Wednesday Jun 29, 2005

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nothing new. just been cleaning house a bit this week.

i think i'm going to Atlanta, so i'll be gone Saturday through Tuesday.

i'll add more later if i can think of anything else. just not in the mood, yet. bleh.

love.
-Hyena.

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zahara:
Thanks for you comment!
pumpkineater:
for some reason, every time i am reading your journal entry, blind date is always on tv. its uncanny.

Tuesday Jun 28, 2005

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okay. so. i'm going to gloat about losing weight and fitting into old pairs of pants. i just have to get it out of my system. feel free to skip this bit:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

i am now able to fit into pants that i haven't been able to wear for 2+ years. this includes some pants that i bought when i was 18....
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daghost:
hotel le cirque

providencia:
I understand the pants thing completely.

It's kinda funny, my pants are bunching up at the crotch now. People are telling me I "need" to buy clothes now. It seems that I have a gift for being inappropriate/annoying.

Enjoy it when that happens. smile

Sunday Jun 26, 2005

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coffee and cigarettes and Leonard Cohen. can't think of a better way to start the morning. and yeah, i know it's not exactly morning anymore, but cut me some slack- i got up early yesterday, then stayed up late grocery shopping. and hell, i'll take 8 hours any way it comes!

got some good sleep last night, and think i'm finally back on the sunlight-friendly...
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gosifer:
New listening, or rather a bimonthly listening ritual,

bonnie prince billy : master and everyone

You must buy this album, and study it more than twice to really appreciate it.

also:

PJ Harvey : Stories from the Sea...
You probably know this already

Impressions: Young Mods' Forgotten Story
Curtis Mayfield at his peak of political glory. fucking great. check Rocks Off RPM on Magazine for old Impressions stuff.
jasondemon:
"But as you can see.....you're still injured......and Carlito likes it that way." *KICK*

Now THAT.....was cool. wink

Tuesday Jun 21, 2005

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the shower was lovely. it took an hour to comb the rats out of my hair.

in other cleaning news, i cleaned out my friends list a bit, deleting those who i haven't heard from in a while. if this offends you, just send me another request and i'll approve it. it was just getting a bit out of hand. i only talk to about...
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yuriel:
know anyone willing to take about 250-300 a month to do so.

i cant live in the gutters -sigh- but i can take a bus down

so if ya know anyone willing.
maybe i could get a job if i had connections or whatever.

EL SUICIDO LOCO
yuriel:
grampa and mom and them say id be shot or something
im apt to agree
i mean since im a mental case and all.
-shrug-

EL SUICIDO LOCO

Tuesday Jun 21, 2005

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i need a shower quite possibly more than anyone else in the world. or at least among those who live indoors and have access to running water and soap.

i'll let you know how that turns out.
love.
-Hyena.
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trebo:
eeek ....pee..ewww..what *sniffing*...smells?? confused ...Oh its just hyena! biggrin ...
love ya sweetie kiss
thearcanecircle:
me to..thats why i'm getting off here though.

i thought hyenas were supposed to be all stinky anyways?

Monday Jun 20, 2005

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pumpkineater:
nah, you dont look all that sullen. wink
thearcanecircle:
i'm trying to be as creative as you seem to be. but i dont think its working..i'll have pictures when i'm done.

Saturday Jun 18, 2005

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tongue
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st_expedite:
I am so happy that someone around here understands the rock genius of Journey. biggrin
kittyvamp:
confused

Thursday Jun 16, 2005

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i have been trying without success to get back on a normal schedule. you know. awake during the day and asleep at night. that whole deal. i bought myself some over the counter sleeping pills, but they seemed to do nothing, really. it took me hours to get to sleep in the first place, and i kept waking up during the night. and now, obviously,...
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yuriel:
know how it goes. personally i used to prefer the night.
now i see its no different nor are the people from the day. and i just wire myself awake yet still wish i could just sleep it all away -laughs-
im not missing much anyways.
hehe
good luck with the normal hours yo.
EL SUICIDO LOCO
cheech:
I like your style and substance

I wish there had been more naked-lady graphing in trigonometry; I woulda got better grades fo realz.

Wednesday Jun 15, 2005

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this is one of those filler updates that i was talking to Yuriel about earlier this week. the kind where you've become tired at looking at whatever "woe-is-me" type thing you'd posted earlier, yet don't really have anything much brighter to say.

but wait. i do have something brighter to say. someone sent me a lovely gift of Nick Cave and Bukowski this afternoon. (thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou,...
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cheech:
Love is a CAT from HEAVEN! biggrin
oa55:
that's just wrong... i'd consider shooting him

Tuesday Jun 14, 2005

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fuck.

first off, i'm sorry i haven't been great at responding to everyone's comments in my journal lately. i really appreciate all the support and kind words, though. and i'm sorry i've been dragging out all this negative crap and bad news for y'all to sort through. again, your support is appreciated. it always makes me smile to check in and see i've got comments...
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thearcanecircle:
well i thought "emotional teeter-totter" said "emotional tatter-totter" so it amused me quite a bit. Teach me to read things more closly eh? If it helps getting stuff out like that is just fine and dandy. And there are always friends out there willing to listen.

post scriptum: I just looked at your new pictures and you are still really beautiful. Your man-toy is a lucky guy.

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yuriel:
i guess ill have to start journalversating with you at random times or something to talk huh?
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Monday Jun 13, 2005

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i found out yesterday that a friend of mine is in a coma from a heroin overdose. she's been in a coma for two weeks now. it doesn't look good.

be careful, people. just. be. careful.

love you all.
-Hyena.
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st_expedite:
God, I'm so sorry about your friend. And I completely understand the need to get out of NOLA. The land of the lotus eaters. But I'll keep my ears open.
jasondemon:
Sorry to hear that, sweetie. If theres anything I can do, you know how to get in touch with me. I'm so sorry, Bec. frown
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