At least I can see that the fantasy is real; just not for me.
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Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Pick your pocket full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
Can anybody hear me?
I just want to be me
When I can
Three, now. Three people from Pensacola in the last week have appeared, having tracked me down. I have to wonder if it's a suggestion.
I miss adolescence...not...
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Cool enough to not quite see it
Pick your pocket full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
Can anybody hear me?
I just want to be me
When I can
Three, now. Three people from Pensacola in the last week have appeared, having tracked me down. I have to wonder if it's a suggestion.
I miss adolescence...not...
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quinne:
i think alot of boys messed around with boys and dont tell
the_mekon:
hi. just thought i'd drop by to say thanks for the email, and I'll try to mail the photoshop files to you in the next few days
take it easy
take it easy
I lay in the filthy bathtub for almost an hour.....I turned just the hot knob all the way over and let it run-emptied the water heater to ensure that I got only the most hot water.
3/4 laying....it occurs to me that while I've always been thin, recently I've lost a few pounds more than usual and it's enough to make a noticable skin difference....
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3/4 laying....it occurs to me that while I've always been thin, recently I've lost a few pounds more than usual and it's enough to make a noticable skin difference....
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Looks like the music video that I was promised to won't be happening...not a surprise. Cant put faith in humans.
It also removes my only touch with any potential funding/funding connection for the documentary or the puppetry project...perhaps the puppets should become flash animation.
Animation....less emotive. More emotive, really, but less connecting.
Looking hesitantly at school again...I'd say the kids need a good teacher to...
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It also removes my only touch with any potential funding/funding connection for the documentary or the puppetry project...perhaps the puppets should become flash animation.
Animation....less emotive. More emotive, really, but less connecting.
Looking hesitantly at school again...I'd say the kids need a good teacher to...
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annabelle:
thank you for the birthday wishes as well as the well wishes.
it really means alot.
xo annabelle
it really means alot.
xo annabelle
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Some older suspicions were confirmed today....which adds points to the wrath tally.
Now it just comes to "When?"? WHEN will I strike back? And how much (little?) restraint do I want to show? The Drama Queen had little that could be done to me-try and seperate me from a friend, which worked for the most part. Poor little teen girl, being played as a...
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Some older suspicions were confirmed today....which adds points to the wrath tally.
Now it just comes to "When?"? WHEN will I strike back? And how much (little?) restraint do I want to show? The Drama Queen had little that could be done to me-try and seperate me from a friend, which worked for the most part. Poor little teen girl, being played as a...
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Man, birthdays have been pretty lame for a few years. They're just another day to me, but everyone seems to feel that they should be something special.
Last year....dinner and sex. Meh. Nothing out of the ordinary.
Couple birthdays ago....Darren and Stephie and Anna woke me while cooking breakfast for me. What a shock, but a pleasant one.
5 years ago I visited The Drama...
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Last year....dinner and sex. Meh. Nothing out of the ordinary.
Couple birthdays ago....Darren and Stephie and Anna woke me while cooking breakfast for me. What a shock, but a pleasant one.
5 years ago I visited The Drama...
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brinny:
happy damn birthday! 
jonnytrrrash7:
yr welcome....hope you made the best of it!!
TryingtorememberthetriptoAustinismakingmyheadhurt.
Lots of drinking.
Cute girl....threw out her phone number, thinking "She has mine, she'll call if she wants to hear from me again."....now I'm really itching to talk to her and I'm trying to track her down through a series of ridiculous names and locations, hoping to god that I'm remembering her friends' names right.
Smashed a smoke detector.
Best moment of the 3...
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Lots of drinking.
Cute girl....threw out her phone number, thinking "She has mine, she'll call if she wants to hear from me again."....now I'm really itching to talk to her and I'm trying to track her down through a series of ridiculous names and locations, hoping to god that I'm remembering her friends' names right.
Smashed a smoke detector.
Best moment of the 3...
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granny:
This is your best entry ever, I think. Plus, "Down in a Hole" was my ringtone for ages. You know how I adore Alice in Chains, don't you?
This is me under images:
Absurd? YES!
This is me under images:
Absurd? YES!
Random trip to Austin? Why not....?
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sen:
That seems far.
But I actually still don't know where you are from.
You would never tell me.
But I actually still don't know where you are from.
You would never tell me.
niamh:
But Orlando is closer!
When I feel like shit, I do things for other people.
Last night, I bought a lovely replacement heater for Ashley and Danny's home because their furnace is dead and it's COLD COLD COLD.
I try to believe in Karma.
I like to think that someday, someone will think of me. Someone will take care of me, or at the very least hold up their...
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Last night, I bought a lovely replacement heater for Ashley and Danny's home because their furnace is dead and it's COLD COLD COLD.
I try to believe in Karma.
I like to think that someday, someone will think of me. Someone will take care of me, or at the very least hold up their...
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cavatica:
Of course, mine. :>
cavatica:
Thanks. I pulled it out of my butt. But it works.
Why apologize?
Why apologize?
Rock bottom.
Water rising.
Roof collapsing.
Legs broken.
Water rising.
Roof collapsing.
Legs broken.
Everyone asks that trust be put in them....but noone ever wants to put that trust in me.
Nothing works for me. NOTHING. I'm amazed that the toilet flushes %99 of the time I use it.
I have an overpowering feeling of dread that's been washing over me for the last few days, and problems keep building up reenforcing my feeling.
Still not rock bottom....but the water level is rising.
Goddamned internet....work! WORK!
I have an overpowering feeling of dread that's been washing over me for the last few days, and problems keep building up reenforcing my feeling.
Still not rock bottom....but the water level is rising.
Goddamned internet....work! WORK!
drake:
ah, i like winter anyways. 
i get that feeling sometimes, days when everything goes wrong, but something always comes along to make up for it!
i get that feeling sometimes, days when everything goes wrong, but something always comes along to make up for it!
ps, Amano's coming out with a new book- "Hero."