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The last few days have been a blurry nightmare for me, work has been stressing me out way to much and to compensate for that I've been drinking more than I normally would (almost never outside of parties or something). I think it all came to a head last night when I cried for nearly an hour and for the first time in almost 6...
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So I've been without reliable internet at home for the last week, the most I could muster was tapping into the wireless connection from upstairs and I'm pretty sure they caught on something was going on as the source is now completely gone. In the time I've spent actually away from my computers lately I've learned a few new things about myself:

1. When presented...
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This is a test to see just how well updating my journal from my phone will work, and to see just how big a nerd I can be.

There was once a point in time when I felt attractive and pretty, well not pretty but rather that I possessed something a woman might look at and go 'wow'. That time has long since passed and more and more I'm growing comfortable with this new reality until I start to think about it that is.

Now I'm in a slightly bad mood, want to...
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For reasons unknown I decided to go out last night and buy a bottle of Polar Ice Vodka and something to mix it with. After returning home I figured what the hell, I'll get drunk and see if I can get inspired to actually draw anything since I haven't done shit lately sober.

I'd post a picture of what I managed to do but its...
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For some people it's the sudden shock of being alone, for others it's the actually physical parting, and then for people like me it all hits home about three weeks layer when you realize just how bored you are alone. It almost feels like I'm just going sober all over again, nothing seems quite as interesting as it would be if she was around and...
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Want to know what makes having to wake up early to go to a doctor and get some x-rays done better? Well I'll tell you, it's finding 40$ in an old jacket that you only put on because it's fucking cold as shit and your still half asleep as you stumble out to the car at the crack of dawn.

3 and a half hours...
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Today on my lunch break I decided to forgo actually food and go out to my car to grab something I left before heading into work but ended up not even making it 30 feet out of the building before running into someone I used to go to school with. Generally speaking this is an event I don't look forward to as I haven't quit...
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