jaybugg

Ollllllllllllllllllllllder...Older very sooon. >_<

Happy Birthday, America!!!

I am actually writing a very good piece to post. but for now, let's keep it simple.

Important people in my life, who happen to be on SG. I'd kill and die for them..Hell for Ashley, I almost DID kill someone, remember, Ashley? good times those insane drugged up people in mall garages!

My love. My life, The...
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I am getting older next month

Work is hell

Life is an anxiety attack day by day

I am trying to let go of my destructive thoughts, but the more I do the more they cling. Hell I cried and drank my self stupid Sat.

These hands have done nothing worthwhile, even if they have been used so much

And until she became part of...
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So Jenna left today.

Years ago I swore off having a girlfriend

Years ago I would of laughed if I thought she would become my girlfriend

Years ago I would of punched myself at the thought of marriage

Thankfully all that was years ago

Between horse riding, dolphins, visiting old friends, making some new ones, making my house feel like home, I became happy.

Part...
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Still alive, don't worry.

Two days until teh Jenna comes..And okay fine, I get laid. But more importantly, I see her.
My right ear has gone a bit deaf...Not good


Your message caught hold
Ill cut open my eyelids
To see inside you
I bring the fault
For the caustic lime
I cant allow you to see me for what I am
Between your velvet cheeks
evil wind gnashes...
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Thanks Mneylu and Osaka for the surgery love. Kemper and Jenna too, of course.

rest of you, bugger off..

So on the way home from the hospital, I was driving on 795, almost incoherently, and the truck in front of me, a big ass,white cat fell out from under it. UNDER. IT tumbled, and slammed into my grill, onto my windshield, and went flying god...
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I now have glasses

I have surgery tomorrow

That's about all that's new or interesting.

bye.

I haven't worked since I have been back from Iraq/Montreal, as They wanted to put me into a new shop
I WAS going to start a new job today, but due to so many things going on in my life, to include vacation ALL of May, which Jenna is coming to visit (more on that later) to house construction, to me getting out of the...
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What is the thing that honestly terrifies you the most?

Give Mneylu some love, she has had a hard past month

Give Kemper love, cause she is awesome and I want to see her

give Jenna love, but not too much love, because she is MY girlfriend

Give Osaka love, cause, it's Osaka

Jenna and I had the most tiresome bonding experiance on the phone...
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