glamaphonic

My birthday is HAlloween.
37.
I am sad.We always go huge for it.
Costumes.Sushi.Party.Drinks

not this year though....so broke.

Also I may be loosing my SG account.It EXPIRES tmw..I cant pay the renewel.
FIrst time in YEARS!!

unless anyone nice wants to give me a birthday gift of a year.
Ive had someone do that for me a couple times.

If not Ill figure out...
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This depression is eating me from the inside out
and it hurts.

I have major blues today.
Depression sucks.
My hubby is working all weekend

I have no money,no gas......no coffee..NO COFFEE!!
NO FUCKING COFFEE!!

I am so bored.I never go anywhere.No job.No job in the near future.
Its just not happening.Every single job door I knock at slams it in my face

Ugh.I have awful insomnia.

I need cheering up.

Ok my Saturday whine is done...
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To cam or not to cam, that is the question?

The three of us never fail at a good fucking time.
Lucky I am with some sexy lovers.
She is my BFF and Lover...and my hubby's lover.

We have fun and It has been 4 months since we have seen each other and that sucks!!
not just because the mind blowing sex we have but the laughs and ridiculousness that only we can
understand

sigh...I...
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Saying I dont mean too, makes it better?
Give me a bucket to vomit in....

FAMOUS last words.


All the same really.

I finally got a new laptop, boy have I missed blogging.
Trying to create new roads on ones life is scary and amazing at the same time.
One minute I am so happy with my decision and the next I am freaking out.
To just jump in the fire and quit ones career after 12 years is daunting but inspiring.
Trying to get back in...
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