Article One: No means No....no does not mean maybe later, some other time, or if you could get me in the mood...
Article Two: I was not put on the planet for you to fuck me. My soul purpose in life is not to alieve your sexual tension...
Article Three: If you really loved me as you insist you do you would respect my wishes...
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Article Two: I was not put on the planet for you to fuck me. My soul purpose in life is not to alieve your sexual tension...
Article Three: If you really loved me as you insist you do you would respect my wishes...
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I just woke up from a dream that included lots of chocolate ice cream and anal sex....
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mnislahi:
mmmmmmmm ice cream.. and.. uh.. um....mmmmmmmmmmm
hahah i love you!
hahah i love you!
steveneurotic:
Many 's to you. 
's to you. I had a strange dream last night involving a serial killer and me getting lost on the lower east side. Why i would get lost on the lower east side?
There were all sorts of traintracks that ran through too, and the streets kept changing, and my hips kept hurting. I just wanted to go say hi to a friend and i couldn't get there.......
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There were all sorts of traintracks that ran through too, and the streets kept changing, and my hips kept hurting. I just wanted to go say hi to a friend and i couldn't get there.......
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chino_4q:
You and me have dialogued on the musicians board.
THis friday. You and me, in a city bar. one beer, i give you a cd of previous works, short conversation about style, we split.
No mess, no fuss, no near future committment, but possibly one step closer to doing something.
A response would be appreciated.
THis friday. You and me, in a city bar. one beer, i give you a cd of previous works, short conversation about style, we split.
No mess, no fuss, no near future committment, but possibly one step closer to doing something.
A response would be appreciated.
sillyzebra:
i all ways put others before me... making sure that they are happy ...
seems like after awhile they just dont appreciate things anymore..
this pic is about 6 years old... its still my favorite & i dont think i will ever be able to take another this good again...
hope u laugh.....
when u become a rock star can i live in the shed out back by the pool..
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seems like after awhile they just dont appreciate things anymore..
this pic is about 6 years old... its still my favorite & i dont think i will ever be able to take another this good again...
hope u laugh.....
when u become a rock star can i live in the shed out back by the pool..
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I really think that my mother is planning on taking over the world.
why else would one be reading "The Prince" and "The Art of War" at the same time.
Don't worry, I am keeping track of her every move.
I started writing a story today. Lets see where it goes but i really think that its just going to end up an elaborate writing...
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why else would one be reading "The Prince" and "The Art of War" at the same time.
Don't worry, I am keeping track of her every move.
I started writing a story today. Lets see where it goes but i really think that its just going to end up an elaborate writing...
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sillyzebra:
im glad u liked the pic ...
awww i like you...if that counts
awww i like you...if that counts
rorschach:
The Art Of War is a very benevolent book on the other hand, The Prince is very...diabolical? hehe...however you can't take over the world with just those two books, you also need The Six Secret Teachings Of T'ai Gong to make it complete (hopefully yer mom doesn't read yer journal hehe)
on the other hand, The Prince is very...diabolical? hehe...however you can't take over the world with just those two books, you also need The Six Secret Teachings Of T'ai Gong to make it complete (hopefully yer mom doesn't read yer journal hehe)There used to be this obsession, a light outside the clouds illuminating the edges of a passing storm.
well the storm passed and all i see now is slate grey fading to night.
I could keep guessing, i could keep magnifying the details, trying to calculate the very moment he began pushing me away.
Was i two, six, ten, fifteen, twenty one....or was it earlier...
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well the storm passed and all i see now is slate grey fading to night.
I could keep guessing, i could keep magnifying the details, trying to calculate the very moment he began pushing me away.
Was i two, six, ten, fifteen, twenty one....or was it earlier...
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sillyzebra:
maybe this pic will make u smile
me and a warhol....
me and a warhol....
And from here on in this mess is mine.
maybe so, but thats only in the back of my mind with the prospects of a golden calf coming to me later on.
So today at work i did a return for paul rudd, you know, the actor guy who was in reality bites and father of the bride. He was insanely nice and considerate, even...
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maybe so, but thats only in the back of my mind with the prospects of a golden calf coming to me later on.
So today at work i did a return for paul rudd, you know, the actor guy who was in reality bites and father of the bride. He was insanely nice and considerate, even...
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stryke:
so did you have fun at the club last night?
emjmd:
Hope the good news works our for you sweetie.
Thanks for the birthday wishes.
I hope that you and bateman have a great time when you see each other. I know the you two are looking forward to it.
Love ya! *hugs*
Thanks for the birthday wishes.
I hope that you and bateman have a great time when you see each other. I know the you two are looking forward to it.
Love ya!
*hugs*My friends, my habits, my family, they mean so much to me....
enough with the modest mouse.
Through it all i have discovered that i may never recover, that it will always be there, and i may just have to live with it. I hope that is not the case.
Its a friday night, i am not doing anything, i have to work early tomorrow....
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enough with the modest mouse.
Through it all i have discovered that i may never recover, that it will always be there, and i may just have to live with it. I hope that is not the case.
Its a friday night, i am not doing anything, i have to work early tomorrow....
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charley:
I used to quite like the idea of having a Parrot until I met this little blighter, he (and I know its a he) is the most annoying thing ever, now he has learnt to mimic Seagulls squaking only MUCH louder 
Soul searching sucks, don't do it I did and I didnt like what I found!
