Thursday Sep 08, 2005

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I want to be strong like an Amazon.....

I am scared and paranoid and feeling rather lost. Things are twisting as is my brain and I dont like very much. Not one bit.
metaleric:
Thanks. kiss


*hugs*

Thursday Aug 25, 2005

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Ack! Seems like no matter how much I say Im going to keep up I dont.. I suck. Well lets see if I can nutshell the past month.

* We (myself, my man, and Billy) moved into a smaller apartment together. My only real complaint is lack of cabinet space in the kitchen. Otherwise I love it. Very warm and cozy and no lingering bad...
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lacadence:
Hey chick. It seems you are doing pretty well yourself. Good to hear from you. Things are going to get even better for me. I'll update my journal when things are concrete.
metaleric:

biggrin

Glad your doing well. kiss

Thursday Jul 14, 2005

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Well who's ready for a nice shcizo update?

Then :

June 25-July 2nd I was on Vacation. And it was one of the best weeks ever! The 25th was my 2 year anniversary with Matt. I had to work that moring but I left a little early cause he said I should so I figured he had something planned. Well he took me out to...
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lacadence:
Do you have pics of the new tattoo?? I love seeing new ink!
xhampoo:
HiHi!! I must apologize ten fold for the disappearence of me during the time we were suppose to make each others acquaintances. I am so damn sorry. You will come to learn that my life is very back and forth and half the time I feel I have no control over the events that occur. But I have come to terms with the fact that I can make no one but myself truly happy. There is so much more to all that which I will eventually fill you in on. I still really wanna get together even if it's just to sit and chill. I'm glad things are going well for you. I'll make it all up to you don't worry. smile Gimme a ring I still have a number in my phone for you but I am not sure which one. LoL 868 5325
Ciao Chica love

Saturday Jun 18, 2005

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5 things you dont know about me

1. I am a neurotic mess. I am plagued by "what if"s

2. I am an intellectual snob at times and dont seem to enjoy the same things as the masses, which just reinforces my loner tendencies.

3. I lack ambition...I think because I fear change

4. I've never hit anyone (maliciously) though I have certainly wanted to....
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metaleric:
Found the answer: http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Everything+SG/13543/
jess:
Oh you weren't rude at all, Yes, I am different but I still think I deserve a lil respect. Cause I'm soo used to stares, that doesn't bother me, I mean if someones going to go out of their way to yell at me, thats what irritates me.

Thursday May 12, 2005

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Hey guys whats the haps? Not a whole hell of a lot here. 2 highlights:
It looks like I'll finally be going on a real vacation! My sis is going to her friends wedding in the Dominican Republic, and she paid for a week at an all inclusive resort, for 2, but now her 2 is one and she asked me if I can get...
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danielle:
i'm back!!!!
metaleric:
I watch it sometimes over there. I'm sure he doesn't like him though. tongue

Nope, no drama lately. Hopefully it'll stay that way.

Monday Apr 04, 2005

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Hello all you lovely people! Ok so my day yesterday was fairly interesting. I had to work so boo on that. But it turned out not bad. It was REALLY slow cause the fair is in town and most of our sunday business is from the yokels, but anyway, it ended up being good that I was working cause some one I havent seen in...
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xhampoo:
HAHAHA greatness!!! This rockz like whoa. We so have to chill now. My Celly is 868 5325 callllllllllllll me girlie. I was in the mall 5-8-05 picking up cliffs girlfriend from the EVIL cookie store and I was going to walk down there but a friend of mine and I go waaaaaaaaaaaaaay back with Jeremy! and she said you were not working that day frown I'll FIND YOU!! call me or i can just randomly pop up and say HIIIIGH!!! wink okay now i'm gonna go play with myself weeeee blush
str8jketsxappeal:
thanks for the happy bday comment smile dont worry i preffer short comments cause im always speedily running through my online stuff. kiss

Monday Mar 14, 2005

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Hey all! Just a quick little update. I am happy. I have great friends. My car is fixed. i'm living with the man I love and want to marry some day. My sister is my role model and she rocks so hard! Im going back to the gym and my goal is to lose 50lbs by my birthday so I can get the dragon tattoos...
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lacadence:
awwww, well there will be lots more stuff to come for sure and btw, nice to meet you. I was just listening to PJ's latest record.
metaleric:
Thanks for the birthday wishes. kiss

Sunday Jan 30, 2005

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*WARNING! VERY LONG VERY DRAMA
FILLED POST*

So its been quite a while and my life has/had gone to hell in a crappy handbasket. Oh how I fucked things up royally since my last post. Lots of drama lots of bullshit and I wish to god it was over. Lets see if I can give an abbreviated version. Im an asshole. An easily confused and...
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xhampoo:
I have so missed talking to you! I hope since this post all is well with you. Things like that happen all the time, in the end all that matters is you and your boy. No one else has to understand but you and your boy...so fuck his friends let them say whatever they want they are his friends they are suppose to see things that way.. the ones who come around are the ones who come around and understand it all are the ones who are worth keeping anyways, Peace girlie

p.m.s we should get together!
arsenic:
*hugs* Hope this little note finds you well.. I promise when I get more time I'll read your journal entry, but for now..*big hugs* wink



kiss

Thursday Dec 23, 2004

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Hello all. It's been quite some time. But I'm still alive...mostly. I swear this holiday season has been doing its best to kill me. Work seems especially crazed this year. Thank the gods that theres only like 3 days left of madness! (Egads I hate retail!) So yeah as of late everything that could go bad has been. My family and I are at odds...
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metaleric:

kiss
str8jketsxappeal:
woah...that was so long my ADD kicked in

Wednesday Dec 01, 2004

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Hey guys...how is everyone? I'm sick right now, runny nose sore throat and all that jazz. blackeyed I feel super ass-tastic! And my next day off isnt till next Monday. Anywho, things are kinda calming down. My shit at work got straightened out and my friend and I are cool again. It was lots of drama and it ended up being like a game of telephone....
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Tuesday Nov 09, 2004

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Jesus H Christ I'm a slacker! Its been forever huh?!

I want to start with a huge Congrats to Littlestar and Hellmark for their recent nuptuials (sp?) !!! You guys look so happy in the pics! I wish you all the best things in life! kiss

Also a great big "It was awesome meeting you, even if ever so briefly!" to ccfoo and jadednerdgirl. That...
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metaleric:
ccfoo:
Wow, I thought I was lax in updating...hope all is OK!

Thursday Oct 14, 2004

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Hello Hello! Thank you all for the happy birthdays! You guys rock so hard! love So yeah Im having my bday party this Saturday and any of you Jax peeps want to come (which would be mad cool) just let me know and I'll send ya the details! Oh and my b'day wasnt to bad. I had to work so that kinda sucked but I had...
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arsenic:
Thank you Thank you Thank you! kisskisskiss

[Edited on Oct 29, 2004 1:07AM]
ccfoo:
It was nice meeting you last night!
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