hopelessstar

My world crashes around my ears when there's no one here to comfort me...

God damn it.

Things are going to have to get better soon, because the facade I put up to face the world is wearing thin and my lies only go so far to cover up the hurt and the pain.. I need someone to care about me and love me in...
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takk:

Apr 8, 2004

takk:

sorry, sounded like you have had a rough few days.... i thought i typed more hehe, musta f'ed up. but, its hard to find that whole pure and true thing.... i often wonder if i may have missed the boat on my chance.

Apr 8, 2004

Just had a super long talk on the phone with TheJediSilentBob. Mostly we chatted about movies, but it was nice to hear someone's voice.

Lots of love goes out to Adrenelinriot and her rabbit face.

lunna:

How are you doing sweetie? I miss you!

Apr 5, 2004

Like god damn little yeast-y bunnies.. Multiplying little yeast-y bunnies...

and

to everyone who comes this way.

Tonight was one of those nights that should have never happened...

At this moment, I'm both ecstatic, and beyond stressed. I was given word today that I'm in charge of writing, directing, casting, arranging and producing an interactive mini-show for the Ren Fest I work at.. It includes thirty-something people and it's a murder mystery. I'm a little bit stressed about it, because we go on March 26th and all I've done is figured out the...
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Hat set

hopelessstar:

Playing with the hat and the camera

Mar 13, 2004

My ex and I officially, entirely, resolved today. We're friends. At most. I realized some things though.. I was talking to a friend tonight, these are the highlights..

I always thought it would be hard for someone to make you feel invisible when you were having sex with them.. I was proved wrong..

I hated learning how insignificant one person can make you feel.. I...
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nicr0:

u want sumone to go bash his brains in? I'd more than gladly do it. heh

Mar 11, 2004

Have you ever convinced yourself that you were so in love with someone that you were willing to go through any kind of hell for them..?

Put yourself through miseries because they might hold you the way they used to and everything would be perfect, and beautiful.

Wished fates worse than death, on the person you wanted to go to your grave with?

Played the...
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bigdan10:

Love is when ya get a stiffy.....for a long time...

heh heh heh

Mar 9, 2004

bigdan10:

I'm kidding. I've been in love before. And Lunna is right. Love should flow gracefully. Good thiongs should come from love. Like Energy and fun and laughter and contentment. Love should never be a dark brooding emotion that saps your energy away. It shoul;d never create doubt ot anxiety. It should be something that makes you smile and giggle.

I've never had perfect love before. I think at one time it existed. But if it still does? I have not found it...

Mar 9, 2004