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This wordless song
Which we sung
How could I have forgotten
What Ive become

Choking on the ashes
Glazing my lungs
Ive fallen down the ladder
And broke every rung

This thing inside me
Will never leave
With every stitch frayed
It begins to seethe

These painted words
Are all I had
Now their burned away
But Im not too sad

The nails to the...
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sextrash:
Thanks! They're so good man, I love this line "we bleed our lives theres no will to clot them shut"
hazzard:
Why not?? frown
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Off tomorrow

give me some things to do, and i shall try and accomplish them. within reason, whatever you want me to do.

Yes I am that bored, now get thinking while I watch random porn.
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scratamus:
i can say that too if you'd like lmao
lee:
Have a nice day off!
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Maybe it is the fact I am wide awake, but I am grumpy right now, so seeing how I pay for this, Imma blog some angers out. Nothing wrong with that, I think.

Things that are not fun/suck/piss me off

-Being up at 1247 when I have to be up at 4am.
-The hold the camera up at angle pose photo, as well as the...
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bradley:
Aw! Thanks! xoxo
scratamus:
lmao thanks biggrin
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So from what I heard only 6 of those Westboro crazy bastards went on base to protest. My supervisor said no when I asked if I could dress as Satan and have a sign that said God Hates Protesters. Shame, missed oppertunity.

OH yeah, I leave for AFGHANISTAN, in JULY now. 5th time it has changed in 3 weeks. You can imagine my stress o_0...
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tandori:
Thats the military for you always changing their minds ... can never have anything set in stone ...

Ha that woulda been awesome if you did that ... protest the protesters hahaha
moonlil:
Thanks for the compliment!
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READ THIS, SUCK IT UP AND LOOK AT THE LINK SO YOU FEEL HOW I FEEL. (Hopefully angered)

As a military member, people say I fight freedom.. Ok fine.

Apparently though, I fight for THESE COCKSUCKERS FREEDOM TOO!!!!!!

http://www.godhatesfags.com/fliers/20110409_Meade-High-School-MD.pdf

I took time the rest of the week off so I won't be on base for this, simply because I would tempt myself into hurting someone....
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tandori:
Wow really ... I hate shit like that ... I always have disscussions like this with my hubby and I honestly think they should make a law where people like this should not protest at service members funeral ...

And that link honestly are they really that dumb ... I believe in God but I'm not super relgious ... And everything they wrote in there saying God hates you and he has cursed you and blah blah blah ... Are they seriously that stupid ... people like that piss me off to no end ... ugh

But anywho kind sir thank you soo much for your service smile
psyche:
Ugh, I hate the Westboro Baptist Church. With a passion. Picketing military funerals is where even the craziest of the crazies draw the line.

You might get a kick out of Michael Moore taking on the WBC though. biggrin

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I leave for Iraq in Sept. It's finalized, and it is not the job I wanted. I will be a fuckin monkey at a desk. A well paid monkey, but monkey nonetheless.

What's worse is the fear I will not perform to the best of my abilities. That gnawing in my stomach, that I will fuck this up.

I didn't fear if I got shot...
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psyche:
I've heard from various military members it can be tough adjusting to civilian life. I'm sure you will do just fine though! That anxiety and fear believe it or not, is what is going to make you successful. Just trust me on this one. You can do it kiddo! kiss
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Sooo uh....Mr./Mrs. Politician, could you please get your thumb out of your ass, so I and others can get FUCKING PAID?!!?!??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Like NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Thank you,

The person who votes your ass in office to make 6 figure paychecks.
azera:
ditto!
psyche:
Preach it, brother!!!!
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Nothing like walking into work and having a NEW DEPLOYMENT slapped in your lap..ONe that no one has any clue what it is...

I am the human fucking pendulum...

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Nothing like walking into work and being told your deployment was cancelled. *That is major sarcasm...This fucking blows*
shaine:
What? For real?
acide:
Thanks for your comment biggrin
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Everything my hands touch turn to water
All flares were sent out
My mouth is bleeding ashes
All cuts are made
All debts are paid
Wont you let this being die alone
I never want to come back as him
This cycle of fresh Hell comes around
It reminds me Ive not gone far enough
Every grain of desert sand
Tells me Im nothing but...
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tandori:
Lol hey boobs makes things alot more better and makes happy people ... tongue
tandori:
nxt time I go shopping for new sexy panties I shall make a blog about it and show them off ... lol biggrintongue
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I must confess I just really don't care anymore.

It's not apathy, it's more of simple indifference.

I become anhedonic fairly quickly, with anything. I am unsure if this is depression, my social anxiety issues, blah blah blah, but even krav maga which i started and love, I find myself not caring if I miss a class. I do not care if I am going...
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kay:
smile
kay:
Always. It is one of my functions. kiss
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This wordless song
Which we sung
How could I have forgotten
What Ive become

Choking on the ashes
Glazing my lungs
Ive fallen down the ladder
And broke every rung

This thing inside me
Will never leave
With every stitch frayed
It begins to seethe

These painted words
Are all I had
Now their burned away
But Im not too sad

The nails to the...
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hazzard:
Thanks Doll!!!!!! enjoy your evening smile