hemightbegiant

I wanted to write an entry that was both intriquing and meaningful,
but when I hit "new post" and started typing...nothing.

Just a swirl of emotions...and thoughts...
and none of them are solid enough to write about.

I need a vacation...
or an adventure...
Or both.

Sigh...

To add to it...I've REALLY been fighting the urge to cut again.
I haven't done it in a...
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Do you ever look back on your life and regret taking the path you did on certain decisions?

I'm thinking about how lonely I am now...and I regret breaking up with Whitney.
Sure...she was far away...
but she actually understood me. She encouraged my geekiness, and found it sexy.
Hell, she loved me...
And I broke it off because I couldn't handle long distance. I...
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Yesterday morning I hit all the early sales...but found nothing good, so I bought some toys to donate to the local homeless shelter for Christmas.

Last night was an adventure.
Mike and I went to the Pedlar bar. I ran into an old coworker, so I talked to her for a while, and flirted with her friend.
Mike decided he was gonna go to the...
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So I'm single again.
Mandy still feels that she is leading me on, and she doesn't want to break my heart in the future.
While saddening, I completely understand and I'm ok with it.
We're still friends.
Plus...I told her point blank that I want to be married by the time I am 30, and if that didn't look like something she wanted too, then...
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So today was a day of dogs.

On the sad side, my mom's dog Hunter was brought back to the shelter she adopted him from. She's had him almost a year, and he's come a long way...but he's still very food aggressive. He's bitten my brother several times...and she fought the urge to put him down...
A few days ago he bit my brother's girlfriend....
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So I'm searching the net looking for bad credit loans to consolidate my debts...and all of them are for people who owe $7500+
What about is poor people who owe only $1500.
It's irritating as all hell.

And seriously...is it really THAT much of a risk to lend me $1500.
Yeah...I have bad credit...but I'm using the fucking loan to PAY OFF THE SHIT ON...
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Been feeling a bit down lately.

First off...the weather is fucking ridiculous.
It's November...a week from Thanksgiving...and it hasn't stopped raining.
Don't get me wrong...I hate snow...but I'd rather walk to and from work in snow then in cold rain.

Second:
My dad is moving to South Carolina next Wednesday.
The day BEFORE Thanksgiving.
He couldn't fucking wait until Friday...
Granted I am not THAT...
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Does anyone know where Aijin went?

Not much to report. Been gaming a lot.
Start going back to the gym Wednesday. No one called me to go, and I don't want to go alone. Working out alone SUCKS.
It's been a month...so it's going to suck the next day...but I have to do it.

Things are good with Mandy and I, as far as I...
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If you get a chance, and you're planning on seeing a movie, go see "Stranger then Fiction."
It's Will Farrell's new movie...but I will bet you $10 it's not what you're expecting.
It's not your usual Will Farrell. It was funny...but not "Anchorman" funny.

Trust me. See it.

-Me

Updates:

Mandy and I talked things over and got back together, and it seems to be going really good this time.
Granted two weeks isn't really all that long to have been broken up...but I think it made us both realize some things.

I'm still hopelessly addicted to WoW...

and my reptiles are doing great. I'll post updated pics some time this week.

-Me

As requested (and a bit late, but I really don't care) here's a pic of my Jack-o-lantern.
Jack-o-lantern
I went oldschool. Haha.

So I am at Petco last night, and I walk by the Chinese Water Dragons. I think "I should get one of those again. They're interesting animals...but I'm broke..."
So I go get my mice and proceed to check out...and Barbi, one of...
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That is the scariest fucking thing I have EVER seen....
EVER!!!!

-ME