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School is going great! I have made so many new amazing friends and I'm learning a lot. Life has so much more meaning when you're doing something meaningful...

Well, I'm taking out about $18,000 in student loans so I can go to cosmetology school, but it's gonna be worth it! I am so excited. It's gonna be tough this next year, going to school from 8 - 5 every day and still having to find a way to pay the rent...but I have faith. Yay!

I had orientation for cosmetology school today! I am so excited. I spent the last several years working in the banking and lending industry and thanks to the economy, I got laid off! I was pretty freaked out at first, but then realized that I had been given an opportunity to change careers and actually do something I love.

Money doesn't mean a thing if...
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Yay, my first set, Hearts Bows, is up for member review today! Thank you Fractal for doing such gorgeous photography.

Went through a breakup so I gave myself a makeover!! I love my new fire red hair!

It's funny, I just realized every time I am hurt or upset, I reinvent myself...either through a new piercing, tattoo, or haircolor. It must be because I think I can leave the negative feelings behind in my old persona and start over new. It sure seems to help!

I don't miss you at all. You never even gave me enough to have something to miss. Whatever I thought I felt, I now realize was just a beautiful dream. Letting it go is only slightly painful...like pulling out a splinter. That's what you were - nothing but a fucking heart splinter.

Go on now and park your black hole soul in another's universe because...
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I watched this really fucked up movie last night, Savage Grace, and had dreams about it all night. Sometimes I think I'm insane...but then I see shit like that (which is based upon a true story!!) and realize, hey, I'm just fine! Thank you, Sundance Channel!

There is such a stereotype of pyscho ex-girlfriends....but what about the pyscho ex-boyfriends?

Perhaps people just come to expect girls to get all emo and cooky (I guess we are entitled to it because of our hormones) but what's a guy's excuse? That he is just plain old fucking crazy and needs to go to therapy for his mommy issues?

Pyscho stalkers aren't cute ......
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I'd forgotten (or perhaps never really experienced) the pain of having a broken heart. It feels as though each breath I draw is not nearly enough and I'm left gasping. My eyes burn, my stomach is in knots and I can't sit still. I reach for the vodka and valium because I just can't stand it. My only comfort will come in the few seconds...
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