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Another 10 hour work day yesterday. I never would have thought working such long hours wouldn't really bother me. It's amazing what being in a place you actually like all day does to you. I actually go home in a good mood everyday, and wake up every morning stoked to be going to work. It rules to an inconceivable amount.

After I got home yesterday...
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Ooooh! Got a couple of emails today from new people who want to hang out with me. I like it.

Most of all, I like that they are really cute boys.

Oh la la! Yes, I am really embracing this single thing. I think I'm finally ready for some action.....

Okay so I am completely lame.

I had planned on going out to the Rogue last night, but after working over 10 hours yesterday (I'm salary, so no overtime, but for what they're paying me here, a 10 hour day now and then is really no biggie), meeting downingolsen for happy hour near my office, then heading home to find I had no clean clothes,...
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Last night I was driving home in my own car (for the first time since November) from some errands I had to run, and a thought occured to me.

I found her.

The her I'm referring to is Me. She was lost there for a little while. Weakened and burried under a horrible relationship, degrading job and 30 pounds of fat that was subsequently gained...
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I'm sorry I haven't been returning comments. Things have been so hectic at work since I started, my online time is limited to my lunch break. I can't actually slack off just yet. But I'm buying a computer in a few weeks, and digital camera and the good stuff, so I can regularly post pictures of how hot and skinny I am.

Those suits I...
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Happy Cinco De Drinko!

Job's still going really well. Other than how rad it is, there's not much else to report on that front.

Went to a dinner party last night with some friends. It was awesome. We watched a bunch of the video footage from a trip a couple of my friends took to England and Germany last month. Me and another guy ended...
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Welp, in the last week I have managed to do the following:

Leave my shitty job
Quit smoking
Lose another 5 pounds
Find a new better job

That's right. It's actually a good thing I didn't go to Out of Africa with the folks yesterday because right in the middle of my chick movie fest, in fact, just as Sally was faking her orgasm for...
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Lloyd Dobler, Steve Dunne- guys like that don't actually exist. And if they do, they don't look anything like John Cusack or Campbell Scott. Call me shallow.

Spent most of the afternoon and evening yesterday out at a Beltaine Festival with the fam. That was worse than a day at the Ren Fair. Not to mention the zillion and a half bug bites I acquired...
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These last three years, I know they've been hard, but now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun.

Even if it's alone.

I'm tired of hurting, but no matter what I do it still does.

Back to 135 lbs and still counting, so at least there's some kind of bonus to deep dark depression.

Job hunt's gone well. Lots of...
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What a week this has been so far!

Sorry I haven't been around too much lately. That giant knife twisted in my back slowed me down a little.

Better times are soon ahead.


......for me, at least.

yes, there are two sides to every story. The truth, and what people tell to not look like total assholes. I really don't care which one anyone believes. I'm not afriad of the truth because it's all I've told. The truth didn't make me run and hide for a couple of days like it did to...
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Very sore this morning, and going back for more tonight. The good part is that the Company massuse is in the office today. And yes, I have already made my appointment. I need it very badly.

Last night for my work out I spent 35 minutes with weights working my upper body. When I was done my arms were like wet, overcooked noodles. I could...
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