jayrock

Hey


well I woke up late today...and Im tired still..thats just not healthy

today Im gonna get my haircut
jam with Pam...oooo that rhymed

do laundry

I might go to a party tonight

but I better get to it.....eh who am I kidding

*sigh* Cait is so far away....it seems

I'll re-post this....comment if you so desire

Can one have to many band shirts? If I buy this bunch from Interpunk I will have 2 Alkaline Trio shirts(one that I dont like.. its too big) 2 bouncing souls shirts..I have a Methadones shirt..a Nerve Agents shirt...then I will a Mopes shirt thats 6 total.

yeah....blah blah blah..


laters

so about this weekend.....


Saturday....worked until six...and hung with Bill and Eric.....got stupid drunk and puked a few times....though if I hadnt puked then I dont think I would be able to work this morning....which takes us to...

Sunday
I left Bills at about 3am. drove home really tired...I could have passed as drunk..then I just crashed out and had to be at work in...
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So about me and Caits second get together.....I kissed her and I think I did an ok job with that...not to say that kissing is big chore or obligation..I just wanted to...I have always thought myself as not a very good kisser.....but I will ask her to see what she thinks of these sweet limps....hahaha

But she is gonna kick me when I tell her...
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Well......Cait went to bed so I guess I will leave a journal.....

Im excited about a couple of things.....
Awhile ago I was telling myself that I would like to have a girl drummer in my band...and what do ya know, I found one. We havent got together yet. I keep telling myself.."please be good please be good". I have tried a few and they...
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Its one of those days where I am a lethargic retard. I have obsolutly done nothing today. Well I recorded a song today on the 8-track....just the guitar though.

Im trying to figure what my problem is...I cant stay motivated without thinking that I am missing out on something else if I stay on task with something. Make sense?


anyway....later

So I decided not to attend therapy....I think what it is I can figure it out myself.

1. confidence
2. motivation
3. anger
4. smile more

those are the top 4 things that need to be rearranged or be worked on. But right now Im happy

Today is a day where I am not motivated. So what do I want to do?

My cat Josie has found her favorite activity, sleeping. Im just sitting here listening to Face To Face, still wondering what I want to do.

I have to work today but thats...well...blah.

So....laters

So I just got back from meeting Cait. I had nice time. We went to Music Express and she had this dilems where she couldn't figure out what to get her mom for her day. It was cute.
Then we hit up a coffee shop and conversed. Thats when we really got to know each other and guess what? She is definately cool...and I definately...
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best line in a song ever "just be true to yourself, if it lands you in hell then at least now you know"

I am a horny horny boy. Thats what I woke up to again. I better get off SG...I might have to take matters in my own hands.....hahaha (sigh) I kill me