hemightbegiant

I'm such a good friend...

My buddy and his girlfriend just celebrated their one year anniversary.
Not only did I set up a discounted hotel room, a NICE one (with boss' permission), and help him pay for it, but without him knowing, I put a bottle of wine, two wine glasses AND flowers in the room.

Mindy, his girlfriend (who is also a good friend...
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Not much happened at work tonight. 1 arrival...really cute girl who I THOUGHT was flirty, until I saw her boyfriend arrive.
Wha wha whaaaaaa!

Sarah keeps calling me...trying to get me to come over for a booty call.
I keep making excuses...

Today she called and was like "I think you just don't want sex"
I was like "I don't know WHAT I want anymore...I...
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One more day and I get a god damned day off, and if they call me Friday, who calls me is working a 16 hour day because I am NOT coming in.
They can shove it.

I've been out of it lately.
I've just been noticing things that remind me how lonely I am.
My cousin and mom are getting married in the same month....
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Existentialism on prom night (lyrics)

when the sun came up
we were sleeping in
sunk inside our blankets
sprawled across the bed
and we were dreaming

there are moments when i know it
and the world revolves around us
and we're keeping it
keeping it all going
this delicate balance
vulnerable
all knowing

Chorus

(sing like you think no one's listening)
you would kill for...
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I woke up at 1 pm, and it was a fucking blizzard outside. Insanity!!!

The dude isn't shipping my snake due to cold. It's like, 9 degrees here. I understood. I'd prefer the snake to come in ALIVE.

I came up with a crazy idea for getting the snakes I need...
Studding! I am going to put an add out for a male albino to...
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Had the day off...
got called in. Jenn had ANOTHER family emergency. I know no one is to blame, but once...just ONCE, I'd like to have a day off where I don't get a fucking call from that place.

Tomorrow I am not answering the phone at all. Fuck it.

New snake comes in Wednesday. I'm excited.

I am such a loser.

-KOS

You know, I've been thinking about it.
My dream to one day be a snake breeder who makes alot of money on ball pythons...

I know alot of people think it's a waste of my time to chase this dream. Many of my friends don't have faith in my plans or ideas...

I can't really blame them...I mean, I haven't given them any real reasons...
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So everyone knows
These are the people I talk about frequently:

Jenna: My ex. She's on this site. We're still friends.
Jen: My female best friend
Jenn: Girl I work with
Jen P.: another friend. I am friends with her sister too.
Sarah P: Jen P's sister.
Nate: Jen (my best friend) is dating him. I've known him for years.
Chris: Known him for 9...
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I find it amusing that I haven't been all that depressed lately...
and then I have ONE dream and BAM!

I hate my subconscious...I hate my brain...

I quit...

-KOS

Current Mood

Ballerinas were still at the Inn. They leave tomorrow, BEFORE my shift...
thank you God. Haha.
A dude got up in my face bitching about a resturant charge. I told him I had nothing to do with the resturant. He continued bitching, so I went and told Nicole (our server) that she needed to handle it because if he got in my face one more...
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Ok, so I get to work last night at 4. Keep in mind, I switched with a coworker so I would not have to work, but my boss asks me to work 4-8. (Bastard)
The Inn was booked FULL of ballerinas for a dance competition...
It's pretty slow for a while. Get some firewood, get a fire going...not all that bad.
Then the ballerinas start...
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Figured I would try this place out, see if I could make some new friends.
Plus, my ex is on here.
So what the hell right?