jayrock

My drummer came through again....

We talked....I told her what was new....

she had some helpful advice..basically she said to let things flow...things happen for a reason....I told her that i am impatient...

so I better get off my ass.

here is a song...is your "cause" in this song somewhere

Teen Idols
Turning The Tide

excuse me but I have my own opinions or don't...
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I feel like writing.....

The last hours of our dogs life was...well I can't put the feeling in words. My mother and step-father were a wreck. I cried on and off. We waited for awhile which urked me. When the vet came in she explained the procedure. So as the Vet inserted the "poison" we were comforting him. My mother cried the most I have...
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well it looks like im not going to Kazoo tonight....Eric has a date and then some

Well in an hour and half our family dog will put to eternal sleep....we are sure gonna miss him

lets see....yeah...the dog thing has put a damper on getting things done today...but thats just how it goes i guess.

later journal

well I received some sad news tonight....we have to put our family dog to sleep...he is just suffering...we love him too much to let that happen. So tommorow will be sad. Everybody is going to be crushed and we will be there for each other. Pets are our friends. They can't talk..but they sure do know how to love...if only as humans...we can be as...
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What a gorgeous day....after a late night of ranting and raving...I decided to listen to this Pogues song- The Sunny Side of the Street.

Today I go see if I can get a personal loan..to pay some shit off and buy new guitars ect ect. Im thinking that I should pay 6 months worth of rent..because Rob is having some money trouble...he has done allot...
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its 2am and I cant sleep.....too much on my mind.....what else could it be but love/girls/relationships

Im looking back on all the girls I have tried be with or befriend. One girl lead me on, one girl was too negative, two didn't know what they wanted. What the fuck am I doing wrong...what attracts to me to flighty girls...granted I always find that out in...
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well looks like moving to Kazoo is not gonna happen. It all depened on school down there. I would have to take courses at KVCC and Western....forget that. I have to stay here and do it all in building.

Well I guess of moving away is back for my 10 year plan.

currently it is raining, im listening to Face To Face and Josie is...
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I need some advice.....


Awhile ago I was "seeing this girl". Well she decided to lead me on to believe we would be a couple.

Then I ignored her and told her not to talk to me...rather she finally figured it out herself....so time goes on and she popped in online once in awhile to say hi...that annoyed me. I kept conversation brief...then she figured...
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So I was at the Billy's tonight....nice bar....I havent been there in awhile. I was with a group. Either I was put through people making out or nobody was talking to me(not talking to me, maybe it was the vibe I was sending). But I was just this odd man out "guy". I was thinking...I wanted Cait next to me...somebody to talk to! But I...
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So this was brought up in conversation with Eric Friday night.....

I really need to get out of Grand Rapids. I like Kalamazoo allot because well its not Grand Rapids. So if I get going on this with some careful planning, I MIGHT end up moving to Kalamazoo.

Eric sees some need for change too. Especially with his living situation. I guess with something going...
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I went to Kazoo last night...hung out with Eric. We walked around downtown for a little and of course got asked for some money by a toothless man. We tried to see if Kazoo community college was accessible..to get a Fall catalog...no luck...then we went to a coffee shop..can't remember the name of it...but all I know is that some group was having a moped...
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so..



I just found this band on the Hopeless Records site....there called Amber Pacific

im listening to a song called Always You...its a pull at my soul(due to current analyzing)


later



I just thought of something...I have heard people say that "he or she is so cultured" or "you have to have some culture in your life".....being cultured is a look or trendy.....so EAT me