it has been awhile
that has not been intentional, life has just gotten the better of me.
things are going fantastic with just about everything except my health.
i have my ultrasound on the 21st, an endoscopy on the 30th.
after that we take the dam,n gall bladder out an i'm free!!!
there are other complicatons though.
it seems that my gall bladder and extreme...
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that has not been intentional, life has just gotten the better of me.
things are going fantastic with just about everything except my health.
i have my ultrasound on the 21st, an endoscopy on the 30th.
after that we take the dam,n gall bladder out an i'm free!!!
there are other complicatons though.
it seems that my gall bladder and extreme...
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boy_named_sue:
glad to see your still alive, and just as amazing as before
fi_fi:
"SO ALIVE..."
seductive + coy=
seductive + coy=
i'm not exactly feeling better, but i'm not exactly feeling worse either
the pain is searing at best but thx to some pills i can keep some of the food down.
i've lost about 25 pounds and am down from a size 22 to a 16 for the first time in so long (but the flipside is i feel really weak and stuff)
i feel...
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the pain is searing at best but thx to some pills i can keep some of the food down.
i've lost about 25 pounds and am down from a size 22 to a 16 for the first time in so long (but the flipside is i feel really weak and stuff)
i feel...
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cretinfamily:
aww my girl...i just want you to be better now.
illstabyou:
We haven't chated in ages -- how are you doing?
health update:
i saw the surgeon today.
what a waste that was.
he looked at bloodwork from 2 weeks ago and said that my white cell count wasnt high enough to constitute it being my gall bladder.
they didnt take more blood.
i was shaking and crying and barely able to move.
i was in that much pain.
he baisically patted me on the wrist...
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i saw the surgeon today.
what a waste that was.
he looked at bloodwork from 2 weeks ago and said that my white cell count wasnt high enough to constitute it being my gall bladder.
they didnt take more blood.
i was shaking and crying and barely able to move.
i was in that much pain.
he baisically patted me on the wrist...
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orli:
I'm so sorry 
that is horrible. So many doctors are quacks that don't care, and I'm sorry you have to deal with that while you're in serious pain.
that is horrible. So many doctors are quacks that don't care, and I'm sorry you have to deal with that while you're in serious pain.
sorrowsjoy:
Hey sweetie I hope this finds you better *hugs*-Hang in there and take care hon
I put that record on just to make a sound The rhythm hit got my movement off the ground The soundtrack of what i want to be If i want to change the world, it's gotta start with me. I put the needle on the record and play that song again
And in the end what have we learned?
Are we just faces in the...
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And in the end what have we learned?
Are we just faces in the...
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sorrowsjoy:
God I eat music 3 square meals a day lol--I do not know what I do without it--It's an outlet that can't be beat--Well unless you play one track over and over and over lol--Hope you are well sweetie and work is treating with some respect--*hugs*--Take care sweetie
Lexi
P.S.--You can find my fav list of bands in the Industrial group here on SG
Lexi
P.S.--You can find my fav list of bands in the Industrial group here on SG
cretinfamily:
miss you
this is just a quick update to say that i'm doing okay, and that i'm trudging through.
thank you so much to those of you who have e-mailed, called and stopped by. it means so very much to me.
i adore each and every one of you...more than i can communicate.
you're all great.
i've been under alot of stress lately, and knowing i have...
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thank you so much to those of you who have e-mailed, called and stopped by. it means so very much to me.
i adore each and every one of you...more than i can communicate.
you're all great.
i've been under alot of stress lately, and knowing i have...
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holidaywolf:
grrrrrrrr NO MO SICKY!!!!!
here is my update.
after a rousing and rather unproductive stay in the ER on (last) tuesday night. things have become abundantly clear.
DOCTORS WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE DOING SHOULD BE SHOT.
i was in chronic un allieviated pain for a full scale gall bladder infection that they "missed" because they didnt bother to take blood.
they just did a CT...
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after a rousing and rather unproductive stay in the ER on (last) tuesday night. things have become abundantly clear.
DOCTORS WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE DOING SHOULD BE SHOT.
i was in chronic un allieviated pain for a full scale gall bladder infection that they "missed" because they didnt bother to take blood.
they just did a CT...
