walked through your line today at the grocery store. Had to pretend that we weren't more than just the simple interaction of customer and checker. Ring up my items and have me pay, pretending I didn't go there just to see you one last time. I was the one who had to say goodbye, cause I can't pretend any longer that I don't like you....
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It's Friday night, but I think I'll start a bubble bath and drink some red wine.... just relax. I had an overwhelming talk with my boy today and I can't handle anything strenuous and ANYTHING would be strenuous right now. I was supposed to be on my way to LA tomorrow, but instead I'm going to spend some time alone, paint, listen to music and...
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pirateking8:
So if you don't go out what do you do?
I went out for a little bit but nothing special.Just got done defragging my computer which took like 5 hours to do 'cause I havn't done it in a while.
I hope your haveing a fun night
Take care kid
-SUPERMAN-
I went out for a little bit but nothing special.Just got done defragging my computer which took like 5 hours to do 'cause I havn't done it in a while.
I hope your haveing a fun night
Take care kid
-SUPERMAN-
pirateking8:
Well I guess you already answered my question didn't you...
Is it natrual for you to get up early?
Is it natrual for you to get up early?
I am stubborn, once I make up my mind it is made up! I'm not easily persuaded to go back on decisions I've made and reconsider. Months ago maybe things would have been different, but I solidified my thinking about what I must do longer ago than that. AND even if he feels like he deserves a second chance, and he does deserve it, I...
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kennedy:
hello!!! 
twitchmc02:
As much as I party. I've seemed to have an ability to remember most details of my nights of partying.
I woke up this morning with that aching feeling that someone had just broken up with me. I haven't felt that way in 5 years, the curses of a broken heart. I wish I was the kinda girl who could be 2nd best, who could be emotionally distant, who could feel less, and take more...
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treachery:
moved from santa cruz out of peer boredom.you said you might know some of my friends probally.i mostly hung out with the saporito brothers,dave(here kitty kitty),cory(the itch,los dry heavers),and well you know how small SC is.i worked at pergolesi,the blue,and trader joes.
rockstarinc:
My new profile pic is a couple hours before we started work.
You are welcome to come party with us anytime you want.
Party like a Rockstar!
You are welcome to come party with us anytime you want.
Party like a Rockstar!
Today is already beautiful outside... Looks like it's going to be an awesome day, but instead of going to the beach I have to go look for a job! I'm struggling with paying my bills lately, and even though I try not to let it get to me, it does.
Question: What is your ideal job?
Question: What is your ideal job?
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twitchmc02:
I see RockstarINC explained some of it to ya. It started out as a joke. Then became something more and if we have our way which we will it will be fucking big. then we can get the band really fuckin rocking.
azrael_abyss:
Let me know who your friends are that are from or in Jax. I just might know them, but then again I might not. Jax is fucking huge. There's like a million people that live there.
Question:
I'd love to own my own CD store or Jazz club. *goes off to dream of ideal job*
Question:
I'd love to own my own CD store or Jazz club. *goes off to dream of ideal job*
Sooo... I have to be way more careful about what I write in my journal nowadays! I had a certain someone read it online and become rather angry with me 
! So I think it's going to be a bit censored -at least for the next couple of weeks.
Goodbyes are hard, my life seems crazy right now, and I feel like I've dealt with...
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! So I think it's going to be a bit censored -at least for the next couple of weeks.
Goodbyes are hard, my life seems crazy right now, and I feel like I've dealt with...
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twitchmc02:
Ya know there's just something about a girl with tats that play the drums that is just sooo fuckin cool. So i made a good choice getting a ticket for that show. right on! 
pulloffmywings:
you look hott in that pic 
yup, 2 bedroom apt allll to myself
yup, 2 bedroom apt allll to myself
Yesterday as I was driving to a memorial day BBQ I passed a motorist pulled over on the highway... as we passed we realized that he had gotten out of his car and, before we knew it, had punched the policeman in the face, really hard! We pulled over and I dialed 911 while they fought, (911 never did pick up and I hung up...
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vanessa:
Oh my god....that's CRAZY.
