hyenahell

i wish... hell. a bunch of things.

today, most of all, i want to run away.

VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS

meow_boy:

i know all about that one...i felt like that yesterday...

Jan 25, 2005

argentumblack:

Well run this way darlin....that way u get some exercise before mardi gras and you get to hang out with me.

Jan 25, 2005

been up since 3pm yesterday. can't sleep.

nothing new. feeling better physically. not so right in the head. but you can't have your cake and eat it too, can you?

been having strange thoughts. not really thoughts, but memories. like me and my brother, our clubhouse behind the woodpile, under the dogwood tree at the end of the driveway when we were kids. and a...
Read More

VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS

melvina:

jules. jules was the twin sister to mel. beck is the best-friend-on-earth of mel's. jules and mel love the beck more than any thing. therefore. the beck, the jules and the mel are the 3 fates.
and we are minus one. as she is no longer with us, killed by idiots on december 22nd, 2003. no longer with us, but she watches. <3

Jan 24, 2005

pdxgeek:

you're welcome

[Edited on Jan 26, 2005 1:05AM]

Jan 25, 2005

"yeah ya wanna go out 'cause it's rainin' and blowin'/ you can't go out 'cause you're roots are showin'/ dye 'em bla-aack... dye 'em bla-aaaack..."

heh. yay type O.

it's windy and raining and cold as all get out. and i wanted to go out for coffee. and got that song in my head. and that's all.

i am feeling better. a bit. still have...
Read More

1. i've been sick as hell for the past two days. all feverish with the full-body throbbing pain. i think mel sent it to me, in retaliation for sending her period early.

2. whoever sent me the Grimms' Fairy-tales book: thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou! that totally made my feverish, stomping around and hating the world day. yay! it's beautiful! now fess up! who was it?

3. i'm going...
Read More

VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS

melvina:

i'm sorry for sending you the ick

Jan 22, 2005

sliggy:

I'm sorry you feel bad! I wish I could help make you feel better.

Have you seen the new released super-duper version of The Fifth element on dvd? I picked it up, it's great!

Jan 22, 2005

i wrote a rant. if you want to read it, click to the entry before this. if not, then this little gesture's for you. the updating, i mean. so you wouldn't have to... aw, hell.

VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS

knine:

1. If you could travel in time to any historical time, when and where would it be? Back before my dad died, just sitting on the coach with him watching tv
2. If you had to either give up your favorite food for all eternity, or lose one finger, which would you choose? favorire food
3. If money and time were of no consequence, how would you prefer to travel? motorbike

Jan 20, 2005

pumpkineater:

nice rant. how about a rave to mix things up?

Jan 20, 2005

flu's going around. rhys is laid up with it. i'm taking vitamins and what not to try and fight it off, but i can feel myself getting sick. which means i'll probably be full-blown by the time i have to work this weekend. lovely. yes...

not to be all negative and naysaying. but that's kind of my mood. just angry at everything. no reason, really....
Read More

melvina:

i love you. rawr.
and meh.

Jan 20, 2005

after sputtering delicately for about an hour and a half, my much-cursed coffee pot was gracious enough to spit out about an inch of inky black stuff.

hell, it's better than nothing, which is exactly what it's been doing for the past few days.

i have got to get that damned thing replaced. really. you have no idea. actually, you probably do, as this has...
Read More

VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS

argentumblack:

you are cute when your embittered.

I have yet to see that episode of sealab....i've been missing adult swim lately due to the wonky hours i work at my job.

I love the character that he plays in punch-drunk love....at the end of the movie i was gonna kill the director if emily thompson's character did not take him back.

what kinda plant u gettin? Is it a venus fly trap....cause those things are damn cool.

Jan 17, 2005

uncognitive:

Fix your coffeepot already.

You can sleep in clothes. Trust me, I know. I've fallen asleep fully clothed on a stone park bench in southern Mexico, for example.

And I like my coffee embittered, why not my Hyenas?

