jadednerdgirl

okay. I am back to nice and manners. still short tempered today. I am so need to chill out.

I got everything done on my list except

clean bathroom
clean room
do last load of laundry
finish packing.

leaving first thing early in the morning.
Do have to pick up Harry Potter at Walmarts hopefully if they have them before skipping town. keith and I...
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I keep going to update and I start typing but then delete it. I have done that since yesterday. so maybe this time I will actually update

Today is my last day before the trip. Trying to pack things up to go. grr

On my list today:

Pedicure (my mom gave me money and told me to go)
return videos
mall to buy makeup for...
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Yeah... should I approve some guy that decides I should be on his friend list and not even talk to me. Well my answer is no. No Lurkers here. well I still have some but they have talked at me at some point.

ok off to dye my hair. then perhaps get ready for work.

I did pictures for last weekend. maybe I will post...
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Im in lots of pain. my brother was nice enough to talk to me as I drove home so I wouldn't pass out since I have a tendency of almost doing so when driving in a lot of pain. I am covered in plaster. I feel gross.

I should rant tomorrow instead of my bad, bad day.

Hmm.... I have been short on these entries. sorry. I just have been wanting/craving real contact this week. not that I have really gotten that. I would deal with phones but I am wanting more than typed words. I am being so goddamn picky right now

I haven't cut my hair for awhile and it was so far from the style its suppose to be....
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My day has been long and not interesting.
My hair is cut (and so so so cute) (now I need to dye it)
my bridesmaid dress fits good.
I talk to my coworker today while picking up my car from the parking lot.
I am out of things to say.

I still crave.

Hmm... still craving.

yesterday I got my sculpture from the kiln... it has a crack but it isn't anything that can't be dealt with. I laced in a butterfly into a canvas with wire.

Today watched Ella Enchanted with my brother while he was getting ready for school. Fed/clean birds. I am about to shower and then head out to tan, go to class, go...
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I crave human contact right now.
I am not in the mood for this online stuff.
maybe I will feel differently tomorrow.

everyone needs to say hi to my boi blackenedbylight. (my ex but we have been friends again for ages. Can't help that). I got him an account for his birthday which was on the 10th. so go say hi to him. oh and Fleur>>> he thinks I kill kittens while looking at your pictures. I should say who hasn't. but it just made...
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ah... only slept a few hours. still have to finish packing.

well talk to you all monday. yay gone for the weekend.
I'm in a better mood already today. Which is a good thing. mini breakdown over. I need to refocus on getting myself to December 15 and then I can hopefully breath again.