AMen Public Enemy...911 is a fucking JOKE.
In a happier note....
Hera...I'm in love with you....will you marry me?
AMen Public Enemy...911 is a fucking JOKE.
In a happier note....
Hera...I'm in love with you....will you marry me?
vanessa:
oh! by the way! we have similar tattoos! i have 3 stars on my inner wrists as well!!! only they're all connected and they're red and purple. See? now you have to marry me
Am I the only thing that holds you together? the only that makes you whole? The laundrys all washed and folded dear, dinner is made and now I have one foot out the door...never thought I'd be the one planning our ill-fated goodbye. I want to believe in those ideals we held when we met- "truth and a love that is real."... I want so...
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pirateking8:
Well I know my thing says Santa Cruz, But I really live in Watsonville (or little Mexico).
Ok so I take it as a comploment does that mean I can never date or when girls are ready to settle down I get the left overs
HUM, Maybe I'm just not good at this sorta thing but who is right..
So I answerd your question.So here's one for you Have you read angels and demons?
And what do you do for fun?
And what do you want to acheve out of life?
Take care kid
-SUPERMAN-
Ok so I take it as a comploment does that mean I can never date or when girls are ready to settle down I get the left overs
HUM, Maybe I'm just not good at this sorta thing but who is right..
So I answerd your question.So here's one for you Have you read angels and demons?
And what do you do for fun?
And what do you want to acheve out of life?
Take care kid
-SUPERMAN-
lil_tuffy:
Thanks. Everything went well last night but tonight is goodbye forever. Having only dated 5 weeks, I'm sure I'll be back on my feet pretty quickly but it's always hard tothink about what could've been.
:tuffy:
:tuffy:
I'll hush your whispers down the halls and pretend that this facade is worth the spaces inbetween fantasy and mediocrity.
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desmobile:
no doubt that will be a great set!
there's justice in the whole universe : you're a limbo girl! congrats!
hope you'll feel better as your journal entry doesn't look very happy.
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there's justice in the whole universe : you're a limbo girl! congrats!
hope you'll feel better as your journal entry doesn't look very happy.
[Edited on May 29, 2004 8:03AM]
pirateking8:
I love the way you write got anymore up your sleeve
-SUPERMAN-
-SUPERMAN-
-Last night was another fun night... I feel more comfortable with myself and my sexuality lately. Sounds wierd but I'm way more confident about myself since I've done SG.
-Woke up this morning laughing because my friends and I decided to skinny dip at midnight in the most freezing cold water you could even imagine!!!
-Ended up kissing my best girlfriend cuz we drank a...
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-Woke up this morning laughing because my friends and I decided to skinny dip at midnight in the most freezing cold water you could even imagine!!!
-Ended up kissing my best girlfriend cuz we drank a...
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surlyclown:
Glad you're having fun! I know what you mean about being more comfortable with yourself and your sexuality. Of course, it's taken me about ten+ years more than you...but better late than never.
Keep laughing.
Keep laughing.
pulloffmywings:
hehe ben folds five.... I am listening to "rockin the suburbs"
Went out last night with friends visiting... -got way too drunk.
-Had 3 marriage purposals
-The ciggerette made me sick!
Thats all.....
-Had 3 marriage purposals
-The ciggerette made me sick!
Thats all.....
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mnislahi:
was one of them me?! 
if not, plz marry me!
if not, plz marry me!
I am sad today... I guess when there is such a grand buildup for anything there also has to be a let- down. Everything becomes just memories and even those are soo temporary...Kisses shared in the dark and your soft sighs will also fade, with not even a photograph to remember what you look like. I hope I at least have some famous last words...
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paleenchantress:
thanks for the sweet comment, beautiful !
Aww, dont be sad ~ what can i do to cheer you up ?? here are some kisses to start with
Aww, dont be sad ~ what can i do to cheer you up ?? here are some kisses to start with
guillaume:
did you just discovered them? yeah they are pretty good but THEY are killing it.. THEY means EVERYWHERE i go, postal service music is playing.. that SUCKS.
Sooooooo Party like a Rockstar!!