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You know. You say fucked up things all the time like that one day you told me my arms are getting fat, and at the sg show saying something about BC of my height and wait aim morbidly obsess too. And saying my sis has a fat ass. and saying to peter and I about our intelligence leave being low and that's why they paid for your school, its wrong, and its hurt full like when you say stuff about rini having a double chine, and you never say Nacole you look nice to day like when I where skirts you have to say why r u whereing that why not why cant you just say you look cute! Idk
I always just let it go bc I new it was bc it makes you feel better about you being so over weight but you know what it has to stop bc I mean your trying to get to my weight so how in the world can you call me fat! And your supposed to be my best friend, the only time you where my best friend was when you and Kerry broke up and b4 you meet Christ then you where a best friend then you where nice. now your a bitch and you say you don't want to be spoiled like elyse your acting just like her with your wedding for you to say you live on your own your parent still pay for your car and hair school and a million other thing so you are a fat spoiled brat and I never said any thing bc your my "best friend" so I look passed all of it but you know what you never hesitated right! So why should I. and I'm sick of your parent making fun of my mom. I love my mom, and I don't want to her them crake jokes about her, so you and your family can get out of me and my families business.

Okay the stuff about rini I'm not talked high school I'm talking about now when she came down to visit you brought up how she used to have a double chin like why even say it its uncalled for, and a real friend doesn't point out floes so you can work on them! A real friend doesn't see them BC they love you for how you are. And the stuff about my family I can joke about my family BC it's my family you don't have that right to so you should just say you're sorry and stop. Instead of just justifying all your misacts how about saying sorry and saying you'll work on changing and mean it, BC enough is enough. You've been hurt full to me peter my family and my friends, for to long and every one doesn't even know why I stay your friend, but you're my friend and I want to stay friends but if we are going to stay friends some stuff has to change.
Instead of leaving me that comment yesterday saying how I was fat in high school (witch I was skinner then) you could have left me I comment saying hey what time and where should we meet to marrow to chill plain your trim and celebrate your b-day, but instead you said something mean! Thanx you broke your promise!

lol thats why i dont go to shows any more, lol and yes it school and work together bc its the same damn thing geting paid to groom or grooming for free lol

lol well see it dosnet matter lol isnt that what we did last yr you took me shoping lol!

i dont know how i feel about this journel entrie but any wayz one of my grooming teachers are leaving to marrow at 5 in the morning going off to disney for 5 days

well school 9 to 5 but i seem to gt out early some times so maybe you can meet me when i get out of school.

sounds greta we can celabarte my bday too bc i doubt i will so u twice in one mounth!

i know thats what i thought kinda conced no?

I WOULD LOVE YOUR HELP AND I WOULD LOVE TO GO TO THE HALLOWEEN PARTY, i dont have my frist day tomarrow bc of the snow so i gues tuesday! lol

oh noes!!!

hang in there.... its all part of growing up.

have you read quinnes journal she got a new tattoo lol let me know what you think?

Congrats on the new place...........

hey silly! good luck with the move maybe we can meet up later to night or tomarrow just to get somthing to eat or watch a movie i miss my BESTR FRIEND!! any wayz i might need your new adress, so if you can send that to me and your Full name that be sweet k bye

Sorry, Hun. That is truly heartbreaking. Those poor kids.

i have been working out for 30 min br work and 30 min after work drinking nothing bat water and skim milk, i dont eat after 6 and i really only have been eat fruits and veggies and cerail. i know its not healthy to loss waight fast, but i want to! lol
aww i dony belive your in DW i wish i was with you have fun!
fish and chips fish and chips!

to come see me!??!!

i want to loss 35 all together but i want to lose at less 20 if lucky 25 by march 18 i have only been doing it for 2 weeks and i have lost 6 pounds that it it feels like for ever, got any tricks ? lol i want so tricks!

oh and thanx about my hair

i chilled with rini on i think it was friday night and she was fine. but since then we havent talked i asked her to just text me so i know shes okay so she let me know she was alive but thats all her sister is worryed about her as well i hope she is more then just a live.

Well, it's been more than a week. Hope youv'e achieved total bliss!

Chris? Cats?

i know its a male fish, but its a fish, so who cares!