I blocked my ex a while back on FB so even if I caved and searched her up I wouldn't see anything, and that would remind me not to dig up the past.

I underestimated my own weakness (common for me) and today I searched up her current boyfriend. They're still together. I hate that. I told myself she was rushing into something...
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cvtgrrl_shan:
I know the moment/feeling may have passed, but I understand where you are coming from and what you're feeling. I had an ex who broke up with me because he was seeing another girl, he married her too. It hurt. Eventually they got divorced but the anger was there for the few years he had moved on and I was single. Just know that even though you may not be with someone, as long as you are happy without her, you are also winning babe 😚 and you know what, being with someone isn't always better. You don't have any attachments and can have fun with whomever you want.
incontrol88:
@cvtgrrl_shan Much appreciated. And you're right, I just don't feel happy hahaha. The playing with other people is definitely a plus, though! 

That is what I am. A ghoul. I keep telling myself I can handle a no-strings, FWB relationship because I'm a selfish jerk who gets attracted to his friends, but I always lash out when said friend starts down the relationship path with someone else. Punishing her for choosing someone else over me isn't a friendly way to behave. She described me as...
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