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The following is cut/pasted from an email my sister just sent me. This is the true story ofher flight from Atlanta to Newark, NJ earlier this evening.


Subject: The Dog Ate My Homework -- A Traveler's Excuse for Not Working Out



I had every intention of working out on this trip. E-V-E-R-Y I-N-T-E-N-T-I-O-N. I packed my stuff, I had a plan for how I can...
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kiki_michelle:
i'm off to st louie.. be back on sunday biggrin
morrigan77:
Brazil.

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So it's back on the road next week. Tuesday and Wednesday in Tampa for sure, and probably somewhere else Thursday and Friday. Then on to Atlanta for a while on the 15th.

No more sitting around thinking about life, I guess I'll go live it instead.
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ladymaze:
Just another thing to keep in mind. smile
kiki_michelle:
ok, i'm feeling better smile.. but someone told me that it's only Tuesday today.. is that right? It can't be!
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And so it's a new day. I've decided that the thing to do is to stop thinking about the various choices, options, careers, friends, lovers, enemies, hair styles, etc that have constituted my life up until today. And to stop worrying about the various choices, options, careers, friends, lovers, enemies, hair styles, etc that lie ahead. This should afford me at kleast some element of...
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ladymaze:
Sorry if I was rude to you on the phone last night, ha. We were half-drunk and half-asleep. wink
ladymaze:
It's mostly black. With some red, mostly near the roots. And a few brownish spots that got missed in the dying, due perhaps to the half-drunken part... wink

Yeah. I'm USUALLY a smart-ass, though. But when I'm buzzing and sleeeeeepy...yeah. whatever
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So we're starting week two of the no travel experiment. Actually it's been 11 days already so i guess we're farther along already. It's been interesting. But I must say that I've learned one important thing: I much prefer being on the road and ridiculously busy than I do being home alone with my thoughts.

Not sure if this is a good thing or a...
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ladymaze:
I had a good time.

I'm feeling pretty neurotic again today, as I have been for days now.

But I felt pretty good last night. Distracting fun.
ladymaze:
I hope so. 'Cause otherwise, I'm going to have to start breaking stuff.


Song lyrics:

If I could get my mouth
to convince my head
to believe in every word it said,
I wouldn't be so glum.
I could float for a while.


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So a time out from my recent existential ponderings to discuss the following:

I find it very interesting that a large number of people who don't know me seem to be quite certain of my intentions and of what I want out of life. Some of these people have spoken to me and may indeed know some of what they believe to be "facts" about...
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cerephinna:
Hope you find what you need kiss
ladymaze:
Who you calling a fish-woman, huh? wink


D's tonight?
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What I need is to turn off my brain for a while. I'm sick of thinking about all of the various things and issues that constitute my life. I'm beginning to annoy myself with the whining that constitutes my internal monolouge these days.

I know that life is what it is and that it all works out in the end, but it's all a little...
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esme:
are you coming to our party thinger?
ladymaze:
*SIGH*
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So as part of the "see if I want to 100% change my life" experiment I am not traveling at all the next two weeks. Now I'm in the office and bored. Not sure if the experiment is off to the right start.

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ladymaze:
If you say so. tongue


I just spent the last five hours sitting on my ass in front of the computer (well, under it, as it is a laptop...), finishing up schoolwork for tomorrow.

Now, I'm waiting for nailpolish to dry so I can go to bed. biggrin

How about you?
ladymaze:
*resists making jokes about drunk lawyers and bar exams*


Hey, man. Just remember what we learned from dear sweet Elora. Even when you don't know where you're going, pick a direction and just keep walking.

East, maybe. smile


And now, goodnight, dear sweet Itburns. Try not to think TOO hard...it fries the noggin. Sleep cools things back down, though. kiss kiss
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Today's lessons:
(1) when you go to bed at 5:15 am and get up at 8:00 am you will not be in great shape for golfing with the pretentious clients who flew in from California to golf with you.
(2) when #1 happens you will not care if you had a great time the night before.

So there you have it.
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kiki_michelle:
very funny! i might have taken that into consideration, except for the fact that i've trained 3 other people in this office, and everyone else has turned out fine confused

i just can't figure it out..
sarahg:
yuck. i'm not a golfer, but i understand what you're saying.

i hate that i always wake up early. puke
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MALAISE.
My life appears perfect on the surface, I should be happy and AOK. But I'm not. This is a tough one. I either have to change everything-and I do mean everything- or just say "screw it" and accept this.
So I'll be working on that.
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kiki_michelle:
change everything! its more exciting that way wink
dumbunny:
Hope u get things sorted...changing everything is tough but sometimes VERY worth it.

As for when/where can u see "it"...My site should prob launch in about a month or so.
kiss biggrin kiss
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I won my trial today on directed verdict. That's a fancy way of saying I 100% kicked their ass. It's left me feeling very hallow. Due to recent events in my personal life, I'm not sure how to think about this one. I'll be in Philly until Wednesday morning, then we'll see what's next.
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cat:
changed my profile again. puke
ladymaze:
Yeah...but there's a difference between being out there and being right there...
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Got a call from girl303 this morning inviting me to the Intonation Music Festival. Other than the omnipresent dust it was just what the Dr. ordered. Death From Above 1979 kicked all kinds of ass.
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cerephinna:
thank you x x x
I really will explain everything when I can.
It's completely rooted deep inside my 21g of soul and I think there isnt a single person understands it x x mainly because I'm not ready to tell yet.
nerdboy2345:
kick ass from here to canada. good hanging with you again. we'll have to do it again sometime sooner than later.