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Going through a minor bout of depression tonight. As always, I know it'll pass by morning, and that knowledge, while not taking away all these negative thoughts/feelings, at least lets me be aware of the fact that things aren't as bad as they seem at the moment. I'm used to this. Besides, like I said, this is only a small bout.

I know I said...
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ash:
hahaha, oh man .. the gumba thing. YES, I have wondered that for many years. I kinda think it would feel like a mushroom with juice inside, but thats just me.

are u manic depressive? Or do u just get depressed bouts every so often?
kakairo:
Goomba between the fingers = slimy
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Januray 4, 2006

Rose Bowl, Pasadena, California, the National Championship game

Texas vs. USC (the "greatest team in history, ESPN said, even before they played the damn title game)

Unanimously decreed the greatest college football game in history... and my team won in the last seconds.

and I WAS THERE!!!!

...I'm sorry, I know most of you who read this don't like/follow sports, but I...
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moya:
I didn't see the game, but the guy who scored that last touchdown was on Jay Leno. It sounded like a great game. smile

Thanks for the belated birthday wish. biggrin I understand about the sleep thing.. tongue
kreatinkaos:
I hope you had a good seat biggrin
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Well Happy Holidays from Texas, everyone. (God, it's so warm and nice here... makes me hate Indiana even more). On Sunday I'm headed to Pasadena to watch Texas play in the Rose Bowl for the National Championship... something I've been waiting for for two decades. I'm really in a rush, or else I'd write more and give comments to all my chums here, but I'll...
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deadgirl66:
Miss you!
moya:
A football game, right? confused I don't know sports too well.. I hope it's great fun, as you've waited so long. smile A neat way to celebrate the new year for sure!
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Heh... FUCK YOU CLASSES!!!!

So now I have to readjust to being free of school again for a few weeks. I can think of worse problems to have. smile

Damn, the Colts lost today.... frown

Let's see, how many smilies can I use in one entry...? Why am I so smiley-happy tonight?

You know... this is a total change of pace, but have any of you out...
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ash:
hahahahah!! I always love reading your journals, theyre always so entertaining and they hit close to home. Dunno why. Just do smile
moya:
I think they used to kick us out til now.. Not sure why. Or maybe no one really new about it until now?

I will only dance in a (new) bra and underwear if I am A) drunk or B) high. tongue So there's a chance that sometime in the next year or two, pictures of the sort would show up.. confused biggrin

I think Jesus got pissed off, because everyone does. skull He was human, too. tongue Or so says I. ARRR!!!
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You know, if I had a dime for every time I've thought to myself, "Man, I wish I had a lightsaber right now...," I'd probably have enough money to fund research to actually build one....

Have you ever had random dreams that stick with you long after you've woken up from them; that leave a weird emotional echo? Mine usually only last for maybe half...
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ash:
hey i just realized how close u live to me!
kreatinkaos:
That is a good idea , but coming home to piles of dead seagulls , the occasional cat , and any dog that tries to shit on my lawn might get tiring after a while biggrin
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I have absolutely NO motivation for class anymore, at least not for this semester. All I have to do for all the non-major-related classes I'm taking this semester (and they are ALL non-major-related this time around) is not fail; I've worked my ass off for three years prior to this to the point where my GPA, combined with my projected GRE score, will be more...
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lizarose:
thanks for the set comment, hon!

smile
ash:
DRUNKEN POSTING KICKS ASS!! Theyre always funny. And I dunno what you're talking abt when u say u cant write ... you can write!!! I always read all your journals, they're entertaining, unlike the lot of them, lol
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So my mom called when I wa piss-drunk tonight, because I went out with my borther and his new wife for the first time in my entire life, and we had a great time. But rhey're staying with my parnets, and my mom worries incessantlay, and she called me after they had taken a cab home and when I was piss-drunk, ike I am as...
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deadgirl66:
*cheers for drunk posting* Well at least you had a good time right? smile
I agree.. I think I will just stop seeing movies.. I prefer the books anyway..
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I'm tired of being the other guy, the friend of the guy everyone wants to date. I'm tired of playing backup. I'm tired of always being the second choice. I'm tired of coming so close, only to get kicked back down at just the last minute. I'm tired of not understanding, of never getting any answers. I'm tired of nights like tonight.

Random thought of...
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ohelde:
writing feelings is terrible. especially when you have writers block frown
deadgirl66:
thank you! I needed that hug! *hugs*
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DA-TA-TA-DAAAA!!!! And now here is Austin Wall with a magnanimous announcement:

I...am... DRUNK! And my best friend just told me that he fucked a girl I kinda' had a thing for! Whoo-hoo!

God, I'm messed up. I mean right now. Messed up right now. Fuck it, one of these days I'll leanr not to drunk text/dial/.post while I'm, uh... frunk. I already said that, didn't...
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moya:
I left people messages online last time I got drunk.. I kind of wished I didn't.. blush I can be really stupid and emotional.
deadgirl66:
No, wasn't me.. it was my best friends sister.. I can't even get a boy let alone a husband.. and as for children.. they scare me. smile
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So I have some sort of virus on my computer and have to spend God-knows-how-much to get it fixed.... Hello campus computer labs!

In other news, um... not much. Had an incredibly shitty Halloween date (with a 31 year-old divorcee, though she doesn't look a day over 24), I don't have to stress much about classes these days, and things are just kind of at...
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deadgirl66:
I also use those words often.. and I am sure they have ended up in the same sentence.. at least in the same conversation.. so very tired.. shouldn't be posting.. lol
ash:
I use those words together almost daily, haha!! and why was your date so shitty? U cant just tell us that and NOT elaborate abt your shananigans!!!
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God, the world would be so much better if people would just fucking listen to me....

Random thought of the day: So a new poll ocnducted by the British show that a majority of "normal" Iraqis feel that the attacks on British and American soldiers are justified. So, Mr. Bush, could you kindly explain just why the FUCK YOU MIGHT BE ABOUT TO SEND MY...
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deadgirl66:
good times with whipped cream and the ability to bend that i could only dream of.. it was hot!! love
ash:
theres no way you're technically still a virgin!!! you're way too normal, smart, and attractive for that! unless of course, you choose to stay that way for a particular reason ... then Id believe you smile

your brother is going over to iraq??? holy shit babe, Im so sorry to hear that. frown will he be fighting? or ... well .. what exactly will he be doing over there?

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You know what? I am so much better than the two girls I've pined after over the last several months. I can't even count the number of ways I've handled situations better than they have. And as much as I care for them, neither of them can really understand a lot of the shit I talk about. Why would I want to be with someone...
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ash:
hahahaha aunt ... I fuckin knew you'd come up with something smartass wink

fuck those women, they dont sound HALF as smart as you if they said shit like that. women can be so self centered sometimes
deadgirl66:
sadly.. most women are self centered and dumb as bricks..