Name dropping blog because I explored a little bit of L.A. today.
Feeling a little cooped up within this house, I decided to hit up X to go to her coffee shop that she found. I had gotten there before she did so I was sitting in the van waiting for her phone call. The next thing you know, I found the bag of kettle... Read More
is really the best way to describe that whole thing. Cuz you know... hey, good for the cops that they found a way to catch some bad guys... but they aren't really BAD guys, they're just irresponsible fucks.... and seeing it all go down... Idunno. It feels wrong. Cuz they make a big deal out of the person winning those tickets and then BAM! you're going to jail.
Tl;dr: questions and thoughts. It doesnt make sense, dont read it.
Another weekend has gone bye. It has been two months since I last held a proper position that I have called employment. It was on a movie called Rock Jocks. There was a good cast but thats not the blog to write about right now. But I guess it does... Read More
I know some people hate that I'm listening to rap, but this song has been stuck in my head.
Marvin's Room by Drake.
Perhaps its the slow melodic beat or the bold lyrics Drake has written (or a ghostwriter, but I heard he writes most of his stuff. Even for Lil Wayne) This song seems, for me at least, calls forth some thought process.
It is the fifth of June on a Sunday at which I sit here in this musky and beaten room thinking about how I got here in the first place. I dont even bother turning the tv on. Its a little humid; the tiny fan barely helps cool me down. The streets are beckoning me to save them, but I am trapped in this room.... Read More
It is 12:48 am on on a Sunday of June 5th. I'm sitting in my room, it's dark. If I had a cigarette, it would be lit right now. The smoke slowly floating into the ceiling as my ashtray gets a little more dirty. My belongings are on my drawers inside my baseball cap.
If you are going to maintain a steady, good feeling throughout your life, it is probably necessary to avoid getting too attached to things, for people and things can disappoint you and disturb your equillibrium. But avoiding attachments itself requires effort and discipline: the Stoic philosopher Epictetus describes teh rigorous exercises one must employ to avoid getting hung up on anything.
ps: CLOCKWISE FOO!