Just so you know, if I go a week without updating my journal, it's probably because the week sucked.
This week was pretty crappy. Not terrible- I had some good parts. I saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind on Monday, and it was pretty damned awesome. Best movie I've seen in a long time.
But it made me sad. I feel alone. I don't have the boyfriend or even ex-boyfriend to make the movie fill my heart the right way. It just reminded me that most relationships I have are chance encounters, or relations of convenience. Where is the deep feeling? Where is the worthy companion?
Bet you didn't know I was a sorry soul.
Thursday was good, for a while. I called out of work sick so I could sleep til noon at Turkey's place (at least I know he loves me) then I went to Happy Hour. Moira actually came! I miss that girl, I really do. She flirted with me incessantly, knowing full well the effect she has on mortals like me.
Other stuff, other strife, other goodness. I went shopping and spent $90 on bras and such. Was supposed to go camping this weekend, but got scheduled to work Sunday morning (ambush shift!) so I am sitting around dirty and unshowered. Yum. Maybe next week will be better.
This week was pretty crappy. Not terrible- I had some good parts. I saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind on Monday, and it was pretty damned awesome. Best movie I've seen in a long time.
But it made me sad. I feel alone. I don't have the boyfriend or even ex-boyfriend to make the movie fill my heart the right way. It just reminded me that most relationships I have are chance encounters, or relations of convenience. Where is the deep feeling? Where is the worthy companion?
Bet you didn't know I was a sorry soul.
Thursday was good, for a while. I called out of work sick so I could sleep til noon at Turkey's place (at least I know he loves me) then I went to Happy Hour. Moira actually came! I miss that girl, I really do. She flirted with me incessantly, knowing full well the effect she has on mortals like me.
Other stuff, other strife, other goodness. I went shopping and spent $90 on bras and such. Was supposed to go camping this weekend, but got scheduled to work Sunday morning (ambush shift!) so I am sitting around dirty and unshowered. Yum. Maybe next week will be better.
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And if THAT is your most humbling moment, you got it good
Although, the things she was complaining about in the film, about how she finds every guy feels she's going to give them some big revelation and adventure...I'm afraid I'd be just like them