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Well... today has been a whirlwind of emotions...

Tad was at my house and Tim called to see if he could bring me my mail and talk. I told Tad what was going on and sent him to the gym early so I could see what Tim wanted. Sit down and put your seat belts on cause he came to ask if I would MARRY...
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porch:
I go with he finally realizes what he had. You are a great person and deserve someone who will pamper and indulge you if only from time to time.You are only 22 there is a lot of life out there, so don't think about starting over now think about how long you have to keep this new beginning going, it could be a lifetime.

Mrs. Flow
silencia:
Thanks for commenting on the new set, lady! kiss
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have no fear kids... our relationship is no longer a virgin... tongue love
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cd107:
Hey so whats with the story of the track?
cd107:
Thanks, it's about a year old and so I am ready to add on to it now. Gonna get the mph and date added when I break 200 mph in competition.

Sucks we wont see ya at the track, but I'll be sure to post pics and race reports. Sit out in the sun, and make vroom vroom noises when you read them and it wioll be just like you are there smile
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Ok. Here you go.

His name is Tad. He's 21 (I'm 22, thats a year and a half difference). He's 5'6 (I'm 5'10). He weighs 170lbs of muscle and beer (I weigh 155lbs)... He is extremely nice to me. He tells his friends that "I am the coolest girl ever". Even his mom and his sister. He's a big family guy.. Grew up in a...
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doc_brietz:
Its a quandry. You give it up, he could think your easy. He trys, and he is afriad of not only rushing you, but the big rejection. I had a girl tell me once after a few weeks of me being timid, "you know, you can touch me. I'll let you know when to stop." later on after alot of fun she was like, "i am not ready for loving making right just yet, but you don't have to stop.." It was nice to know what i could and couldn't do. we had a nice night and snuggled. from then on, i wasnt afriad to make the move if the time felt ok.
What I mean is, I say NOT YET. I also say inviting a man and giving him boundrys makes for ease of mind on his part. You can also make the first move and control what all you would like to do. I KNOW he isnt going to turn you down. (we'll my buddy did turn down a few here and there..) usually, i move until i get the stop sign if i feel a connection and chemestry.
OR you could just do whatever you wanted smile
Good luck.
panthro:
i have to agree with doc brietz. you seem to have a nice connection with him. so in the meantime, while you play nicey, i offer myself to use and ravage with your sexual desires. you know, to ease your horniness, so you don't ruin it with the new guy! wink tongue
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so we are in the "I'll do anything to have you back" phase...

I'm not going to do it..
but
its
still
killing
me.
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porch:
Sorry to hear about your troubles. Do what you you know is right and it will turn out fine. Geez, it's like I read tha on a card or somethin... whatever
porch:
Shorter and younger eh? How much shorter and younger?

As for the edge of the earth, we've been... busy.
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You guys will think this is stupid... or that I'm fishing for compliments....
but
I finally figured out that the guys that I've been dating aren't my type... That what I was looking for was all superficial.. They have to be taller than 5'10 and 5-10 years older than me... Um yeah so I want a man 25-30 years old thats over 6 ft tall...
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musical_poet:
Sometimes we don't get the "type" of person that we wish for. I'm 28 and I have a hard time getting together with girls I like or that like me. (as you can see from my previous blogs) It takes a lot of weeding out the bad ones before you find someone who makes you happy
punknitemike:
im 5'11" though, will you let that slide?
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Alright. as of 6 p.m. I am single.

My chest hurts. but I didn't cry hardly at all... maybe 20 tears... total...

I don't want to be alone...

I need more friends.... bar friends... lunch friends.... coffee friends... hang out friends... cuddle friends... but no sex friends sorry...
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shadea:
That sucks.
Hope you're coping...
I can be an 'Australian friend' if you're looking?
f1ssure:
I love, love, love coffee, so we can be coffee friends. and cuddle friends wouldn't be so bad either, but let's start with coffee and work up from there biggrin everything's going to be ok. I promise.
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Ok I give....

I'm done with this relationship...

I'm done begging for what should be understood... We are trading sex for sweetness/cuddling/phone calls/hugs.... If I don't have sex with him he doesn't act sweet... If I'm disabled with cramps from hell and I can't have sex he doesn't come over... I am so fucking fed up with men...

I'm just going to be a serial...
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jorryn:
Sometimes boys just stink.

Everyone needs a good cuddling. Sometimes I just cuddle with a friend that is kinda of down or in need of cuddles and its great for me since I also get cuddled in return. Win win.

Seems like he's been trained by someone who withheld sex unless she got what she wanted and consequently he now withholds affection until after he's had his need met, I dunno that's just my interpretation.

Decide what it is you want in a relationship, write it down, that way when it comes along you can recognize it. kiss
cd107:
To hell with hiim, it's his loss.
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i'm bored... and broke... who wants to take me for a drink? anyone?
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devilsreject:
let's go get ice cream instead.

mad
fullmoonkisses:
Yeah - be over around 7pm? smile wink
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Well I'm all moved in.. Pictures are hung.. My bedroom is all put together... Tomorrow the living room, dining room and kitchen.. My dog is incredibly confused but he's getting used to it... My boyfriend was going to come see me but fell asleep and just woke up so now I'm waiting for him to get here... frown I thought he would have been more excited...
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brave1:
glad to here you're settled.....my dog is still getting used to the new place after a month - lol
devilsreject:
I'll be down to help "break in" each room in your new place with you, twice!

Glad to hear things went well with the move. Sorry about the boy NOT being as excited as he should be and being 180 years old and requiring a nap.

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Well I'm moving today. Waiting for the movers now.

Wont have cable/internet til tomorrow...

So...

See ya'll tomorrow...
khoos:
Hurray for moving biggrin
Hope all goes well..
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Moving in T-minus 40 hours...

I'm nervous. I'm afraid this is going to be the death of my relationship. I really hope this is what helps but I'm scared it might not be.

I'm currently on the phone listening to my best friend Sara cry. She had a wreck day before yesterday and has really bad whiplash and is realizing that her whole life is...
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m1ndzeye:
Ill be in town this week let me know if theres anything i can do to help..... smile
m1ndzeye:
Are there any good shows or clubs that should be good to hit up this week?
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Alright. I haven't been able to update because work has had to keep my laptop to network the office after hours. So here it goes.

Update:

So I was doing really good on making myself hate Tim for not wanting kids and not wanting to get married until I went to get my belt out of the closet and he stopped me, asked me if...
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_tab:
The picture Im talking about was a guy, and they were big paisleys (paislies?) like what I have so probably not the same pic. But yeah, Ill probably have pics tomorrow smile I hope my bathing suit still fits me this summer, I've lost a little over 15 pounds since last september shocked If not I'd totaly just sew it up tongue
_tab:
well so far the only one like mine that I've seen is that one in the magazine that was used as a reference, so I'm sure it's not a totaly common thing. Either way I think anyone should get what they want if they really really want it.

...I need a spell check tongue