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I so don't want to be here today.

Cramps. Sore throat. Tired. Wah. Wah. Wah.

I'll be surprised if I make it through the whole day at the office. In fact, the first opportunity I can score a ride home, I'm gone.

In other news, I discovered last night I have a huge crush on Zach Braff. He's so damn cute.

Hey Dizz,...
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I don't understand it sometimes. I think boys are more headache than they're worth, that is at least, the ones that cause the headaches. I'm sure there are plenty of headache-free boys out there who are well worth it. Like ones who are willing to put down the book they're reading for 5 minutes to pay attention to you when you stop by to visit...
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Going back to work on Monday morning is like getting raked across the back of the head with a golf club. It sucks, and all you wanna do is lay down and go to sleep.

It's been pouring here ever since about midnight last night. I got to take my mom's car this morning since we're alternating chauffeur duties, and I can't stand the way...
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Going to visit my great gandmother this morning. She's 88, and her memory is slipping pretty quick. I just hope she remembers me.

Last night was less than fun and completely drama-packed. Including a full on, out and out brawl on some skinheads that decided to show up at the Rogue. Don't get me wrong, I'm not by any means a fan of skinheads, but even moreso, I'm not a fan of violence, and fights breaking out within arms reach of me just fucking puts a big damper...
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I'm so glad it's Friday. I can't wait to be done with work today.

I have an appointment tomorrow morning at Toni & Guy to find out about the school. I'm so excited. I also have 40 bucks buning a hole in my pocket that's just screaming to be spent on some cheap fish & chips and PBR.

Come on 4:30.

My ACTUAL horoscope out...
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Working hard at hardly working, and you?

Moms has gotten me hooked on Circle K coffee. The cappuccino machines they have contain the nectar of the Gods, I tell you what. I've always fancied myself more of a tea drinker, never been a fan of coffee, but I think I may become a lifer. And let me tell you a little secret.......it makes you "regular"...
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Crappy morning. When I came in this morning it looked like a bomb exploded on my desk. I can't wait to kiss this place goodbye. It's going to feel so good to walk out of this place for the last time. Right now, that thought is the only thing keeping me coming in everyday. I just keep thinking the faster this all happens, the better....
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Back to work this morning. I can handle it much better knowing that my days here are numbered. This week I'm looking into cosmetology school. I've decided that's the best direction for me to head in. It's something I've always wanted to do, and now I have the financial opportunity to do it. I looked up some local schools like Carsten Institute and Toni &...
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It's been a very long weekend, and fortunately I have one more day left to enjoy tomorrow. Talking, drinking, smoking, playing, fragments of resolve, every bit required to go on. Really. Life is making good changes, hard changes, but definitely for the good.

Thanks for the emails, everyone.

BUY ME A ROSE.

Last night was good. I like staying up until 3:30 in the mornng chatting with girlfriends about how fucking stupid men are, or rather certain men. I know you can't all be like the ones that we've allowed to fuck us up over the years.

Remembering all the bad stuff really puts things in perspective. I never really sat and recalled all the horrible things...
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