Jan 18, 2005

ha ha. i'm off work tonight.

had a pretty good weekend. friday went by pretty quickly, but last night dragged on like some kind of roadkill that won't fucking die. pretty uneventful on both counts, and most folk were good people, or at least not raging shitbags. and i made enough cash to not feel strapped for taking tonight off.

so i think i'm going...
Read More

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS

argentumblack:

roots? splain?

Thats kinda like what i do after talking to bumbling idiots who want to order stinkbait and shotgun shells.

minus the roots thing.....and of course adding some guitar/somesort of instrument playing in there somewheres.

Jan 16, 2005

jasondemon:

Going to any shows this month?

Jan 17, 2005

quick update before i have to go to work.

feeling a little bit shaky. between the neighbors' constant domestic squabbling on one side of the room (they fight loud and mean, boys. loud and mean. it's like an epidose of cops on the other side of that wall!) and the work crew on the other, with their mexican radio and perpetual power tool racket, i...
Read More

VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS

argentumblack:

i haven't been violated in a long long time.....i kinda miss it.

Jan 15, 2005

joshof13thfloor:

You miss underground wrestling and I miss pretty girls setting in the audience, I wish we could help each other out.

You had trouble with a mannish woman too? What is it with them lately? It must be some sort of phase of the moon thing, lol.

Peace.

-Josh

Jan 15, 2005

my coffee makeris broken. the new one. that i've had for like, two months. yeah.

i mean, it still makes coffee. kind of. sometimes.

i'm going to buy a fucking perculator. that's it. i've had about enough.

and right now i'm taking a break from drawing. i can't wait until i finish this stuff. it's driving me insane.

VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS

pantsonfire:

percolater coffee is the best.....

f'real, yo!

Jan 15, 2005

joshof13thfloor:

It would be fucking awesome if you were able to make it to a show of ours someday.

Sweety, this is just a suggestion but you might want to take the coffee maker breaking as a sign from someone that you've maybe had enough...for a few years, lol.

-Josh

Jan 15, 2005

tried to sleep. couldn't. too tired to work right now. grrr.

made another pot of coffee. i'm sure my massive intake of caffiene might have something to do with the not being able to sleep. but. when i'm this run down, it keeps me acting human. so i keep drinking it. besides. it's delicious.

it's raining here. the work crew has left. thank god. now...
Read More

VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS

pdxgeek:

You know... Elektra opens tomorrow and Hyena kind of looks like Elektra (from the comics). How goes it in New Orleans? I've missed it since I left.

D

Jan 13, 2005

pdxgeek:

"Once upon a time a poor pious peasant died, and arrived before the gate of heaven. At the same time a very rich, rich lord came there who also wanted to get into heaven. Then saint peter came with the key, and opened the door, and let the great man in, but apparently did not see the peasant, and shut the door again. And now the peasant outside heard how the great man was received in heaven with all kinds of rejoicing, and how they were making music, and singing within. At length all became quiet again, and saint peter came and opened the gate of heaven, and let the peasant in. The peasant, however, expected that they would make music and sing when he went in also, but all remained quite quiet. He was received with great affection, it is true, and the angels came to meet him, but no one sang. Then the peasant asked saint peter how it was that they did not sing for him as they had done when the rich man went in, and said that it seemed to him that there in heaven things were done with just as much partiality as on earth. Then said saint peter, by no means, you are just as dear to us as anyone else, and will enjoy every heavenly delight that the rich man enjoys, but poor fellows like you come to heaven every day, but a rich man like this does not come more than once in a hundred years."

Jan 13, 2005

woke up today. smoked my last cigarette. put on a pot of coffee. threw on some clothes and drove to the chevron for twenty dollars of gas and a new pack of smokes.

begin day two of drawing. got most of book one (out of three) penciled in. gotta tweek some sketches and then go to inking.

and my mind keeps drifting off. can't stay...
Read More

VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS