bah its been a dull day, the weather has been dreary. just a blah sort of day...
supposed to be nicer next week. mid 70's and sunny. i look forward to it..
been spending the day on SG(as if i could stay away), reading, listening to some tunes..
thats about all
listening to Hero of War by Rise Against. very good song.
i also really... Read More
i kept waking up every two hours or so last night. so glad i dont have class today omg. it was a bad night.
its an ok morning though. still only like 55 outside but at least the sun's out.
i'm sitting here enjoying a nice cuppa hot chocolate.
ghirardelli unsweetened cocoa powder (1.5 tbsp)
roughly 12 oz milk(heated) this is a larger mug... lol... Read More
You see, I want to be where you are & I'm sure you'd want to be where I'm at.
I've had that problem for the last few years. I mean it's something that became more frequent. Last night went smooth but not all nights go without some fucked up dream
i hardly EVER dream but i really hate those, well, nightmares you can't remember you just wake up with your heart pounding and youre breathing heavy. my heart is still going. no idea what the dream was but cant sleep...
hold me..
i think i'll read a book for a while. hopefully calm down and go back to sleep..
I hope you fell back asleep, most of the nightmares I have I can't ever remember. I kind of like that though, no sense in remembering that shit. I had one of those sleep paralysis nightmare type situations just a week ago. Now I hate those
class went alright today. nothing too exciting..
saw something that bothered me a bit though on my way to class...
someone had hit a deer and not bothered to see if it was dead or not. i felt bad. the poor thing was thrashing around trying to get up..
on a more cheerful note, if there is such a thing after that, the clouds were... Read More
Same fucking thing, it's amazing. She can't hear me at normal level, but she can hear me joking with my sister about her haha. Sometimes I think it's a facade, she's putting us on haha