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hexe_____:
that's what you get with a male doctor. yeesh. pisses me off. I hope your surgery goes well, my dear. I'll be thinking of you. hey, I emailed you earlier to discuss, uh, things.
murder_tramp:
Hey hun, I was just thinking about you and stuff, maybe you already knew that... 
~Trampy
~Trampymy fucking tummy hurts.
and i have chinese food.
thats it.
how are you?
and i have chinese food.
thats it.
how are you?
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murder_tramp:
Oh, DUH me! I forgot to tell you how I love the bedroom eyes you have working for you in your new prof. pic.
~Trampy
~Trampy
holidaywolf:
I'm skipping class just so I can have time to myself on a tuesday. ugh.
after a few weeks of flirting shamelessly I've decided to go back to being asexual. well mostly... pictures of naked girls online dont count do they?
something is wrong with I tunes so I cant listen to my music..... POOP!
love
Wolfie
after a few weeks of flirting shamelessly I've decided to go back to being asexual. well mostly... pictures of naked girls online dont count do they?
something is wrong with I tunes so I cant listen to my music..... POOP!
love
Wolfie
well. at 2:30 am on the 6th (which was tuesday) i went back into the ER.
The pain was unbelievable this time.
i was throwing up, running a fever, and i thought for sure they were gonna operate.
Nope, they kept me till noon the next day, told me i didnt have anything life threatening going on, and sent me on my way with a...
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The pain was unbelievable this time.
i was throwing up, running a fever, and i thought for sure they were gonna operate.
Nope, they kept me till noon the next day, told me i didnt have anything life threatening going on, and sent me on my way with a...
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holidaywolf:
OI! RODEO CLOWNS!!!!
maybe we can take the place of the rodeo clowns and when the cowboys get in trouble we run the opposite direction so that bubba gets trounced by a big moo-moo!
maybe we can take the place of the rodeo clowns and when the cowboys get in trouble we run the opposite direction so that bubba gets trounced by a big moo-moo!
hexe_____:
oh, my. I hope you are ok soon, my dear. let me know how you are.
being up at 7:30 am sucks ass....
sleepng on the other side of the bed....sucks ass.
chocolate however. does not.
the end
sleepng on the other side of the bed....sucks ass.
chocolate however. does not.
the end
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benci:
me too. dark chocolate. and white chocolate. and chocolate porter...mmmmmm.
me too. dark chocolate. and white chocolate. and chocolate porter...mmmmmm.
malloryknoxx:
Agreed, agreed, and definately agreed
How ya doin', girlie?
How ya doin', girlie?
is it weird that i have the sudden urge to listen to Johnny Cash and lay in my bed naked eating cheetos and singing off key at the top of my lungs?
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i need to pierce or tattoo something.
like soon.
i'm starting to go into withdrawl.
i also feel this desperate need to do something creative.
fat lot of luck i'm having there...
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i need to pierce or tattoo something.
like soon.
i'm starting to go into withdrawl.
i also feel this desperate need to do something creative.
fat lot of luck i'm having there...
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grimmygrimm:
nothin wrong with veggin out to Johnny Cash matter of fact it sounds like a good idea
munch:
hey lex, thanks for joining my souls group! 
i've added a thread about the latest tour - which'll be geared towards you US fans!
hopefully i'll get some more stuff up in the group soon...
i've added a thread about the latest tour - which'll be geared towards you US fans!
hopefully i'll get some more stuff up in the group soon...
i'm tired. i feel like shit.
my throat is killing me...
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i have a drs appointment on the 14th, things should be interesting.
one more step in the minagery of tests i have to get run to see if i'm really as sick as they think i am.
the trouble with this is alot of it doesnt really show any symptom at all (or...
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my throat is killing me...
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i have a drs appointment on the 14th, things should be interesting.
one more step in the minagery of tests i have to get run to see if i'm really as sick as they think i am.
the trouble with this is alot of it doesnt really show any symptom at all (or...
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instarsia:
thats fucking awesome
jman76:
I hope you feel better
glad things are sorta going well....
I noticed you tried to call and I tried back.
so you're it.
love
Wolfie
(big wolfie kisses)