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tonight....is SG INDY BOWLING!!!!!

be there or be a square head.

sometimes it feels like the world is crashing around you....

other times you know it is because you can see the rubble and smell the dust.

this would be one of those times.

my best friend homicidegirl is leaving me....again.

thats 3 major losses in about a week time span of people i care about.

shes moving an hour and a half away with her...
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my foots asleep, but i cant seem to get any...stupid foot.

i'm almost out of cigarettes (i have 2 left).

tomorrows gonna be interesting

i'm tired today....

how is everyone else?

i feel like i'm gonna pop.


i dont feel like a very nice person lately....i feel a hint of the old bitch coming back. i'd put her to rest for awhile last year...now...she's back.

i feel myself hardening up again.

things are just too much to handle sometimes.

i'm gonna lay low for awhile....i've been a real bitch to certain people, and i've wrecked alot...
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i feel like absolute hell today.

i have a bad headache, i'm dizzy. my meds all taste like chemical hell......

i dont wanna be out of bed but i'm forcing it.

those of you that have my number, call me after 9 pm.

i need it.

love you all

i need to sleep more.....


this has become increasingly obvious as i almost passed out today on the way to my friend CW's.

i've been feeling weird today. hence the updating 2x....i dont feel very good.

i think i've been doing too much lately.

my migranes are starting to come back....one hit me today and i about threw up.

thats not a good sign.

i...
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the big ass update!

okay. so ohio was a blast....

a fucking blast. .

it was good to see everyone at bento go-go. and meet some new people too, its always awesome to meet new people.

shabby called me hardcore because i was all the way from indianapolis to party, and miss street spirit (who is totally adorable by the way) asked me if i...
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bento go-go kicked ass and took names.

it was the awesome.

had a really good day yesterday....

got some more curve, a movie, and some new makeup. (thank you)...

i also was given the greatest pillow in the world as a gift. along with a wallet and 2 other items i will keep close. (thank you too)

i feel super run down today.



what up...
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i just started writing a new story....this one could be the opne that becomes my book....its flowing nicely and i love it.

*ahem*

special hellos to darkestangel, cheech, tikkigod, siouxsie.

i'm picking 4 random members on my buddylist each updte and spotlighting them in my journal till i get through all my friends. that way if you havent met them you...
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had a great time at diamonds last night.

kalidoom is the awesome.

as is homicidegirl.

we are the power trio .

i finally got to meet up with jeff....i <3 that kid...hes probably one of my best friends in the world right now. it was good to talk to him and hug him. i miss that kid so much .

hes moving to dublin ireland...
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