I sit here thinking of my dying mother, who is finally saying things she should of years ago, my brother who hates my parents and resents me for leaving for the military, and my father who cares, but has issues being anything other than stoic, I find one of my favorite songs is this, knowing after my mother passes wether i accept it or not...
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someone kill me so i can get some fucking sleep already.
if you dont kill me then fuck you you aren't helping.
if you dont kill me then fuck you you aren't helping.
adria:
i did some, but they didn't make me feel any better, so chocolate and bed it is
dixy:
yeah i think that's a knock out set! it's the bed cover for me! it's tone is beautiful
ok Bugg has the writing bug. i must write. alot. hello to my two new beautiful friends who added me so i can pester em 
Loretta is beautiful. always smiling. loves summer.
Loretta is beautiful. always smiling. loves summer. 
hava:
Thank you so much
a million people kill themselves every year.
thats one every 30 seconds........
there goes another one!
and hell i jus spent two minutes making mini egg rolls(chicken Adira!) that means4 people offed themselves while i fed my stomach.
fuck. im gonna be home soon. on top of that its gonna be my birthday soon. wow. off to work.
thats one every 30 seconds........
there goes another one!
and hell i jus spent two minutes making mini egg rolls(chicken Adira!) that means4 people offed themselves while i fed my stomach.
fuck. im gonna be home soon. on top of that its gonna be my birthday soon. wow. off to work.
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mercie:
aw, thanks. 
plus she's awesome and probably just put me there since she knows me. 
heh
plus she's awesome and probably just put me there since she knows me. heh
hope:
oOo birthday soon?! awesome! How old are you gonna be kiddo?>
Ground my teeth and Stiched my wrists
While she remarked with a trench mouth kiss
While she remarked with a trench mouth kiss
zaneta:
The pets are doing just fine. And you better have a great time when you return to the states.
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zaneta:
I wish I had my very own computer otherwise I would be on more. I use my roomates whenever I can in the mean time.
Haha! I just figured out that is Vanilla Ice! Thats awesome!
I hope you have a great time on your vacation!
Haha! I just figured out that is Vanilla Ice! Thats awesome!
I hope you have a great time on your vacation!
halfjack:
go ninja go ninja go
BBQ hotpockets at 640am.. I am talking to Morgan, I am listening to the new TOOL album finally, and having a diet coke. should be an interesting day
I have been awake offically 24 hours
of those 24 hours. it has been raining about 20 of em..
thats just fucking obnoxious.
of those 24 hours. it has been raining about 20 of em..
thats just fucking obnoxious.
I only believe in my dreams when I am asleep.
And everyime I think of you
my Spirit breaks
my heart aches
my body shakes
and it never mattered to you now
anymore anyway
You're a taste of a chemical burn on my toungue
A private gratification a social masturbation
And everyime I think of you
my Spirit breaks
my heart aches
my body shakes
and it never mattered to you now
anymore anyway
You're a taste of a chemical burn on my toungue
A private gratification a social masturbation
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zaneta:
I sleep too much!
I have way too much time on my hands.
How are you?
I have way too much time on my hands.
How are you?
hope:
hi ya bubs! how are you?! I'm so sorry I haven't been around to talk! I've missed this place and everyone so much! So thank you for saying hello!
hi ho hi ho hi ho. its off to work we go. 
adri:
Thanks for crossing everything you have for me! You need to be my friend!
xoxox
A~
You need to be my friend!
xoxox
A~
morgan:
Your head smells like a puppy!
cant sleep...not even a percocete is helping..
im too uptight bout some issues. i am too lay to use my taperecorder to talk them out to myself. thats pathetic.
not even mars volta is putting me to sleep which worries me.
thank god im getting tanked this weekend.
is it wrong fo me to wish for something to happen for myself that would probably cause...
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im too uptight bout some issues. i am too lay to use my taperecorder to talk them out to myself. thats pathetic.
not even mars volta is putting me to sleep which worries me.
thank god im getting tanked this weekend.
is it wrong fo me to wish for something to happen for myself that would probably cause...
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