Thursday Sep 19, 2013

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Job interview on the phone, tomorrow, across the country, for a better job, a better town and a whole new life. Scared to death of how much I suck at everything. I'm gonna try my very best, but I've got to keep my hopes so fucking low....

eureka_:

Relax, you'll do just fine!! kiss

Thank you so much for your support on my set Coffee Lover! though kiss

peligro__:

I hope everything went well! Changes are good! wink

Wednesday Aug 14, 2013

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I've one friend, I know objectively worse people with more friends. It's me then, it's not everyone else, that way lies madness. I just don't know what to think anymore, I'm so fucking lonely around this shithole town. What's the way out? I dunno if there is one is the conundrum. The one I want, wants nothing to do...
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crystmeth:

Besos <3

Saturday Aug 10, 2013

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I'm the worst, so please no one talk to me. I just don't know who I think I am. Don't know who I am, but I do appear to be broken mentally and physically so sorry for things I say and do, I'm going to try and stop that. Oh fuck, this is just what I was trying to avoid. Oh...
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Friday Aug 02, 2013

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Well I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. It all seems a waste and it all seems a shame. To keep going day to day, and find it's me who gets all the blame. No wonder I'm where I'm at, this just never seemed to turn into that, It's all contrived and it's all a lie...
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Sunday Jul 07, 2013

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My new favorite co-worker type, Mr. "I'DoEverything". Their ability is pretty neat, they sit around complaining how they do all of the work, while no one else in the entire building does ANYTHING. Where it really gets good is when they decide that because NOBODY else is doing ANYTHING that they then won't do anything either. So now they just end up doing...
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Friday Jul 05, 2013

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Made it through major dental work and car repair and it cost me hundreds of dollars and either did not fix anything or actually made it worse. I'm sitting here alone and unable to connect to another living person, I cannot eat or talk. I'm so fucking jealous that you people all people don't have to be me and pissed that I...
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Tuesday Jul 02, 2013

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Major dental work/car repairs/court date this month. If anyone is looking to murder/suicide me, now is the time. Just send me a message, I'll work around your schedule. Open to other requests (must lead to death or dismemberment) Have a wonderful day.

Monday Jun 17, 2013

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"And when I die, it will be the day when every one of my wrongs will be made right... Lord knows the mistakes I will make." Recently started realizing just how broken I am, dunno what to do about it, who to talk to or what to do to fix it. I don't particularly think there is a way to fix it. Oh well...
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virtue:

Thanks so much for your support on my set; I really appreciate it!

We're all broken from time to time :\ Try to think of at least one thing that makes you happy, and move in that direction, for too often we lose ourselves.

Thursday Jun 06, 2013

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So sometimes I think I know what I'm doing, and it's at those times I should realize I have no clue. I just dunno whats wrong with me and apologize to all the people that put up with me.

Love,
James
adaga:

They surelly understant your way of being wink
Thanks for the support on my set*