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Aww i was watching this video on Peta2.com....I didn't know they killed kitties and doggies for fur in china and imported it here. It made me want to cry...I love kitties and doggies. And then they had this video showing these men slitting the throats of deer...

I feel rather better today. Last night was to weird for words.

I have that feeling of frustration. The one that makes you cry. Where you just want to say fuck the world. And the only person you want to talk to...you can't seem to make yourself call back. Because you know if you text them i feel like crap, or i just want to talk...when it comes to the point where your on the line with...
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the best _____ of the year:
1. party: Bobby's...i was gone. Good times at Csun.
2. show: it was Rebelde...lol um family guy.
3. cd: Linkin Park
4. movie: Superbad, Transformers, 30 Days of Night, and probably soon to be Sweeney Todd.
5. song: Too many.
6. experience: Going to Vegas to see Phantom of the Opera.
7. concert: Damn...Dropkick Murphys, Regina Spektor...man...good times.
8....
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So i calculated some stuff and i figured out that even right now i can pass my math class with an A but that means i'd have to work my ass off hardcore. And as much as i don't want to. And my attitude is fuck school, let me just be with Ryan(which being with Ryan is and always will be awesome). I gotta snap...
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=am frustrated. lol
I'm trying to teach my self how to knit stich. I keep looking at the damn book thinking WTF!????
lol I've been doing this for almost an hour and haven't gotten one step closer. Haha...oh god.

My knees are hurting me badly. Pop'd a pill. It might knock me out. We'll see. So i found out something today that pissed me off, take me 3 months ago..and i probably would've cried. But i swear if i see that fucker ever...i will kick his fuckin' ass. Yes fuckin' ass. lol. Thee biggest douche. I do not wish him well. Bastard... I'll give...
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Today was an interesting day. It started off..blah. And then I spent some time with Ry. And that was nice we ate pineapple pizza, and watched HOUSE. It was relaxing. And some good quality time together. Sometimes just doing "nothing" is the best. We both eventually had work, at 4. I went on my way around 3. Got to work...everything seemed boring and the same...It...
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I figured out my tattoo. I'm gonna draw it up soon. But basically...i mixed two things i love. Nightmare before christmas and the irish Claddagh...irish wedding band.
Yes two very diff things. But it will work. I have it all in my head. instead of hands, i'm going to have jack's skellington hands holding the heart. And of course the heart will look way differen't....
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You know what i find very sexy. When guys wear suits, it doesn't even have to be a full suit it could be just pants...even work pants that look like dress pants. Idk why. lol But when I saw him after work sunday. He looked fuckin' sexy in his pants. lol all i wanted to do was take them off. Am alone on this? hahaha

Sunday night=Very nice Replay would be nice.
Monday=Math Test that I probably failed. EEK! AHh math how i hate thee.
And right now I am talking to my