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I don't understand me either, not that i'm particularly interested in fucking you but still, it would nice to understand me

i feel like guys treat me as an object, so i will put naked pictures of me on the internet

Looks awesome.

There was a girl at the bar tonight that looked just like you, and I was like, "Hey, glad you came out!" and she totally gave me the "Do I know you?" face...D'oh...and I can't even blame being drunk.

Had you told me earlier you had a new pink 'hawk, you coulda saved me some embarrassment, y'know...

[Edited on Mar 14, 2004 1:41AM]

That's all nonsense, you're silly. In my humble opinion, the kind of woman you describe yourself as is the best kind of woman out there. Don't doubt yourself so much, there's no reason to.

I hope I see you slobberknocking tonight.

Babe, you sound like a total babe to me. Now, I know you're looking to hook up with a guy but don't rule us grrls out.

Weekend's here! Get your mini ready.............

Are you OK? Wanna talk-you got my number

P.S.
Glad you decided to stay here.

[Edited on Mar 12, 2004 7:39PM]

hhhhOK, sorry to do this to you if you're not in the reading kind of mood, but i've sobered up and i cant sleep and my brother's dorm room is kinda nasty (he spits on the floor and the wall is covered in filth and whatnot) so i figure one of the many things i'll try to do while sitting here is figure out what i was going to say before, and probably ramble on and on about something or other.

Yeah, like i said before, i'm fed up with NY. I mean theres so much i love about this city, but i think i need a break from the bullshit for a little while (mostly the people, especially most of the ones i know).

As soon as i save enough money (hopefully May) i'm just gonna pack my shit and drive till i find somewhere new. As of now I'm going down to visit people i know in charlotte for a night. Then i'm gonna go down to New Orleans and Joe said he can hook me up with a place to stay with the New Orleans Klezmer Allstars which should be fucking awesome. I want to stay in NO for at least 2 nights. Then from there i'm going up to check out Denver Boulder for at least 2 nights. In between i'm gonna have to stop over in either dallas, OK City, or Salita KS. From Denver i'm going down to visit a friend in Albuquerque for a night or so. Then i'm gonna go west perhaps stopping in AZ somewhere and then avoiding LA like the fucking plague. Then as soon as sound, head over to the coast and drive up to SF to visit my friend Lola that i havent seen in person since we went to school together maybe 5 or 6 years ago in Rochester. Then maybe up to Vancouver. I wish British Colombia wasnt so fucking far away because i think i'd really like to live in Vancouver. Its cheaper than NYC and its not ruled by the fucking dumbasses in the US Govt, and free health care, and a much more laid back, yet progressive lifestyle up there (From what i've heard). So hopefully on my way around i'll find somewhere i like with a decent music scene and some nice studios and find a job or something to that nature.

Originally i wanted to get THIS when i sold my car and just drive around the country with just me and the bike and thats it . . .. but i spent my money on other things i probably needed more than a frivilously fast motorcycle

Yeah. . .and as far as marcus goes? I know i mentioned this before, but that fucking prick should be forced to spend the remainder of his life being assfucked with razorblades. He allegedly 'forced himself' onto this girl i know and tried to play it off like "Oh, she's a slut, it's alright." And then when i said it wasnt fucking cool he started saying how she made that shit up and it never happened and fucking BS like that. Fuck him. There was this other time when i was in the band with him and we were getting Stage Outfit type stuff in the city and the fucking tard dindnt bring enough cash with him. The 'manager' (lol, another fucking story. . .ask Harley or justin about Laura if you want a laugh) was there. So as the "Frontman" she wanted him to get Leather pants and i let him use my credit card for it. . . after first making him beg to use it, then making him take an oat that he would have the money for me in one month's time. I won't go into the specifics but after 8 months of me hounding the fucking kid for the money, i had to leave threatening notes where his fucking father would find them. he finally went to my house when he knew i wasnt there and paid my parents back the money and made up some bullshit story about how this and that happened and he had the money and just couldnt get to it and fucking shit marcus die.

Just out of curiosity, did you ask Jim straight out about the whole transfer situation? He's one of the few people who i think would actually give you a straight answer regardless. Well, as straight as a Jim answer gets anyway. .. but if you know how to decifer jim code. . . .

They're getting rid of comp and prod? What the fuck? Are they stupid? you know that $900+ music fee that we pay? Yeah, we're the only ones who pay that. Comp/Prod basically pay to have that fucking conservatory run. And who the hell are they gonna get to record their precious recitals? (Not that i ever did). And once Joe gets Tenure, what's he gonna do, just get paid to sit around? Man, that place never fucking ceases to amaze me.

So, i'm sure i've taken up enough space on your journal so i'll go pester somebody else for a little while. Aside from all that, any interesting plans for the weekend?

Haha, nice joke. Exactly the reason I got out of the music industry for a degree, since (as my old drum teacher put it) your performance degree is how you sound on stage. The business end is going to the gutter, too. I'm miserable in Business Management, but that means a secure job over time, and plus my school is recognized for it (William Paterson University). Good luck in the music career, let me know if you have any gigs.

[Edited on Apr 13, 2004 8:06PM]

I have a friend who goes to NYU. But sorry, i have no desire to go there, to many ppl, and im not much of a ppl person. but hey, have a drink on me :-P

when i came to NY I didnt understand why everything said SUNY - i thought no one knew the correct spelling of sunny - haha - that was my lame attempt at a joke to make ya

NYU is FUCKING AWFUL. Seriously, I didn't even wait until the end of one semester before getting the holy fuck out of there. The classes are pathetically low-rent, it's ridiculously expensive, especially for the quality of education, service, personal attention, etc.

DO NOT DO IT!!! There are many better schools in NYC, even in the CUNY system, which is WAY cheaper.

Plus, the people there are infuriating.

Isn't it amazing how Purchase just SUCKS the life force right out of you? All it would take for me was not being there for more than 30 seconds and i wouldnt feel so homocidal.

Any vacation plans for Spring Break? Or are you staying local and kicking it?

"i need to get fucked up."


You and me both.

Wow ... I suddenly find myself at a loss for words.

But I've been getting fucked up every night for the past week ... it really helped me get over some shit. Weird but true. Maybe the accompanying sleep deprivation helps too, I dunno.

How about a shirt with the 4th Amendment on one side, and then the Patriot Act on the other?

i would love a fuck clearchannel shirt!