the dark inside of our minds...
1.damn you for letting him go...
2.we are all afraid of the dark inside ourselves...actually unconsience mind...
~story end~
1.sheriff...
2.doctor...
3.villiage person...
hop eyou enjoyed it...it's from a favorite song & is a spin off of a horror movie~!
[Edited on Jul 08, 2003]
~story beginnning~
1.Nothings going on except kids playin pranks, trick or treating, partying & getting high... I feeling your way off on this...
2.your have the wrong feeling...
1.your not doing much to prove me wrong...
2. what more do you need...I watched jim for fifteen years...waiting for some secret sign of power...death has come to your little town sheriff...you can either ignore it or you can help me stop it...
1. more fancy talk...infact you know what happy ville is...family's...children...all lined up in rows up and down these streets...your telling me their all lined up for a slaughter house...
2.they could be...
1.alright I'll stay here tonight...& if you are right...damn you for letting him go...
3.what have you done...
2.I haven't done anything...
3, you let him out...him own god damn doctor...
2, i didn't let him out... I, I gave orders for his restrant...
3. You let him OUT!!! the primary concern is that we stop him...
2.I can't stop until I'm certain he is dead...he was my patient for fifteen years...he became an obcession with me until I relized that there was nothing within him either conciense or nor reason that was...nearly remotely human...an hour ago I stood up & fired six shots at him & he just got up & walked away...
1.you couldn't of shot him six times...
2.you think I'm lieing sheriff...
1,I think you missed him...no man could take six shots...
2.this isn't an ordinary man...actually unconsience mind...we are all afraid of the dark inside of our minds...
1.damn you for letting him go...
2.we are all afraid of the dark inside ourselves...actually unconsience mind...
~story end~
1.sheriff...
2.doctor...
3.villiage person...
hop eyou enjoyed it...it's from a favorite song & is a spin off of a horror movie~!
[Edited on Jul 08, 2003]
-Okay, who else here beside's myself is a genious?- I think that we should all bann together
and plot some excelent underhanded scheem to
end this global wharming maddness and at the same time take charge of undiscriminant population
control; mmwwaahhahahah..O-
ON A HAPPIER NOTE- One thing I can appriciate
about the heat is that crime is up and people are going madd while stuck...
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bluefreak:
i dont mind the heat really but i could totaly go for a kick ass water ballon fight and i would lead a mob of angry hot ppl to the nearest ac controled building and take it over. *enjoys a bowl of butter pecan ice cream*
coliwali:
Ill let others decide if Im a genius.
If your cabal of geniuses is feeling particularly callous, you could just let the heat take care of the population. Global genocide seems a smidgen severe, so that idea is out.
Off the top of my head, switching to a hydrogen-powered economy would do a lot to stop global warming. The over population thing is harder to fix. Its a socioeconomic problem and not a technology problem. I dunno, free birth control for everyone on the planet, along with a few million sex ed classes might put a dent into it.
After writing this, it just dawned on me that you probably werent that serious, and that my nerdy side is showing.
If your cabal of geniuses is feeling particularly callous, you could just let the heat take care of the population. Global genocide seems a smidgen severe, so that idea is out.
Off the top of my head, switching to a hydrogen-powered economy would do a lot to stop global warming. The over population thing is harder to fix. Its a socioeconomic problem and not a technology problem. I dunno, free birth control for everyone on the planet, along with a few million sex ed classes might put a dent into it.
After writing this, it just dawned on me that you probably werent that serious, and that my nerdy side is showing.
Hey...
Its soo late..yawn....
well not really; but yes,....For the last couple of nights Ive had to stay down town and wonder all night until the hated people bot mover ran another blue collerd day....
The teeth inside my head are chomping away Imust
go too bed..
Its soo late..yawn....
well not really; but yes,....For the last couple of nights Ive had to stay down town and wonder all night until the hated people bot mover ran another blue collerd day....
The teeth inside my head are chomping away Imust
go too bed..
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jurasic:
No I didn't change my pic...it's the same one I've always had up...what are you talking about...you don't owe me any beers & I....I...I...I'm totally kidding....It was my hawaiian ugly shirt...I figure if people see me at my worst it only gets better...What did you say about my last pic...was it why is you hand broken or hmmm your quite ugly~Strange as in stranded where you want to be...That's good~but my opinion is limited...I probably could make a better assesment(I don't spell good so forgive) if I knew you better...Plus I probably would be hard on you & make you quit some nasty habits like reading harry potter...It's just dorky~What do you mean your no favorite...It's all about the rotation...You guys are all so very nice & like my extended family...
Ex:oh that jetta...she's using mind tricks on me again...she is trying to trick me into something...I just don't figure what???
Well I hope this was educational & stimulating to conversate...we must do this again sometime...Perhaps when I'm not late for work...
Laters*
Ex:oh that jetta...she's using mind tricks on me again...she is trying to trick me into something...I just don't figure what???
Well I hope this was educational & stimulating to conversate...we must do this again sometime...Perhaps when I'm not late for work...
Laters*
demoivre:
I love your eyes. There I said it!
*runs away*

*runs away*
WWWOOOOOHOO!!!
I am so fucken anxious to see when the new sets go up! Those were the funnist to do yet...
not to give away to much- but I was naked in a freezer kept around 40-deg. and got all dirty tied up to an old steam valve in the boiler room.
it was so fucken creepy; I got soooo turned on!
gimmi lots of...
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I am so fucken anxious to see when the new sets go up! Those were the funnist to do yet...
not to give away to much- but I was naked in a freezer kept around 40-deg. and got all dirty tied up to an old steam valve in the boiler room.
it was so fucken creepy; I got soooo turned on!
gimmi lots of...
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littledeadkid:
ohhhh damn i kant wait to see that mmmmmm dirty tied up
letigre:
i cant wait!
tomorrow is the day;
The day of my next shoot- yea, wooohooo
inspir5ed by the ring and freddy K.
The day of my next shoot- yea, wooohooo
inspir5ed by the ring and freddy K.
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marikdfa:
So how did it go?
hopesfall:
Nice this makes me happy