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If I told you this was killing me, would you stop?










PS I'm sorry I didn't make it to curry night tonight.
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solisis:
greetings once more. I tried to add yo uto my friends list but the site refused. maybe you have 2 spaces.... who knows. hope all is well for you. I'll likely see you in a few weeks... provided I don't die in the meantime
solisis:
WHAT IS THIS? C++ CODING BASICS?

don't try to get slick with your underscores or I'll bool void__fastcall your ass straight out of the mainframe and force you to reconfigure your cmos settings!

you are a friend now. feel blessed
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I'm so sorry you had to kick my ass.
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piningshaft:
that was such a lie.
jeremy:
You're gonna have to tell me exactly what it is that you want me to teach you to do when I'm up there. I mean I've got some ideas, but input is always welcome!
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Never knew what you wanted. I'm asking you now. Never knew what you needed, but you got it somehow. Don't you know that I can't give you everything you wanted? Never knew what had happened, but it happened somehow and I don't just what I'm gonna do now. Don't you know that tonight everythings gonna be over?

Tonight.
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solisis:
HOLY SHIT! You've heard the lillingtons?
solisis:
My favorite lillingtons song ever is wrapped around her little finger

but you know this cause I played it for you in my car
I just never would have suspected you would have heard the shit out of luck album enough to know the lyrics of any song
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I never claimed to be your saviour. I said I had a dirty mouth. Stop analyzing my behaviour if you're too dumb to work it out.

I've got to keep myself together. You know I hate to disappoint. A masochistic lamb to slaughter...Maybe you miss the point.

I'm feeling small, I'm climbing the walls. I don't let it show.

Now that you know what you...
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joscelyne:
You haven't already?
jorganic:
what up jos?

that's a cute new picture you got there ms.red-eye.

nice seeing you on AIM last night.
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just breathe.
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jeremy:
If you try falling asleep during your lesson, I'm just gonna have to pinch your hands.
twelvis:
my what a long tongue you have!
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Gone crazy. Maybe back whenever I regain my sanity.
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solisis:
thanks again for yesterday. we will hang out again sometime soon, yes? only could you refrain from hitting me so many times? lord, I've never known someone so violent! tee hee.

say hi to sioban for me...my way.... by kicking her in the knee.
cypher:
tell me your thoughts.
how are you doing?
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your eyes unfocus on her, but they still focus on me. you only hear what you wanna hear, and see what you wanna see. it's our sick little game that we all like to play, why am i not having fun? why do you get all the fun? why can't i have any fun?
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dia:
I *heart* plunging....

I also worked at a piercing shop, and I'm fickle. Slow days I'd just be punching holes in myself...
jeremy:
I would do the same thing...punching holes in flesh is quite the time passer smile
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why can't i be you? it's all i want.

maybe someday.
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joscelyne:
Tane, thank you thank you. Kai, I'm going to kick your ass before I ever stick my tongue in any of your bodily orafices. Cypher, I'm on it, I swear. Dia, yes, they do rock, and though they already know this, it never, ever hurts to remind them that, haha, so I'm on that too. xo
jeremy:
nerd girl rocks my casbah...nuff said wink
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No one has a CLUE how many times I've edited this entry. I just didn't want it to sound anything like the previous one... Because that one makes me feel funny. Not good funny, definitely not bad funny, but oddly funny.

20 is going to change everything. All of it. Goodbye, little Jossie. Hello, world. I'm breaking free.

PS infatuation sucks my left one.
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joscelyne:
no no, i understood after reading it over and over, and replying in your journal. i'm the idiot here, your humor isn't bad at all. i'm just a dork.

give me suggestions. what *should* i do with it?
astrid:
aw, happy birthday!

I have no ideas on what you can do with the right one. hmm..
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Nothing cryptic tonight.

Curry night was pretty nice. I should do this next week as well. Maybe? I liked it. Everyone is nice. Just like O's profile says. "hello, i'm nice."

I got some stuff. That stuff made me more happy than I should be but at least it's appreciated.

iono if you're gonna read this or not, but... Thank you for the ride home....
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jeremy:
Even your journal entries that start with "Nothing cryptic tonight" still have little secrets in them...sheesh.

:-D
dia:
I can fill in the blanks, I'm a good detective, see...
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"oh. well happy motherfucking birthday, you fucking fuck."

Haha, you're still cool in my book even if we don't talk much anymore, my lil toilet messiah.

To the kids who said happy birfday to me [you know who you are]...Thank you so much. I never really celebrate my birthday but this made me smile. Rare thing, kids. Eat it up wink

I think my wish came...
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pj4533:
Happy birthday to US!
ver0nika23:
late to the party, but happy birthday!
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i biting my lip just knowing.
don't worry, i won't tell anyone.
you think you're the only one with secrets?
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solisis:
umm... i meant ON your birthday... yeah
martyr13:
socks....
who wears socks to bed...
no one i know...
anyways...
happy birthday jos....
i haope you have a great one.....
kisses from the martyr