Soul searching sucks, don't do it I did and I didnt like what I found!
birdy:
I know.
I don' think it stops.
And that song is has been stuck in my head for 2 weeks.
I don' think it stops.
And that song is has been stuck in my head for 2 weeks.
I am just going to say this one thing...fdnymedic is the shit...
i can't believe he didn't get sick of me talking about leon all night...
and i talked to ash on the phone, she rocks my world like no other let me tell you. I can't wait till she gets up here, we have big plans....hehehehe....big plans involving a camera and us nekkid.......
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i can't believe he didn't get sick of me talking about leon all night...
and i talked to ash on the phone, she rocks my world like no other let me tell you. I can't wait till she gets up here, we have big plans....hehehehe....big plans involving a camera and us nekkid.......
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anaphalaxis:
Looking like I'll be hooking up with ya towards the end of your trip rather than the begining. Still got to make sure I've got a bed in Edinburgh but Ideally I'll be there from the 14th till the 21st or thereabouts. If not then it'll be the 17th till the 24th... I think...
Considering I don't really know I have to ask why I am bothering to shout dates... *looks at piles of empty beer cans*
Aaaaahhh......
Considering I don't really know I have to ask why I am bothering to shout dates... *looks at piles of empty beer cans*
Aaaaahhh......
ok its over now i am ok...
to clarify everything...i have a boyfriend in london...bateman...i kinda fucked up...it was all me....i do it to myself sometimes.....
(radiohead song plays through head)
ok...everything is ok though...that was a close one...
i really fucking do it to myself don't i....
to clarify everything...i have a boyfriend in london...bateman...i kinda fucked up...it was all me....i do it to myself sometimes.....
(radiohead song plays through head)
ok...everything is ok though...that was a close one...
i really fucking do it to myself don't i....
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anabel:
it's ok! i'm glad you're feeling better today!
honorofgalahad:
Obviously, I don't really understand.
At least you're feeling better. That's what's really important.
At least you're feeling better. That's what's really important.
I have just made two international phone calls.He didn't pick up either line.
why does everyone hate me now?
edit-make that three.
i am such a reject....goddammit.....i am going to beat myself up over this...i hat emy life.
why does everyone hate me now?
edit-make that three.
i am such a reject....goddammit.....i am going to beat myself up over this...i hat emy life.
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ldwarren:
its not hate.
you invite problems on yourself by not clarifying situations. It was the cause of the problem in your last journal (which has meant people start running off to incorrect conclusions) and its the problem with me now.
Its not what you have told me thats fucked me off its the fact that you didnt tell me before. It makes me look stupid.
you invite problems on yourself by not clarifying situations. It was the cause of the problem in your last journal (which has meant people start running off to incorrect conclusions) and its the problem with me now.
Its not what you have told me thats fucked me off its the fact that you didnt tell me before. It makes me look stupid.
anabel:
i'm sorry...
i bet he owns like 4 white belts, he is so lame... 
i bet he owns like 4 white belts, he is so lame...
So boxofficepoisonis going to get me turned into a paranoid schizophrenic...
and only he knows why.
"I don't care if she likes good music, she still sucks."
People think i am a bitch. I can not deny that anymore, people think i am downright nasty.
(I just put on Hole cause you know when talking about people thinking that you are a bitch Hole...
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and only he knows why.
"I don't care if she likes good music, she still sucks."
People think i am a bitch. I can not deny that anymore, people think i am downright nasty.
(I just put on Hole cause you know when talking about people thinking that you are a bitch Hole...
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cunninglinquist:
today i really needed that, it honestly brought tears to my eyes, no one has said or written that to me in a long time.
my friend did a bunch of undies the other day and she said that all her bras got tangled up in one mess, a bra snake she called it. i got a good laugh out of that.
my friend did a bunch of undies the other day and she said that all her bras got tangled up in one mess, a bra snake she called it. i got a good laugh out of that.
jonnywahwah:
Heh im off to the US on friday wish we could meet up but its all on the west coast!
stay cool,cos you ARE !love to you
speak soon....from LA baby !
stay cool,cos you ARE !love to you
speak soon....from LA baby !
I have decided i need new bras, mine are falling apart, and my internet won't connect upstairs on my imac for some reason so i have to use one of the PC's in the basement, i am not all about the scary basement, i don't care how sexy the boogie man is.
wow i am being pretty inane today, maybe that is because it is...
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rumrunner:
I hanging in there doll thanx for the kisses
back at ya
I'll see you in the dark corner of hells coffee shop for the devils tea time.
back at ya
I'll see you in the dark corner of hells coffee shop for the devils tea time.
anaphalaxis:
Oh come now my dear, you should know better than to pay heed to my drunken diary entries!
First of all, you both have very very different interpretations of what's happened. Remember that when you are assessing a situation. You are entitled to your perspective, obviously; but it can be very dangerous if you aren't willing to at least try and understand the other party's perspective, even if you don't agree.
There are other things to say about it, but I just don't think this is the right place. It's a personal issue, between you and one other human being. You should be discussing this with him. And only him, in my opinion. I also understand why you'd want to talk this out with friends, to get your head cleared up, and get it off your chest. Posting about it in a public forum though (even if it is "your journal") seems inappropriate to me, especially because too many people here know who you're directing this journal entry to.
I don't know. This is getting dangerous.
Please be wary darling, and take care of yourself.