jayrock

Man I woke up this morning really horny. It has to be all the nice weather we been having. How I would love to have sex today. But with who...myself? no that gets boring.

Im listeing to Charlie Parker right now...how soothing for my genitals

later

alright...so I am talking to that girl again...all because she must somewhat care that I exsist...she kept on popping online to say hi....so I gave in...but I am not going to persue her....


so I am listening to Screeching Weasel
and it rocks

I worked early this morning like 6 am early. I got home and realized that being alone on a beautiful ruins the beautiful day.

I tried reading some Robert Lowell on the porch with Josie(my cat no pun intended) but I suddenly lost interest because I keep thinking about a girl. A girl that I should not being thinking of. I told myself that i...
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what a gorgeouse day. I finished my book out on the porch. And now I am going to start reading Robert Lowell or some Tolkien.


Something weird happened today. I cut my credit card in two today. I knew I was getting another one and sure enough the card from a different company came in the mail today.

Im off

So its Bert finished my tattoo lastnight. I was under the impression that I was getting just the outline done. Im really happy about it.

I just cleaned so it burns a little.

I decided to get four roses. This symbolizes romance. Because love is what saves us all.

what a beautiful morning! Today I get my new tattoo. I am getting four roses outlined...its going to end up being 2 red and 2 purple. I think I am going to hit up the record store in Kalamazoo today or just the one in my town.

Today is gonna be a good day

what is about potheads? The one I live with has no sense of awareness....IM TRYING TO TAKE A NAP!!

I just had an awesome dream. I dreamed that me, Ben Weasel and Jughead had a band and we played a show. Then at the end of the show my friend Amy congratuated me with a kiss under a full moon.


I could interpret this dream in a way but will keep it for myself

I guess I will take advantage of this journal thing....


I just got home from work and I am reminded how I hate to be alone on Saturday nights. You know what would be nice, to have a girl over to listen to our favorite bands and throw in some wine and shrimp. I just have to do it!

we'll see about next week

I was reading my book and I was interupted by a ice cream truck. Those stupid little songs just pound on my brain...ARG!!!!

just got my heart broke and we werent even together...I was all about her...missing her....wanting to kiss her again.
But she doesnt know what she wants. That is what I will never understand about people

Why does it seem that love falling is so easy but bad at the same time?